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Since they wouldn't give the new guy any extra hours, and have me come in tomorrow at 12 noon to 10pm, I'm not prepping a damn thing for the deli manager and store manager. The deli manager told me that the store manager said that he will help him. We will see. They will find out that since there is two of them, that I do that same job by myself. I'm not being mean, its to prove a point. Like most and all businesses, they are in business to make money. If it we me, I would pay my workers what they are worth, but not every one feels this way. And that shit sucks donkey dick. I just feel like just moving on, but the market is kind of dry right now. People are being hired in food service, with no experinec cause the employer can pay less. But those with experience can do two things. Turn away from what they are paying, just a little above min wage. Or 2, take the position hoping that things will change, getting paid more money. We wll see this year what's going on. I have ...

Since they wouldn't give the new guy any extra hours, and have me come in tomorrow at 12 noon to 10pm, I'm not prepping a damn thing for the deli manager and store manager. The deli manager told me that the store manager said that he will help him. We will see. They will find out that since there is two of them, that I do that same job by myself. I'm not being mean, its to prove a point. Like most and all businesses, they are in business to make money. If it we me, I would pay my workers what they are worth, but not every one feels this way. And that shit sucks donkey dick. I just feel like just moving on, but the market is kind of dry right now. People are being hired in food service, with no experinec cause the employer can pay less. But those with experience can do two things. Turn away from what they are paying, just a little above min wage. Or 2, take the position hoping that things will change, getting paid more money. We wll see this year what's going on. I have ...

See, I hate shit like this. You tell me to be smewhere @ a certain time, and I do everything to be there. And then, you don't show up. I dislike being late, and dislike people being later than me. As hard as I tried, I tried to have a good sexy dream. They don't come to me on demand as I wish. But I did some thinking though. I know what I want. I was told something in a conversation yesterday, and I looked at it like this over sleep last night. So you're being open with me, and I think that's cool, really. So am I safe to say what I feel, or do I hold back? I'm not the one to hold my tongue, but... I get good feelings about people, sometimes that is. Oops, gotta go, they are here, later. One thing before I go. I want to experience you. Got that, just you. Sent from my T-Mobile Sidekick®

Dating, meeting new people nowadays is scary. Its not my expections of other, and just I'm afraid how others might view me. Its a personal thing. I'm an open person, I hold nothing back. But, what's in my head at that given time, when I take a look BACK at it scares the fuck out of me. I read about, see how people who meet for the first time, what the two say about each other to others, follow me? Maybe..., no, I am too much worried about how people see me. She reminds me of some one else. Now don't get me wrong, the two of them are different. We do have twins in this world. I couldn't help but notice that at first look. I could like her a lot, have some good times with her. Should I say you, cause you will be reading this. This is no longer only viewed by me now. Oh Christ what did I get myself into. First I don't want to have to be PC about writing my thoughts here, their mine, I do type what I feel. First thought that comes to mind... shower, and then baby oi...

Oh boy !!! I finally let some one know about my blog. I gave them the address. Was it a mistake ? What good is a blog if no one reads it? Does this mean now I have to make things exciting cause you know how things go right? Ya gotta keep them coming back. There are some things that I have experienced, and I want people to know about them. Things like this...... While in The Army, how I ordered a 45 handgun piece by piece, forgot I placed it in my baggage on my trip from Europe to the States. Stole, 2 Army jeeps, and sold them to some British Soldiers. Was one and part of a large drug ring while in Germany whole sold hashish to all the major military bases in Europe. I was a complete whore while stationed stateside, Ft Jackson, SC Oh I could tell you some wild ass stories, some you would never believe. After I cleaned up my act, then started working in NYC, things continued. Believe me, some wild ass shit. A book should be in the making, but I don't have the time. Hey you, yeah you....

