Saturday..2:07am, and...

..I have a little something to get off my chest.

I've been meaning to get back here, you just don't know how many days I have tried. But you know what? I told myself, why does it matter, and will it matter. Then, in the next breath, I said it DOES matter.

First things first. Online dating..yada, yada, yada..right? Well, you know me. It's like that song...'looking for love in all the wrong places'. Yep, I keep dipping my toe into the pool. Still testing the waters. I don't know if I mention this woman I am currently seeing..if you can call it that. She lives in NC, but travels back and forth to an area around where I live at. When she is in town, her town she is visiting, I go there and stay the night with her. I have to book a hotel room, pay for meals...think of something to do other than just taking her to bed. She has no problem with the latter point. In fact, she told me she doesn't have to be doing anything when she comes and visit, just staying in the room is good enough for her. But she, as of 4 days ago, mention the L word. Told me she doesn't know what has come over her, and why she is feeling this way so late in her life. She is 62 years old...Church going woman. So, you know what was said next. 'If we are to live together, I don't believe in shacking up, it's against God's Law. You may have to just put a ring on my finger'.  But what if I move into your home, have my own room, a Man Cave so to speak, and I pay you 'rent', will that work? She said it would. Now all she has to do is find a 2 or 3 bedroom home in NC for the both of us, and I will be down a month after she moves in.

Important stuff. It amazes me..people aren't aware of certain issues that are happening in today's world. Ebola. People this is some scary shit, and some people, most people don't know shit about what is going on. It's not like...see, it's like this and this is the only way I know how to explain it. IF YOU DON'T READ or WATCH THE NEWS, YOU WON'T KNOW ABOUT SHIT THAT IS IMPORTANT and AFFECTS YOU & YOURS!! But I guess slowly but surely they will wake up to the fact NOW. It's in NYC & NJ. Soon to be all over the United States. If you don't think so, think of this as a VERY BAD cold. You know how colds spread right? Well with this..I don't think NOBODY knows how this spreads. Media, Doctors, Mayors and I don't know if The President said anything but... All those other Talking Heads say that you CAN'T get it this way, you CAN'T get it that way. But..people are getting it.

Doctor flew in from somewhere in the infected area in Africa, was treating the infected there. Came into JFK airport, was screened, but didn't have a fever, so they let him right on through. Never mind that he WAS in the infected area..oh if you don't have a fever, high temperature, ya good to go, come on in!! He went jogging, rode in a cab, went bowling and...this is what blows my mind, rode the A train, NYC subway system. THAT'S it, NYC is doomed. Hundreds of thousands in not at least 1 million people ride the train during the weekday. When the train goes underground, those tunnels are nothing but a clear passage of travel for whatever the fuck is in the air. At first this shit was in Texas, now it has made it's way to the East Coast, NYC and NJ I heard on the radio that The CDC has 60 days to contain this, if not, after that..10,000 people a week will die.