Why Do You....

Listen I know that God didn't grace us all with a bodacious body. Some of us if not all had to work to get them that way. It takes time, lots of time really. Then you have to maintain that shape and some of you are getting stressed out over maintaining. Say all of this to say this this....

I accept you for who you are, it you who can't accept and realize that what you do to your body you have to be able to live it for the rest of your life. I'm involved with this woman who si so ashamed of the way her stomach is, that making love to her is either with the lights off or in one position. I told her that I accept all of her, she has the problem with not accepting herself.

Her not accepting herself messed up a what would have been a nice night/day spent. But wha she do? She blames me, then herself of a mis communication...BULLSHIT !! So, I told her the next time I see her, she is gonna strip down to her birthday suit with me stayibg in my clothes. And everytime I come over, she is to answer the door like that. If she answers with any clothing on and puts smething on, I'm going home. This is the same woman who is ready to play house with me. Ready to get a new apartment in both our names. We will see.

Age..Nothing But a Number...Right?

I've notice lately that I have been talking and admiring women more in my age bracket. It has nothing to do with their body type but I do like large women. Its conversations that I have been having with some.

This one women, 54 years old, is like a female me in a way. This women told me just what she likes in bed and all. I didn't have to ask her, she just came out and told me. All along I'm sayibg to myself, I want her. She has a boyfriend, told me that he doesn't satisfy her in bed, not use to getting what she normally has had duribg her 17 year relationship which ended cause he was cheating on her. She offered him her WHOLE body, if you kow what I mean. She asked me about me, and I told her.

What she wants is what I can't offer her. She wants me all to herself. I told her I'm not ready or will ever be ready to settle down with just one woman. How can a women, peole have and be around that same person day in and day out? Sex would not exsist any more between 2 people. Keep hearing it isn't all about sex, but it is.

Today I will see her again. Last time she asked for my telephone number. Told HER to think about it. Not unless you want to have me on the side, I won't give her my number.