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Me as a man, I try to live up to my word. If I say I'm going to do something, I try my best to keep my word. Sometimes my plans change, and I have to change sometimes with a quickness. I's not because I'm being selfish, it's because I just don't feel comfortable doing what I originally had plan. Does that make any sense? We as human beings, we can do that. Then, sometimes as human beings, we put ourselves in situations when we know we are going to hurt our self and worse, others. I know of a situation like that. Sje is a beautiful young woman, 22 years old. But her eyes are that of a woman that has seen a lot in her young life. Why is it that I always run across women with these problems. She meets a guy, a coworker, and she knows he is involved with some one who isn't in this country. Fast forward a year and a half, she open his email and reads it. He is leaving in December to go marry this woman, but he hasn't told her this. He told her that he is going ba...

I can deal with almost anything nowadays, but what I have a real problem with is cold weather. Always have ad always will. As the weather turns colder and colder, I learnto deal with it, but first signs of it, drives me over the edge. What makes matters worse now, it's now I have to work outdoors. Oh, I'm preparing myself for it, buying cold weather clothing, but I'm still gonna be cold. I deal with this as best as I can. Layering up, not too much that I sweat, lookig into the latest in technology in keeping and staying warm. There is a big differece. Keeping warm is when you go from warm to cold and back to warm. Staying warm, warm to cold abd staying in the cold for hours at a time. Enough of thinking of being cold. Me as a man, I always try and do the right thing for myself. I think of others too, but I come first. I want to be happy, do things and see people that make me happy. If I plan to do something for the future, I like to keep to those plans, unless something...

Honestly, I like, no I love women. All colors, shapes...whatever. When I meet one, and she catches my eye...It's not like I have to go up and say something to her, most of the time I don't. But there are times when a conversation is much needed. A time when and if this woman caught my eye, I have to find out more about her, I need more info. I admit, once the conversation starts, I don't know where its headed or when it will stop. That could and is a bad thing at times. I'm intrested in people, interested in life cause life is way too short. I can't help that she is 22 years old, I had nothing to do with that. What I can and do have control over is what I care to share with her. What answers I give to her questions when she ask. She does ask plenty of questions too. Ones like...'when does a guy gets tired of making love to his woman', I told her, me, never. What my issue is that I can't get enough of the woman that I am dealing with and that's when I...

Listen, I am not the beautifulest rose in the dozen. I would consider myself that rose, whose stem is short, but its petals are still together, stills smells as sweet and look as pretty. I'm like a second hand car, it takes you from point A to point B, and it doesn't cost as much to own. You feel where I'm coming from? There is a point to all of this. That is if you care to know what I'm about. I am a person who choose life, not life choosing me. I make my destiny. Sometimes things don't work out as I plan, but that's how life is sometimes. I have the ability to adjust to such changes and make it seem like it was something that I have planned. I don't like to slam doors, I will help them close quietly as to not to disturb others, But then again, sometimes you have to let doors slam, and move on. When you meet me for the first time, you may no like what you see, I don't know, but then maybe you will. The impression you may get is of a person who is way ou...

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I have gave up on the dating game, I mean I did a long time ago. I'm just stating the fact now. Dating is a waste of time...and money, but nowadays it means a whole completely different thing. For a woman to say that she is dating, it means to me that she is saying she is shopping around for a guy to be her man. There are a number of guys that I am dating/seeing, nothing permanent right now, but who knows. For guys, and I don't think guys ever use this term...guys, it a who completely different term. Wait, guys do you that term, only if they are an actor and they are in a movie or on a TV show. Me, I'm not doing anything, but I do as much as I can, no what I mean. Right now there are 2 woman in my life who doesn't and on't know about each other. I can hear it now, 'you're nothing but a dog', no I'm not, and here is why. Even though I am sleeping with 2, they both know from me, that I am who I say I am. They both want to spend a lot of time with me an...

I have a Samsung Intercept Smart phone. I wonder why they call it a smart phone, but... This phone. you can't buy in the stores any more. I went online, read reviews about it and saw that it will do what I need for it to do. Total cost for the phone, $99. I got the unlimited plan, Data, Talk and messaging. Total for all of this $60 a month. One thing the phone didn't come with a manual, so I downloaded one. Its 156 pages long, like where am I going to get that much ink and paper from...maybe the library. The slide up keyboard is smaller than what I am use to like on the Sidekick. It reminds me when I try to key in an A, but it a S that comes up. The Samsung keyboard is wider. What I really like about it its powered by Andriod, Google. So all my email contacts were imported when I signed into Gmail account...cooler than a fuck. It came with an electric plug to charge up, but no usb connection for a laptop. I guess I have to but one, no biggie. I'm learning more and more a...

Bought a new phone, Samsung Intercept. Have to get use to the keyboard, not like the Sidekick. Its okay, a lot of bells and whistles.

Testing it out

Well....I got my new phone 2day

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A number of things has happened that has called for me to think about some things differently. One, and th main one is that my mother who is 77 years old was diagnosed with Stage One Cancer. She lives alone, and is on oxygen constantly, walks around with a long line attached to her machine, and she has to carry a portable tank with her when she leaves the house. Since I have no girlfriend, nor children and I pay 600 a month for a room, I've decided along with her permission to move in with her. I sleep on the living room couch. I pay her for my stay here, but it isn't as much as I was paying for my room. I will be here for the winter months until it starts getting warmer. I do her clothes, the food shopping and anything she needs me to do on my day off and when I get off from work. Come the Spring, I will look for a room closer to her, Something dofferent. I was told by the 21 year old pretty Mexican young lady that she has a prblem. She is living with her ex BF who is about t...

* I ordered a new phone, coming by mail, just one more day and it will be here. But til then, I have to actually sit at my lappie to make entries, oh well. New job, new adventures. And, it seems that I am meeting the right people...females that is. Not dating them or anything, just friends for now, but they know whats on my mind. I'm not the one to bit or hold my tongue. I will tell you, if you're a female and of age, whats on my mind. So far it looks like I will have a nice winter. They know what they want and what they are looking for. mainly its a man that's going to be honest. I don't know what guys can't be honest and have to lie about themselves and the relationship status they are in. All the ladies what is the truth. One wants me to take that 7 hour train ride. Another one who has a BF who is about to get married to another woman, wants me to help her forget about him. Still another wants some one, a man who is going to be there for her as in she doesn't...

....thats my wake up an get at 'em time now. New job, new location and new time to wake up. Things have got worse for me, but there was a shining light at the end of the tunnel...family is everything !! Since I was... I wasn't fired in April, I resigned, and this is my fourth job since then. Times are hard in my line of work, owners aren't making the money they are use to making, so I get cut loose and have to move on. This present job is off of Canal street, hence my early wake up time. From what the manager is telling me, I'm a great relief to him, now he is able to have a day off...this is coming after working for a while with out a day off. So far, and it hasn't been a week yet, things look good. I have to get a cell phone with a decent plan that has everything, I've been out of the loop for a while. Gonna stop by the Sprint store after work, also... Since the weather i changing, already ordered my winter gear from LL Bean, coat, gloves, sweaters, boots and ...