I just don't understand this shit. I'm working, no kids or girlfriend. I'm not really looking for a girlfriend, I want to be friends with benefits, know what I mean. I know what's going to happen too. I'm gonna meet some one, a female who is excatly like me, and I'm not going to like her. I read somewhere that females think this. Cause they sleep with you that night or any other night, they don't mean that you and her are a couple. !!??!! Ok, so what does it mean? That sounds okay with me, but where are they at then? Nevermind. I have to make a 6 foot hero this morning, and have it ready by 10am. Besides that I have to open the deli, and wait on customers. Guess what? I'm not going to make the hero, well I'm going to suggest that I don't have to make it. I have to cook food for the steam table, plus make new salads also. I'm overworked and underpaid is what I am. So I should be lucky to have a job huh ? Sent from my T-Mobile Sidekick®

This store owner, where I get my coffee at in the morning, he just schooled me on a little bit about his religion, Muslim. In the old days, if I can get this right, he said this. A woman can to Mohammed and told her that she had sex, and she wasn't married to the man she had sex with. She was with child, and she had the child with her. He told her to come back when the child is 2 years old, and he would deal with her then. He told her to come back when the child is able to eat food. She came back when the child was 2 years old, and eating bread on his own. He then stoned her to death, leaving the child motherless. He did this so that she was able to clean herself of sins. That was in the old days, days, years, centries before now. Nowadays, Muslims say, we are in America, we do as Americans do, have sex and not be married. Its not right, but when in Rome....... Sent from my T-Mobile Sidekick®

Wow, Michael Jackson, dead !!! No one saw that coming, did they? Life is strange. One day you're here, next day you're gone. Now we sit back and see what happens. MJ was like Elvis Pressley, but larger in my eyes. I guess because he was black. I was gonna say cause he was one of us, but this dude was strange. That's what money, or the lack of having money does to some of us. I sent an email to a co worker whom I used to work with. To see this young lady, you would be speechless. Looks, body and smarts. I've been around for a while, and I know how to talk my way into almost anything. I could have and almost talk my way into her...well, you know. But sometimes the thrill is just the talking and the trying. I think if I would have went all the way, I would have lost intrest in her. But she is VERY pretty. She's Trididarian, hoped I spelled that right. Exotic looking, porn star looking hot. All she's missing is the blonde hair. I sent another email a while ago, hope...

She approached me with her laptop problems, and I told her that I could help her out. She told me what the problems were, not that great. Wanted screen names removed and to be able to access the Internet . She has high speed access at home, but said that it wasn't connecting. She bought in her Lappie , and I looked at it at work, no problem, I can fix her issues. Told her that I would charge her only 20 dollars. Not bad, if she went to a shop, just to look at it 60 dollars, then charges for repairs. Removed screen names, gave her a password for her screen name, added an anti virus program too. I couldn't update it from my location, Internet connect was shaky , so I wrote instructions, easy to follow so she can update the program. When I told her this, she changed her whole attitude . That's why I dislike doing favors for co workers and friends, its like they take advantage of your just charging them something cheap.

I try and at least see my mother once a week. If I can't, its no longer than a month when I pay her a visit. I call, and she calls me. But she likes to see me face to face. The other day she called, left 3 messages on my cell phone. The last message she was upset. When I did call her she said that she was worried because she hasn't heard from me...in what... a week. LOL She lives in The Bronx, CoOp City. Its easy to get there. Q17bus to Main Street, Flushing, then the QBX-1 to CoOp City, 2 blocks from her building. She buzzed me in, and when I got there she was on the phone with her back or credit card company trying to get her intrest rates lowered. She told them, after they disapproved her, that she was 90 years old. She's 74, the nerve !! But you hear and see on tv, the news about calling you bank, credit card issuer about lowering their fees. Thought they would do it to. Who are the people that they approve? A certain demographics I bet. We went first to Bartow Plaza M...

Its Thursday, and its my day off. A good thing. See, I don't have to be back to work until Friday...at 3pm. Its almost like having 2 days off, but on Saturday, I have to open at 7am. I also have 1 6 foot hero to put together, plus open the deli and cook for the steam table. My employer is getting more than his monies worth from me. What ??!!!, its not raining? But then again, its just the beginning of the day. New York has a new name, Seattle, NY. Curtis Silwa said that on his radio show last night, not Seattle, NY though. But I had thought of that before he said it.

