Had an eye surgery today. Left eye in the corner. Been there so long...since when(?)... I can't even to begin to figure it out. Gonna talk about THIS morning cause it's the evening now, so when you read this...cause I get confused sometimes too, having to play 'Mr Time Zone & CLOCK Wizard. As I stated before, right now, all I acknowledge is Day & MFin' Night..simple, much easier. Day time stuff is during the day time, and night time..well you get what I'm saying. This posting should be great on so many reasons, again..I just can't make you or anyone see me, so I gonna rite it..no TYPO Bitch!!
Hospitals, not clinics, those I can deal with. But hospitals...Being a former State Worker, I KNOW. In hospitals I know may way a round by myself, just walk fast and read far ahead, other words stay focus. That I did. Asked questions to get to certain elevators, I'm where I'm suppose to be at least, 25 minutes early. Male & female in reception cubicle, I shit you not..acknowledge me, eye contact..and went back to talking for 27 seconds. Count that off RIGHT now in your head or at loud. YEAH, that long. Receptions gets a -25 points, straight up. Inner demon talk to bark, but I held it in, took a seat afterwards, was seen in 10 minutes.
Small enclosure, TPRW, led to another room, smallish like enclosure with privacy curtains. standard pre-op room, On chair strip to underwear, everything in bag..nothing else...for half an hour. HMIC OR NUR, no shit, came in questions, questions I've been asked, what now at least 3 times already, gave same 3 timed answers. She left, and I laid in the bed with an IV in my arm, that way freaking me out. The needle was inside of my hand was pitching me from the inside. This feeling, I have never felt before. I can feel it, would feel better to just scratch with my right hand..but WAIT..it's itching, scratching from THE FREAKING INSIDE!! Split second thing stopped the reflex because if I did that, who knows what damage it can do from the inside. Was almost an hour or a little over, can;t tell was roo focus on the IV drip,
Nurse comes in, same questions. She gave me a hook up. Yep. EGK to the chest which are like freezing ice cold, hooked up the main line to IV that supplies the ByeBye Juice and the line of oxygen to the nose. I think I have small ears, or she didn't know how to adjust it. Four tries later she gets it. One at a time, both doctors came in and spoke with me. the HMIC OR DOC. marked the eye operated on, sign a chart and was outtie. Nurse came in with a Med Pack..The Bye Bye, screwed it in and was talking. Wheeled out of the Pte-OR into Surgical. Banged into the door. Head Doc said hello again...AND I was waking up. Because that's what I remembered. And here is what I came up with...
..TBC
Saturday, September 20, 2014
Tuesday, September 2, 2014
My First Summer In My New City...Labor Day
I really thought, and now I believe, that time passes you by in a blink of an eye. I asked myself, where had this Summer went.I did none of the things I'm use to doing when I lived in The Bronx. Things like bike riding, going to free outdoor concerts. One thing stayed the same though, I worked.
Sure, I got the chance to meet new people, mostly females. But that is just the way I am. I also got the chance to visit other large cities North of New York City, like Syracuse. I spent the better part of the day in a Mall with a woman I met online and had a very nice time. We both didn't want the fun day to end, so we...well, you know. But what made her exciting and fun to be around was that she is exactly like me...in a way. Difference between her and I mainly is that she is retired and has a lot of free time on her hands which she spends trying to get reaquainted with her 2 grown daughters, which left no time for us to be really together. I was disappointed in that sense, but haven't and won't say nothing about that because family is family. She called me one day while leaving one city, going back home. Mind you its a 4 hour drive o her daughters home. She was crying because of what her daughter said to her. She said that she was a mother that made no time for her as a child, and now as an adult, she thinks she can just come back into her life and make changes, and try to rule her life as a 'Mother'. The only thing I can say after 15 minutes of straight listening without interrupting her was..'Family is Family' Oh well.
Lost track of time, really I did. Yesterday was the unofficial last day of Summer being it was Labor day. I HAD to get to the beach NOW. I don't own a car and the beach isn't that far away, I can get there by bus, but... All I wanted to do was get in the water for 15 minutes. A friend stopped what she was doing, picked me up and waiting until I was finished and then drove me back home. This friend, she is a beauty and she knows what I am about and want s to..like really see what it is about me first hand. But, she has a man, who she says she is comfortable with. Didn't say anything about marriage or love either. She says she can only be around me when other people are..not because of me, but it's her. She said she doesn't trust herself. I questioned that, but I leave it alone now.
Well, here is to what Winter brings. Good bye Summer.
Sure, I got the chance to meet new people, mostly females. But that is just the way I am. I also got the chance to visit other large cities North of New York City, like Syracuse. I spent the better part of the day in a Mall with a woman I met online and had a very nice time. We both didn't want the fun day to end, so we...well, you know. But what made her exciting and fun to be around was that she is exactly like me...in a way. Difference between her and I mainly is that she is retired and has a lot of free time on her hands which she spends trying to get reaquainted with her 2 grown daughters, which left no time for us to be really together. I was disappointed in that sense, but haven't and won't say nothing about that because family is family. She called me one day while leaving one city, going back home. Mind you its a 4 hour drive o her daughters home. She was crying because of what her daughter said to her. She said that she was a mother that made no time for her as a child, and now as an adult, she thinks she can just come back into her life and make changes, and try to rule her life as a 'Mother'. The only thing I can say after 15 minutes of straight listening without interrupting her was..'Family is Family' Oh well.
Lost track of time, really I did. Yesterday was the unofficial last day of Summer being it was Labor day. I HAD to get to the beach NOW. I don't own a car and the beach isn't that far away, I can get there by bus, but... All I wanted to do was get in the water for 15 minutes. A friend stopped what she was doing, picked me up and waiting until I was finished and then drove me back home. This friend, she is a beauty and she knows what I am about and want s to..like really see what it is about me first hand. But, she has a man, who she says she is comfortable with. Didn't say anything about marriage or love either. She says she can only be around me when other people are..not because of me, but it's her. She said she doesn't trust herself. I questioned that, but I leave it alone now.
Well, here is to what Winter brings. Good bye Summer.
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