Like I Said..Just Say & Night

She must be a Vampire..

So far as I know of her, she goes by 3 different names.Stands about 5'6" thin, but not thin thin.i texted her and asked about if she is bringing the hard drive.

She texted back, yeah I'm up be there in a few minutes. Texted her again.. Listen if you can, be here before 7pm. She called.

I'm almost there. I could hear the bullshit in her voice. I Told her she is still in bed. Bring the hard drive over. 3 hours later she calls and tells me to come to the door.

Hip hugging skin tight black cloth pants on. She has on a hoodie and the shirt she is wearing bares all of her stomach. She stop when she got to the sofa, and I came up behind and said damn, looked down at her ass. I slide my finger around the waist of her pants  and ask was she wearing panties she told me no All I could say was FUCK.

I told her to make herself comfortable. She went to the corner of my bed and sat down. Fellas if you have a studio apartment with just a sofa and your bed, that's all that there is for sitting. And the woman sits on your bed... Y'all are fucking at some point and time. You know it and she for sure knows it because she sat down on your bed. But don't make a move on her. Slow cook her. 

So she had brought the hard drive over, and I told her I would give her #20 when she did. And I did. Ahe went back to her 'Spot' on the bed, went in her pocketbook and pulled out a meth pipe and a small zip lock bag with a decent amount of meth in it. Yeah, she wants to fuck, but first she wanted to get high while I checked the hard drive out to see if it's working. Turned out the hard drive was dead and stinking.i told her that I was going to run some more rest on it to make sure. She knew she wasn't fucking tonight. She also knew I wasn't going to ask for my money back either. She got herself together and told me she would be back later on. She didn't show up later. 

The next day I called her, no answer. 4 hours later she called me, voice all sleepy, I could hear her stretching. She wanted to know if it's okay for her to come over. I started to ask her what happened to not showing up like you said you would later on. But I knew what her answer would be if there was one. Also, she is 'out there'. If you know anything about the Street Street Life, you know what I mean. In case you don't...and if your version of it is like 15, 20 years ago...Let me update you.

** Street Street Life is when you have a place to call home, and it's your parent(s) place. They understand that you're going to do what you're going to do..but they want you to have a place to come back to no matter what. Your parents don't want you to feel that you can't never come back home, back to them because you think you fucked up beyond repairing anything. Your parents do this because they know at some time you want to come home and you think that you fucked up and they won't let you in.

So,  she didn't look dirt, smelled clean, but was a bit worn torn when I met her. But when she showed up around 5pm, a little after effects you could still see, but she understood everything that I them told her. I asked her did she want something to eat, said yes. We talked..she talk and I asked her questions. It was late and she looked sleepy. Told her to take a shower and I gave her something to sleep in. She got in the bed, and I stayed up working on some things, art work. I went to bed around 4:30 am.

I climbed over her because she slept closer to the end of the bed..when I climb over, she turn over on her back. I knew she wasn't sleeping, and I told her left up as I pulled down the bottom I gave her.

Phone keeps ringing part 1 soon, I hope. Brb.

How You..

How you gonna get mad at me cause you live 25 minutes away and are married.

I agreed to be your Side Piece fir the simple reason you said you can deal with it. I told you I will not be sticking my penis inside of you at no time during whatever you want to call it.  I told you, what I can and will do to you for your pleasure will just as good as me being inside of you with my penis. I also informed you the reason why I will not have penis sex with you was... 1. If I do, I'm am going to want you all the time, and I want what I want. Being that way defeats the purpose of being YOUR Side Piece. 2. You'll go crazy if I am inside of you after..2, 3 times. You'll lose what little left you have of your mind now. You agreed. You agreed so much that you got mad. You saw, felt and experience me and now you know what I am capable of doing with and to you. Crazy kicked in in week number 2 with only 3 encounters with me.