Tomorrow, Thursday, my day off, I'm working for about 3 hours. The strange thing about it is that I'm not even gonna be on the clock. Here's the deal. Monday a woman came in and place an order for 2 3foot heroes. I didn't tell her that I was going to do it, but I told my manager that I would. Here's where the issue, not a problem... well yeah, a problem comes in. I'm off that day. The manager comes in at 7am. The next guy comes in at 10am, the heroes are to be picked up at 9:30am. See the problem? You don't? Let me briefly explain. The manager can't open the deli, and take care of customers and have the heroes done all by himself. Not tapping myself on the back, but I can do it. Its all about managing your time if you ask me. My manager asked the store manager could I be on the clock for 3 hours and he said no. So I said I would do it for free. But something just right now came to me. Let them call the next guy in early to help out. I'm going to run ...

I got off from work yesterday at 4pm. I asked to leave early, at 3:30, and was told I could. Then the manager said I only had a half an hour to go. No biggie, got a ruxh of customers in, so time flew by fast. But when I got home, that was a different story. Prior to leaving, I told myself that I was going on to take a nap, I said this while walking home too. Got home, checked my email, checked my downloads, and turned on the radio for my nap. I woke up at 8:30pm, groggie, and still sleepy. Notice I had one voicemail. Went to bathroom, washed my face. Smoked a cigarrette...went back to sleep. End of story. I was suppose to make a couple of phone calls yesterday, never got around to it, sorry sweetheart(s). Sent from my T-Mobile Sidekick®

I'm freakin' tired this morning. 10 minutes after I got home, I went straight to sleep.had to open this morning. Its hard closing at night, and then opening in the morning. Its good that I live 8 minutes walking distance from the job though. There is this young lady that I've met through the job. This was when I was working at the other store, before my transfer to this present one. She's cute, got her head together and curves in all the right places. One problem though, a slight one. She WAS married, now divorce, but relationships left a nasty taste in her mouth. This guy did a number on her. She gave, and he took never giving nothing back. Maybe she was asking for more than he could give. If that's the case, he should have stopped taking from her. Anyway, now things are different for, towards and about her. I felt that she wanted to take things a little futher with me, but then again I could be wrong. I tried to explain to her because of her past, just go for the ...

Ok, I'm a single guy who loves to meet new women and stuff. What's the stuff you may ask ? The stuff is that I don't know what to do after the introductions are made. I know what I really want to do, that is is to have sex. Hey I'm no dog here, but if you're attractive, and I think you are, hey why not. I know not every woman is going to feel that way, but as they say, ya have to thin out the herd. Like, I met a nice young lady thru some friends at work. We communicated twice over the phone. I don't know what to say over the phone, I'm not a phone person. But then again, I'm on my feet all day, 6 days a week, and my free time at home consists of of resting up. Being lazy, yeah, that's what I call it. To me, this dating thingy is way too much time consumming. There are only so many hours in a day, and both of our times clocks are kind of off so to speak. I'm interested in her in a sexual way, cause I haven't met her in person yet. Is that wron...

A friend of mine is leaving NY for good. She can't find affordable housing, so she is leave for Philly. Not such a smart move if you ask me, but that's her. She wanted me to move there with her, but I don't think so. I don't know what the market is for finding jobs or anything. She gave me the address where she is moving to, so I will search and see what the market is like, not saying I'm moving there, just looking. I will go and visit, never been there, so a trip would be nice. Like I said she is ONLY just a friend, but last night, she said and did something that suprised me. Well you know. Oh, by the way she is Asian. She told me that she would love to be my wife, and that over the last 3 years she has come to know me as a good person. But I'm still not moving there with her. I wish her the best with her new change. Sent from my T-Mobile Sidekick®

There are 2 female customers that come to my counter, sometimes on a daily basis. Both are cute. One is married, and the other is about to be married. The one that is about to be married, well both of them are nice, fine, doable. Sorry, I had to throw that in. The married one, who is spanish is watching her weight. The black woman, who is about to be married, says that guys like woman with big butts. She's right ya know, and she asked me to confirm it. Yes, its true. The engaged one told me that she has a friend she wants me to meet, she emailed me her photo. Now, I'm single, no children, and so is this woman, I'm not going to mention names. The photo she emailed me is a nice picture, and I want to meet her. I spoke with her on the phone while in the store. Couldn't get into a normal converstion cause I was at work and there were about 2 customers waiting. So when I got home, the picture was emailed to me. About 12am, she also sent me a text to my phone with her telepho...

