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..sooner or later, you will catch a cold. Some people don't care. They use mass public transportation as their...bathroom, livingroom and bedroom. I'm not talking about the homeless, they don't have any choice of the matter. Talking about people who have a place to live and can and SHOULD do all of the above in the privacy of where they live. I mean, that's what you pay rent for. The other day, I stood up to get off the train at the next stop. Woman, lady...really a piece of shit, just out right sneezed right in my face. Oh she said excuse me and sorry, but damn. Did nt you feel the sneeze coming on? People just don't care. It rare that I catch a cold or get sick, but this cold I have...its a MONSTER !! This station cleaner, a female, she has the greatest looking ass in her work pants. She knows it too. Complimented her on ti too, said that you. Speaking of...instead of meeting my future wife face to face, I took to using Skype. I figure it like this, if you don...

,,,do away with some other things too. But be patient with me, God isn't finish with me yet. The two words, 'hate' & 'nigger'. Hate is such a strong word and I have found out that I really don't hate anything. Its more or less a 'dislike', so that what I exchange the word for. Think about it. When you 'hate' something, along with the word 'dislike', it changes your whole way of thinking, the way you see a thing and even a person. True people hate other people for a number of reasons. The main reason is because of their skin color. So, when I say I 'dislike' people that 'hate' people because of their skin color, people look at me strangely. I don't care, that how I am, that's how I will live my life. The word 'nigger' is something to itself entirely different. There is too much of a nasty background even to use it in a friendly term as I see people do today. And, its not just use to a certain 'ty...

...I was doing it all wrong, my bad. Crazy ass times we are living in. If its not for school kids destroying the..hell, you can't go to school any more. Well, grade school that is. Kids are shooting in schoolslike its part of the learning process. See, shit like that won't or hasn't happened, not that I know of in NYC's schools. Reason why? Kid pulls out a gun, if not the teacher, other kids would pull out too. That's new and different. She told me that she doesn't understand why I am single and why I want to be with her. Also, how come I don't have any children, am I that selfish? Asked her can I just come out and be straight up with her. I like the whole process of having sex. Why would I want to mess it up with having children. Picture what your life would be like if you had no children, it was just you. You would be able to come and go and do as you pleased. Only worry about one mouth to feed. Don't have to stay up late at night wondering where and...

It was a major motion picture..its actually a painting. Hasn't been in New York City in 29 years...and its back!! Its at my work place. Google it. Expecting HUGE crowds today and all the way up to January 19th 20114. Painting worth I think 53 MILLION dollars. I asked can I take a picture besides it..NO !! But they let the press in and they took pictures. Its a once in a life time thing for me. Went on a 'meet' yesterday after work. Some one I met online. I know I said I would stop doing this, but I had to see her in person. 47 years oldand from her pictures a looker too. Listen, I know time hasn't been great to some of us, even me included, but... There should bean online law saying that pictures posted should be within the last 90 days. I understand that we all want to show and post what we looked like back then, but...  She looked nothing like her pictures. Don't get me wrong, still VERY much interested in seeing what happens with us. Has 4 kids,youngest 6, oldes...

So, this woman, who is my age want s to get to know me better. And she figures, what better place than going to church, which she does every Sunday. I told her, that that isn't the best place because you will find out just how the people in your churchh really are. I know this from past times when a 'date' was church on Sunday. Being that this was the first time I was going to her church, I told her that I would meet her there and that she can approach me after the service. But, keep an eye and an ear open to what you hear and see. I was approached by quite a few people before the service started. The basic, my name and what I do for a living. Then it got really weird. Some people approached me and told me that they have seen me somewhere before, but can't place where. I told them that if over the years you ate in a resturant down in Manhattan, rode the 5 train, or even rode the Bronx 28 or 38 bus and even Westchester Conty's 60 bus...you probably have seen me. 7 ...

I just finished reading this book by Daniel H. Wilson, Roboapalasype. It had me thinking about a lot of shit through out the whole book. Thoughts on how almost everything we depend on today has a computer chip embedded in it. So what happens when a computer designed by man, gets tired, and decides to learn. Not only learn, but gets all those computer chips world wide into thinking how 'he' does. Some scary shit, really think about that. I can't begin on how to feel what it feels like to lose some one because of death. To me death is a release, a time to let go and move on. Moving on to what, I don't know. But, it has to be better than the world we live in now. I'm not saying that I can't wait to die, but I am not afraidof death. But for those who have faced death of a loved one, all I can say is that that person is in a much better place. But what becomes of that perosn who is still walking around, say the oppiste sex, a female. If their relationship was of mar...