Not my fat you live so damn far away. I told you, you have to plan this all out. You can't depend on anyone to bring you to me, depend on yourself and public transportation. But what fucked me all up... YOU were less than a 7 minute walk from me and where I live. You get all the way back home and you tell me. 'I was right down the hill, I knew I should have came over'. All I did was agre with you..and the you decide to go the fuck off in me. I listened, and you said some shit that wasn't even for me because you called me a woman's name. So now I want full disclosure and the only way to get that...is with you naked in my bed, bringing you right to that point and backing the duck down..and questioning you. Oh you're going to answer and be mad as fuck I doing so 

See one thing that you're getting a fucking twisted is...that you think I need you. I don't. I want you, I enjoy how I can make you orgasm all over the damn place, leaving you exhausted and sleepy. L let you sleep for about 20 or so minutes...and then I'm right back between your legs while you sleeping. You aren't even fully awake and you're orgasming, pushing my heqd away and then grabbing it towards as you try to hold that shit in. Nope, not having it and I told you so. Let all of that shit out.

So you're coming by here so you say today. And I told you if you're not here by a certain time, I will not let you in unless she says okay.

This is What I Hoped to Have Learned to Do 11 Months Fron Now. ()PRO DJ DOES EPIC TECH HOUSE MIX ON RARE $250 DJ GEAR

10/22..1:05am

Yesterday was a great day. Most of them are, but yesterday was a special one. What happened? Not a damn thing. it just felt Special.

It started off with some woman direct message me in Messenger, with a simple Hi. I said hello back. Her neck words were..'Can you hold on for a minute, I'll be back in like 10 minutes.' Hold on? This is Messenger, there is no holding time. But she came back in half an hour. What flowed next tripped me out.

With her I'm back, I started questioning her. How did you get my name, why you pick me and what do you want. Her being bored at work, she decided to log in on FB under a fake name but a couple of real pictures. I checked out her page and it was 'Born' today. So right off I thought she was a guy. She read my mind, I'm not a guy if you're thinking that and I know you know how to prove I'm not. I didn't even bother because.. well, I just didn't want to.

So I asked her now what? She said just chat. She told me what she does, her age what her goals are. I asked her where she was from. She said Charles Town. That name sounds fimilar...the. I remembered. A woman in a social dating site she was from that town. So I told her her name. She said she's Blacks right? I said yes. She said hold on. 10 minutes later she posts a picture of the woman and ask this her. Yeah. Then she post another picture of the woman with her standing besides her smiling. She says I know her, we are friends.

How..how, what's going on here. Did she tell you about me? No, she hasn't spoken to her in 3 days. I asked again how did she come about my page and she said I she was going thru pages on FB, came to mines and decided to contact me. She asked my age and I told her. Asked any kids, I told her no. She then gave me her number and told me to text her. I did.

She asked could she come and visit me, see me in person. That she is only 2 hours away and would like to see me. So I gave her the address of a place down the block and when she gets here, text me back. Forgot all about her and then I got a text, 'Im here's. I go outside and walk down the block, she saw me coming and asked Michael? Wow!! Not because she looks great, because she actually drove two hours from West Virginia, left work and drive to see me. I told her this walking back to my place. 

She comes in, and takes her shoes off and asked to use the bathroom. She comes out and says..'I don't want to scare you or anything, but I have a carry permit. I said let me see your handgun. Takes it out her purse, disarms it and hands it to me. I like a good handgun. It's a good gun too, a 380, almost the same one I want and I am getting. Ha ded it back to her, she arms it, safety in and back in her purse. Then she asked me no what.

I don't know.. So I say the first thing that comes to mind.. 'Well you can strip down to your panties only and just relax and talk or whatever until you want to leave. She said okay. I'm waiting for some guys to burst thru the door and kill me, but no she strips down, jumps in my bed, bounces a couple of times and gets under the blanket. Ingo about what I was doing before she text me, practice DJing. So shes in the bed under the covers asking me all types of questions, and having a good time. The someone knocked on my door. No one knocks on my door. They call and I let them in.