Yesterday, Monday, one of my co workers was rude to a customer. So what the owners of the business did was cut his hours, only 3 hours. Cutting those 3 hours leaves me to open the deli by myself in the morning. Instead of him coming in at 9am, he now comes in at 12 noon. That means that I totally open the deli by myself. The salad case, and cooking food for the steam table, and plus waiting on customers. I mean I can do it, I have no other choice but to, but its jst crazy. We as customers service employees, do get angry, upset and pissed off at customers. I understand that the owner, its his business, is in business to make money. But this, the customer is always right is stupid, I always thought that saying was crazy anyway. Weall are customers at one time or another. If I owned a business I would do away with that shit. I know at times I can be, how can I put this, I could and can be an asshole too. We all don't have great days, mornings, afternoon and nights. It can't be car...

On Sunday, I was on my way headed back to Queens from White Plains, NY. On the Metro North tarin, broke out my Sidekick, and started making an entry. Just happened to look at my battery meter, and it was down to one bar. Thought I would be okay for at least an hour, but no. In the battery window, an exclamation point started flashing. That's not good. Within 2 minutes, my Sidekick stated, saving all data, and then it completely shutted down, bummer. Got home, plugged it in, and nothing was saved. Why lie to me, huh ? Didn't bother to re enter what I lost because, I completely forgot what I was typing. Note to self, buy an extra charger to keep with me when I travel. Sent from my T-Mobile Sidekick®

I woke up this morning early, even though I don't have to be to work until 3pm. I went to the 24 hour store's ATM, to withdraw money for my weekly rent. Feel a lot better when I pay before the day ends and besides, I don't get home until 10pm. Now there's this young lady that lives in Harlem. I've known her for about 3 years and just recently we have been trying to get our groove on if ya know what I mean. This week she sends me an email stating that she just came out of the hospital for 3 days, nothing serious. NOT serious !!?? And for 3 days? She says it wasn't and I told her what I want to do with her. After getting our times straight, she them says that she wants to rest up some, to be really ready for me, but I can still come over, just to spend time with her. You know what I say ? If you know we both want each other, why torture ourselves by being with each other if nothings going to happen. That's what I emailed back to her. Haven't heard anything...

Ok, I have been putting off getting with this woman for so long. I mean we get together for sex, before like every week or so. But with my strange hours at work, its been almost a month now. The plan was I was suppose to meet her at her house at 1am Thursday morning, she gets off at 12am. I said I would meet her, but after I got off from work on Wednesday, I really didn't feel like traveling on the subway at that time of night. Trains runs funny at that time. Good thing she called me at about 9pm. I told her that I would leave my house at 5am, she said okay. I left at 4:30am, got there at 6am, and was back home at 9am. Sex with her, ok, making love to her is great, but I have a lot of things, well one thing to do today at 4pm. I have to setup a wireless router, network at a co workers house. I need 'me' time, if ya know what I mean. Meanwhile back where I live, one of the girls was in the kitchen. Looking cute, sexy, all rolled into one. I wish just for once she would come ...

I keep putting off, no, I keep saving what I type to drafts and never completely send them. For now on I'm just gonna send staright to my blog, like right what I'm doing. With that said, where do I start. Well, you know how you think things will be okay from the beginning, and then later on things change. Not for the good or bad mind you, just change. Change is suppose to be good, but not all changes are bad. My living arrangements are something like that. Pretty, young good looking womaen I live with and around. Their habits are something else to talk about though. Their realtionships, from an outsiders point of view are silly and stupid. I mean, did I act like that as a yound adult male, I don't think so. But being an oustsider looking in, I can see where they are going wrong. I don't have all the answers, but I know what I want out of life. Am I wrong? I don't think so. The way the world is today, I would think that our young adults would try and get their shit t...