That's what I saw on the news early this morning. A woman who to me seems like she had back to back children, 3, but... ...looked GREAT as all hell!! So, that's what I'm asking of some women, what is your excuse? I know it can be hard, bringing up children. But where along the line, some of you decided just to give up with looking good for...who ever if not your own self. I have heard..there is no time to excersise, you just don't know how it is. Well, there are a lot of women who do know how it is and that hasn't stopped them from looking good for themselves, if not for the men or that future man to be in their life. Hey, its not only women, some of us men too. Me for example. I fall in that...I'm 'skinny-fat'. I'm slim, but I have a stomach. I do know what I have to do to get rid of it too, cut of sugar. But sugar is SO good!! It use to be salt that I was madly in love with. Has to cut back on it cauwe of issues with 'maybe' blood pressu...

I met her in Piney Point Maryland, Seamanship School when I worked for Norwegian Cruise Lines. I went outside to smoke a cigarette, but didn't have a match. Walked up to her and introduced myself. She was from New York City, I knew the area. She knew my cousin. Pulled out her cell phone and called him and put me on the phone with him. The training we went through at this school was for all positions on a cruise ship. I was an Assistant Cook and she was a Cabin Stewardess. The rules were...well basically, you weren't allowed to get shit faced drunk. You could sleep in any room and with anyone you wanted to. The rooms were male, male, female, female. But if the occupants didn't mind you sleeping over, no biggie. We talk a couple of times and she always hanged out in my room with me and my roommates. One of my roommates got about 3 half gallons of liquor in the mail one day, the party was on. She got so drunk that I helped her back to her room and we became really good fri...

This is how I think it is. For some strange reason, I find myself talking with some women who...have NO intentions of becoming emotionally involved not only with me, but with any man who has a BRAIN. Okay, stop me if I'm wromg, but... whyis it the first thing or the first sign that women put out there, that they have not intentions of sleeping..fucking, having sex with ANY man for the rest of their lives. Oh, hey ladies, you wanna know why us older guys date and have younger women as our girlfriends and even as a wife? Gonna tell you. This isn't just coming off the top of my head either. Its from experience. Seems that these single parent women with 3 kids from different fathers..no 'sperm donors', are just after one thing. MONEY!! No some women can say, 'its not like that', but it is. They can also say,' it isn't about sex all the time' too. Well, what OTHER fuckin' hreason does a human being has to live for then? Tell me, please tell me. Ok...

Another person goes crazy...in Washington, DC. Why is it that when a person goes off on the 'deep end', its like a shock to some people. There is no one to blame except for the person buggin' tha fuck out, they are to blame. But certain rules in and of society are to blame too. One thing about me, I'm the same way no matter what. Even in any place I may be working. I joke, play around, tell jokes and play music, my kind of music if its allowed. When ever I clock in, you're gonna get the same me no matter what happens. And, if I am having ANY type of problems or issues that gather away from work, I don't hold that shit in AT work. I talk about it with any one who is willing to hear. I mean, I work with my co workers 5 days a week 8 hours a day, and I want them to KNOW about me up to a certain point. My emotional well being is what they SHOULD care about. In most work places they have a counselor you can go and talk to about shit that you're going through. ...

I got off from work at my mormal time, 2pm. I work on 70th Street, between 5th Ave & Madison Ave. After I crossed Madison Ave, half way up the block was a crowd. This crowdwas in front of The Explorers Club. Regular people and photgraphers. I know...photographers, they are normal people too, right? Inside this club, Sandra Bullock & George Clooney. I have yet to see either of them in person, so I hung out for a while to take their pictures. There were others in Hollywood Business, but, I just didn't know who some most of them were. That show, The Big C. The guy that plays the husband he came out. Stopped, had his picture taken and then just walked up the block. Like, this guy is a great actor on that show, funny. But I didn't move fast enough to get his picture. After about 45 minutes, Ms. Bullock came out. Short, very thein looking, but cute. If she needed a place to crash for the night, I wouldn't turn her away. George Clooney then came out half an hour later. ...

...you continue to pay your taxes, nothing changes. Saw on news that its costing 300 Million a day. Its funny though...those in Washington are continuing to get a paycheck...while 800K are told, sorry no work today. I had a chance, once I left the military to work for the government, but... Too many rules restrictions, and I wanted to do what I wanted to do. I kind of feel sorry for those 800K though. They thought of job secruity, never having to worry about being out of a job. Guess all of that has changed. Neither sides of this 'cluster fuck' will be willing to give in. We just have to wait and see. Also what's so funny...some people don't even know what this is all about. I express my views to those who don't know. I also tell them, that since you vote and pay taxes, you should be more aware of whatsgoing on. ObamaCare...its crazy and both scary at the same time too. I lostmy wallet on the streets of Manhattan on Monday..at 6 o'clock in the morning. For so...