It was one of my female friends, a neighbor was going out and he remembers her and held the door for her. I tell my friend I have company. She said it's okay, walks in and see her in the bed, under the covers. She sticks her head out and says hi, I just met Michael today and I drove all the way from West Virginia, are you his girlfriend. My friend say no. But ask her why did you drive all the way here? Just to meet him? She said yeah and we both know the same woman in my town, who never mentioned him, but she is my best friend and I didn't know where Michael lived at, but something told me to come and see him. My friend said to me, I'll talk to you later, you guys have fun.

I'm laughing. And the she asked, did that mean what she said for us to have fun having sex? No! She said I want to, but I just met you. Maybe tomorrow. I said you spending the night? No, I have to do 4 hours of work tomorrow, and I'll be back Saturday around 1pm. She got up, went to the bathroom and got dress, came out and asked can she take a bath. She never took a bath in a claw footed bathtub. Sure, why not.

She was in there for about an hour soaking, talking to me thru the open door and sometimes calling me in. It was crazy. But then she said she has to get back before she starts getting sleepy, but she is coming back on Saturday and could she spend the night. Sure, okay.

Walked her to her car, hugged me, and kiss me on the cheek and told me I was a gentleman. Then she said something...

She said... Isn't the world just great. You can talk to someine 2 hours away that you have never met and then want to see that person in person and you can. See you tomorrow, started the car and drove off. I stood there..just stood there and wondered what the fuck just happened. I texted my female friend she was at the gas stations near buy. She ask who was that and I told her. She couldn't believe it. She drove two hours to see you? I said yeah, and it was all started in a text chat.

I told her she is coming back tomorrow and my friend wants to be here. I asked for what, and she I just want to. I have a feeling why too, and I'm not going to speak on it. I just told her okay come by before she gets here. I can't wait until tomorrow.

It's true, there are people out there who are dying to meet you, can't wait to meet you and all they need is no reason to come and meet you. Yesterday was a great day, that is why I amsti up at this hour..1;41am.

October 11th

A couple of things... 

What is this 'Vibe' bullshit. What the fuck is that suppose to mean? Her: 'Yeah, we can meet up to see if we vibe.' Me: So what you're say really is. We can meet for me to see if you're handsome enough, have money and can afford me, right?' 

Hold on a minute, so you got balls now? But I get where you're coming from. See the only thing you think you have going for you are looks. Your face, that can change at any moment. True, you do have a phatt azz and all, but how long is that going to last?

I'm seeing more and more of that.. 'I wish men would going back to being gentlemen again.. Like opening car doors and holding doors open for women again.' I'm gonna say it because it needs to be said. For those women who state this, you are asking for too less of what you want me to do. In fact..it's bullshit. You want men to do this for one simple reason. It's that time of year again, the last quarter and...the holidays are fast approaching. So you get a large number of men sniffing your ass,what betting te for you to act coy, let him get a glimpse of you in panties and...BAM, either money or a Pre Christmas present..also expecting and expect a Christmas present ON Christmas Day too. ...while for the last 30 days you haven't did anything to warrant you even getting a good morning.

Which brings to mind that meme...men telling you up front what they want from the get go. Listen... A little secret. I've been that way since I've started jerking off. I have no issue.. 'Hi, my name is Michael, you wanna rub bellies together?'  You will be surprised if how many women do take me up on that offer 

Some of these women out here have four kids and act like they are t fucking period.  Some of these women will state straight from the get go that they are t a Booty Call. What? You think you're too good for a Booty Call? Don't you want to get away from the madness of all those kids you're taking alone of by yourself?  But face it, you're in no mood or state of mind for a relationship anyways and you need to let off some steam..hence, The Booty Call.

I'm not hating on how you make up your mind about your doing your everyday life but.. But all the things you're staying are so basic. That attitude you have isn't because of me, it's because the way you choosed to start and live your life. Fuck I want to come to your house where it's complete madness, kids don't listen, kids father might show up anytime. Drop the Rug Rats at your mother's house for a couple of hours, it did you burn that bridge with being able to do that.

