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...way back then, I got into...lets just say thingd that were happening then. The whole scene. Drugs. I'm not ashame, and I'm not boasting either, I sold and used...used more than I sold. This one Dominican guy, I sold for, it was after a night of spending about 1,100 dollars No hookers or any guys, just me alone. After spending my last 50, he made me an offer. He said 'you work for me?', and I said sure. For every 5 dollars, I made 1 dollar. I know that now that doesn't seem like a lot, but back then it was. The color was purple tops. What was different than any other colors that was out there, cause there was about 7 others, Black, Orange, Red, Yellow, Pink, Grey, theose were ran by the Dominicans. And Blue and White by the pueto Ricans..they all had a crew. Lookouts, steerers, Captains, Luetinants and sellers, all were on a salary, except for the seller he got a dollar a cap. Like I said, what was different was that it was just me, no one else. So the guy I was...

People come and go in our life every single day. Some die, and some just move away.There are times when a special some one enters your life, and then there gone. Gone on to another state, country, or they just pass away. When these people just decide to just up and leave, you question why? You do and say anything and everything to keep them in your life, your exsistence, but they want to move. This is one of those times. She started as a cashier, and just been in this country for about 8 months or so. I can pronounce her name, but she is from the Phillipines. Cute, pretty, nice complexion, friendly and she knows how to ride a skateboard. When we first talked, I asked her her age, and did she have a boyfriend. She told me that he broke up with her right before she came to this country. She also stated that she wanted to meet people, she wanted a boyfriend. Now, even though she is 22 years old, and that's too young for me, I thought about it. It wouldn't be fair to her, so I neve...