Friday, September 8, 2023

I Am Trying...I Think.

Never in my life had I said I hated White People. I also never thought that I couldn't do what White People do because I lack the money to do so.

When I lived in Charlotte, NC I was about a 7 minute or less ride away from the South Carolina border. I used someone car quite a bit at one time, and they told me to always fill up at the gas station that was just over the border in SC. I asked why, and they said the gas is much cheaper. That made me think.

Okay, I borrow you car quite often. So whem I go to put gas in it, you want me to use only that gas station? Because the gas is cheaper? Are you paying for the gas, or am I? I will out my money into your tank if your car where I see fit to do so. I mean, I'm paying right? But they wanted to know why won't I get it there. Main reason because everyone else does... The gas station that I go to, the store is better stocked, cleaner, and it's a different Class of people who fill up their cars with gas. Gas is gas really...I think. 

I'm not driving in the opp8 direction, only to double back to where I have to really go. That doesn't make sense to me going to that gas station.

Trump. 

No, I haven't been Busy. I...

I'm in Love with 2 different women.

There I said it. But that isn't true though. One is 59 years old, married..and had the body of a 40 year old. Throw in some tiger stripes all in the right places on her ass. She's a liar, scandalous... Has a gambling addiction... Bipolar, a diabetic, and has arthritis. The good thing about her besides the sex... She isn't sleeping with anyone else, not even her husband. The worst thing...and I'm trying to figure this out too... If I don't make Love to her everyday, which I have no issues in doing. It's not even about me orgasming anymore... If I don't, the text messages I get are hurtful. Not only that... When she leaves in the morning, her husband comes and picks her up at my house... By the time she gets home about 15 miles away, her thoughts are that I'm having sex with Trucks, Hoes, which I'm not. Well sort of 

The second woman, I always wanted her from day one, 4he first day, the first morning I seen her. She's 38 years old, a mother of 5 , dark skinned, pretty Chocolate complexion. Her ass, no...her hips are STOOPID. Her thighs are out of this world. She wears nothing but leggings ONLY. I haven't had sex sex with her as of yet, but all I give her is head. She's a Squirter, Bless her Soul. She comes by once a week, calls me and asks me what am I doing. 5hats her way of saying she wants to come over. She has NEVER had a penis in her mouth...until I asked her while she was.. She stuck her hand down in my shorts and started playing with me. Asked could she see, and pulled me out. She actually was looking...amazed, like my manhood was the first she ever seen. I'm harder than a jeep steering wheel, and what does she do? She lets the spit from her mouth drool down on it...rubs it with her finger tips. Gets her mouth very Very VERY close, but when I ask her to..she just looks at me with this look of I want to, but I dont know how to. So I told her what to do. That isn't the strange part though.

She came over one day and asked my what does my cum taste like? How the fuck should I know. Then she said she wants to taste it. So now I lay up against the headboard, she takes me out...and she does her thing. Right before I'm about to..she stops and asked me can she swallow it, she said I want to swallow it. When I release, she goes and brushes her teeth, comes back and takes out her phone and watches porn while I go down on her. She told me one time in Dollar General... 'Like I want to have sex with you, I really do..and I know I'm going to enjoy it because I really like you, but... But doing that is going to change her and she is going to want to be my girlfriend/woman...which she said that she has no problem in doing, but...But she enjoys and like the way things are now.

Her too...when she leaves and gets to where she is going, the endless text messages begin. She doesn't type the message, she uses the voice to text function. She goes on a tear. Messages so big that I have to tap to download them. And you know the voice to text isn't as accurate as you think it would be. Reading the messages after downloading them don't make sense. To top it all off... When talking to her face to face, she hints around what she is saying. Also if in a conversation from like 5 months ago..I shit you not, she will bring it up. Something I told her over a year ago, I hear it from her at least once a month. But get this.. At one time I was seeing both of them at the same time and each of them knew of the other too.

The married one use to get the 40 year old to hang out with her husband. When I say hang out, she would walk around in their house in just her panties and bra for an hour for $150.. sometimes 2, 3 times a month. The young one was at my house one day and the married one wanted me to just give her head. I told her that I had company. She said to ask her...She wanted to watch me make Love to her, to the young one, or...She wanted me to ask will she be okay if I went down on them at the same time. 5he younger one told me much later that she would have done it, but the older one was going around spreading rumors that her, the younger one was pregnant with her, the older ones boyfriend. Yep, the married one also had a boyfriend that was living under the same roof with her and her husband.

The older one even went on FB and posted.. 'Im sitting up here with my husband  in the hospital and the two of them are sleeping. (Me and the younger one), are sleeping because we have been on a smoking spree, smoking meth. Doctor thought it was me and my husband who came to get HIV tested. Doctor told me and my husband that we are infected. I corrected him and pointed to the two of them. I told the doctor that my husband drove us all here, because the both of them are nasty and infected with something.' She posted that on her FB page.

August... Oh Shit Happened Alright But...

 Plenty of things did happen in Auggie, August,, And I started writing about it... But... All were saved to draft. Oh, I still have them too. Fuck it, I'm gonna post what I didn't finish. Then come back to what I really wanted to say. Be right back.