Oh... A your men who make women the Highest gift to God there is... TURN IN YOUR MOTHERFUCKING MAN CARD YOU PIECE IF SHIT!! She sti isn't going to give you any rthym for the simple fact the way you're acting. All she will do is take your credit card shopping, leaving you at home with her kids you dumb fucks. I don't give a fuck how much money you make, you still don't make enough to take care of yourself and her Starting 5. She will call you as her own personal ATM. Funny shit about it, you have no problem being so. She will walk right past you with another man and ignore you, but call you later telling you it was her cousin and he was going thru some shit.

Decisions Decisions

I have a...I think a 2TB external hard drive attached to my PS4

Do I delete some games that I have stored in there, keep the data part, use the ex drive for my laptop and then later on this month, purchase a 5TB ex drive.

And.. Should I ask a friend for a hookup. Since he works or he's retired from Tech. I'm sure he has a ex drive 2 to 4 TB laying around and he could mail it to me?

JHS Walter J Damrosch 136.. Bronx, NY

That is the name of the Junior High School I attended and graduated from in 1975. It was about a 10, 16 minute walk from where I lived. I thought my 4th Grade teacher, a Black woman Mrs. Walker made a huge influence on me.. She was the first, but Mr. Flounoy, my 7th, 8th and 9th grade teacher...HE made it stick.

That's him on the left side and that me, lower right hand side. Group of people pictured was the yearbook committee.

This post is about my Junior High School classmates.

Jose Perez, he started it all. When I came home from the Army to Parkchester in The Bronx back in December 1982, I had a friend who I grew up with, was living in Parkchester. That following Summer we were in The West playing basketball. After my side lost, I went from the courts to the benches to just sit and relax. People walking by and one of them was Jose Perez. I was shocked just as much as he was. We talked for a while, and he went about his business. 

Throught the years from 1983, I never seen any of my classmates. Out while 7th grade class went to the 8th and then the 9th all together. I can't remember how many were in the class, but we were back then sort of like a family. My first girlfriend, Carolyn W.. And she was also the first girl to break up with me. Many years ago, back in 2001, I was living in Westchester County, My Vernon. I had to catch the number 2 train to get to work. One day, I had a newspaper and it fell on the floor of the train. As I bend  down to pick it up, and person reach down also. I looked at her and she asked was my name Michael Chappell. I said yes. She asked did I remember her, and that I was her first boyfriend. She was beautiful and all I said was Carolyn? She was about to cry and she said yes and all I could say was wow. We talked during the ride downtown, she went her way and I went miles with exchanging numbers with her. Then a couple of days later the World Trade Towers fell. I remembered her telling me she worked in one of them. My heart broke. I searched for her on all ksut I could come across of those who lost their lives. I didn't see her name on any of them. About 3 years later. I searched Facebook and found her alive and well in Atlanta. I was so damn happy. 

Today..Jose Perez had set up a Zoom meeting with all the people who could find. There were only about 6 or 7 of us in the meeting. Only one person I didn't remember, but she remembers me. Brought up things that I didn't remember but ine main thing she remembered is what High School I went to when we graduated. She said when our teacher announced that I was accepted in Art and Design High School, I was sort of a Star. I took an art test to get into the school, along with some of my pictures I drew. I didn't think I would make it into the school compared to some of the art work I seen on the walls and in showcases in the school. But those who judged my art work and my drawing during the test saw something I didn't. Though I dropped out in my 11th year towards the end of the school year.. I took the GED test while stationed in Germany and my school gave me a diploma with their name on it. So, I am a graduate of Art and Design High School.

With just a little of us in this Zoom meeting, I had to log out. I had a female guest over. I didn't tell anyone in the meeting, I just disconnected. I'll explain to Jose later on today.

About 2 hours before the meeting Jose had called me. We talked for about 45 minutes. I really enjoyed the talk. If felt great talking to a classmate for such a long time ago. It felt great actually talking to some one whom I spent 3 years in educational studies with. I don't know how to explain it... It was like I was talking to another me. The thought process of Jose reminded me of me. But one thing happened he said, and it brought me to the present.

He said another classmate he =aches out to about 10nyewrs ago. They went out to dinner thebfloowing day. During dinner they caught up with what each has been thru and what they were going thru or sent day. The next day Jose called him and the guy didn't pick up. He tried a whole week and left messages but the guy never called back. Jose said said you know what, that's on him, I'm not reaching out no more, forget about him. I let Jose talk, which seemed like to me he was angry and he held all that in for 10 years. I cut him off while he was talking and said.. Don't you think that he might have been going thru something. Something like during your dinner talk, secretly he was comparing himself to you. With what you accomplished all those years, probably made him feel like shit, because maybe he didn't accomplished anything. Jose was quite for a couple of seconds and told me that I was right. Here he thought that it was him that did something wrong, which it was in a way.. it made the other guy feel less than.

I told Jose, I don't have that problem at all. I don't compare myself to anyone else. I don't hate anyone who is far away off living a lifestyle better than mines..has a car because I do t have, it make it have made more money than I have. Jose said that his pension is 120K a year, all I can say is wow. I told him how much I get off of early Social Wvriitu withdrawal and he asked, well how do you pay rent. I told him I have a Section 8 Voucher that's for Veterans and my rent is under 200 a month, no electric bill. I'm also on SNAP and I get a food box twice a month from a shelter..the one I was in for 11 months ago until I go this apartment. I told him I was never broke, I just didn't have any money sometimes, but I always had a job.im what you called the working Poor. I told him if I had applied myself like some of our classmates have done, il probably would have been making a 6 figure salary also but... But then I would have got to see The Pirayminds like I did as a surprise. Or went to France damn near wvery weekend for 2 months like I was going to a club from The Bronx to Manhattan... Or went to Amsterdam like whenever I wanted when I didn't have to have Guard Duty over the weekend. Or.. Saw The Berlin Wall, Russian Soldiers..enjoyed London in 1978. Think about that. I was in London for a weekend which was 4 days for me back in 19 fucking seventy eight. Oh, not your tourist part of London, but The South Bronx of London. Actually talk with and to Black People that were born in London. Their accents. Accents that maybe all of my classmates never acty even heard in person JUST on TV only. I was standing in London talking to a Black.person that was born there and has a British accent. Un fucking believable. BUT.. But if I had went to college..and not have dropped out of High School...would I have had a chance to experience all that I have mentioned? I don't think so, my future would probably have went in another direction. I enjoyed the direction I went in as a HIGHSCHOOL DROPOUT!! I SAW THE WORLD. I WENT AROUND RHE WORLD AT LEAST 4 TIMES... and don't pay a penny. Imagine that shit.

I have more to say, but it's 5:11am and I have some things to do. 

To be continued. (Don't know when either, so there.

I've Gotta Say...

Anyone under the age of 37 is a youngster to me. There I've say it. Oh I have my reasons for saying so too.

When those if 37 years of age and younger come to me for some advice..and it's rare, I give it to them. My advice is what I would do, but you aren't me so take your chances by following my advice. But if I really, REALLY know something, if I really know the works and the making of whatever you ask me about, I would take the advice I gave you. Run with it, go for it. But no..you have to learn by your mistakes. It's not like you've been around the block as many times I have in my 60 plus years. 

So this one young lady is a certified Nut Case. Yeah, but she has a beautiful face and a body you wouldn't believe. I have had the pleasure of making Love to her once..with no happy ending. Reason being, I know me. I would want her always and all the time. So why I do/did was make it all about her pleasure. Did everything she would want me to do...other than actual sticking myself inside of her. 

The last time, about 8, 9 days ago..oh boy!! I'm not bragging but she was begging for me to be inside of her. I told her no, and I also told her the reason. I laughed to myself when she said..:You don't have to put it all the way in, just half way and let me grind on it, please?' Still I told her no. I asked her how come after she orgasms once time, you stop. Have you every had multiple orgasms? She said no. I asked with her permission can I, and she said yes. Dive dive DIVE!!

I've should have stopped at the first one. Most diffenitly the second one. But when her thighs started shaking, quivering building up to that third one... I came up...I lightly touched her and... I saw her whole body just, just... I've never seen anything like that. I had to tell her, yell at her to breath. For about 5 minutes..these sounds that came out of her.. I held her, cradles her in my arms, and I could feel her body spasms. She started crying, curled up in a ball. I let her lay there for about 10 minutes saying nothing. She woke up about an hour later while I was watching TV. Took her time standing and went to the bathroom and took a shower. Came out, towel wrapped around her and said.. 'Damn that was JUST your mouth, right? I've never in my life ever felt anything like that before, WOW!! That shit felt so damn good, and I didn't want you to stop either but it was like I had no control over what I was feeling. It just kept getting better and better. You can do that to me every time? All the time, when ever I want you to?' I told her yes. And if you think that was something, imagine what it will feel like with me inside of you. She told me to stop talking because she was getting wetter by the minute by me talking and by her just thinking of it.

That was when she asked me for some advice. I told her what to do, but she being hard headed most likely did it her way and.. And that's the reason why she is in jail for I don't know how long.

But she told one of her female friends about me and what I did to her over the phone and had her friend come and tell me where she was at. Her friend is just as pretty and she told me that she told her what I did with and to her. Her friend ask me can I do 'it' to her right now. Told her no, how would you like it if the shoe was on the other foot. She got mad and said that she said when she gets out, she is coming straight to my house for the next 2, 3 days before she goes home to her mother and her kids.

Damn shame though. Because if she would have listen to what I told her to do... She would be laying in my bed right now sleeping off another orgasmic cloud of bliss.

I'm Just Trying To..

...nothing really. Wait, I am, sort of. I'm gonna explain it any ways so hold on 

At first I wanted to do an Only Fans Page, but that didn't work out the way I wanted it to. I think it's because I didn't expand my view of 'things'. I see that now, and it's still in the back of my head...sometimes comes if front and I have to kick it in the ass. So since I now know what my days and nights might be really like, I said well, let me learn something different.

That different was podcasting. I gathered up all the software I needed. I knew what materials I would also need, gathered those also. But what I didn't expect to happen was an external hard drive failure. I mean every damn thing I needed is on that external drive. Sometimes it get seen by my laptop and sometimes it don't. It's going in 6 days now if not being seen. I could have fixed the problem but.. I grabbed my tv by one hand and at the same time a jolt of pain went thru my left foot at the same time which caused me to squeeze my tv which damaged a corner of it. I call it Pixel Burn Out. That meant ordering another 24 inch TV. And then a close friend if mines asked me to get her. Roku Stick because now when has Internet. Couldn't say no. That meant the external drive would have to be purchased sometime in the next 2 ton3 weeks. That's when the hard drive went out. With that on hold..

I moved on to learn something else. DJing. I have a small controller, comes with a lite version of a well know DJing software. I took it another step further. I downloaded the full version. Then there were other 'packs' I would also need, downloaded those also. The. I thought, do I know what I'm doing? Duh, no. So that meant downloading the manuals. Gotta have music right? So I downloaded some more music. There is always something else I need, but I'm quick to jump on it though. Like right now... It's analyzing 70 tracks I placed into the software.

October 5th

Okay I got distracted, and distracted is a gentle word. I got fucked over and out. So my 5TB external hard drive decided to just say FUCK IT! Everything that I was working on is ON that external drive so everything as of right now is at a complete STOP! It lights up, at times. But laptop isn't seeing it. I think it's the cord, don't know for sure though. I don't want to waste $10..+ shipping and handling to find out that it is or it isn't. Fuck my world. I guess on to something else.