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Trying to figure out what this crazy shit this woman told me yesterday, She's young, 39 years old. I first mt her when she was 25 years old. Back then, she was young and very pretty. Her brother was a friend of mine's and every time I would come over to his place, she would some how be there. Back then, I could tell she would turn out to be a real head turner. Today, a whole total different story. Who knew that she would've turned out like she did now. I mean 2 kids by 2 different men. Living from family homes and apartments months and sometimes weeks at a time. Some one somewhere must have been at the right place at the right time and my name came up. Found out that she did some searching for me. I'm not that hard to find online anyway. Well she found me and started talking shit to me right away. Said that back then she always thought I was gay...anyway. I don't know why she thru in the 'anyway' part, but I found out why. It's the 2 kids situation. ...

I met her online about a year ago, and finally got to meet her in person yesterday. We have emailed, text and talked on the phone maybe one time. She wanted to hear my voice. A single mother of 2 girls, who has been going through a rough period in her life. The father's of her children have just cut of all contact with her. She had no way to support herself, so she lived with family. There, they stole what little money she did have saved up. So she was at her breaking point...but she didn't give up. She text me and told me to call her, I did. Just moved int her new apartment and the job made her a full time employee. Being that everything was all coming together, she said that it was about time that we met face to face. Met at a Barnes & Noble in my area and I knew it was her when she walked in. BIG smile across her face, pep in her step. She kissed me on my cheek, then said that she was hungry, her treat. We went to McDonald's right down the block. She did most of ...

The picture above was on my timeline on Facebook. attached or below it was an article about a White woman who responded to an article from some magazine. Keeping it short, it was in response to why Black women look at her and make snide remarks cause she is with her Black husband. I don't think the picture is the woman, but it goes to prove a point that I knew all along. It was a strange article, but who ever that White woman was, she made her point and I agree with her. She said that Black women are too mean to their Black men. That Black women always have their hands out wanting this and that. And, that when they can't get things their way, that they are the first to hold out from having sex with their man. That Black women are always expecting that a Black man HAS to do everything for them. I agree with her on that point. Of course a Black man 'tried' to prove her wrong. He said that the only reason why Black men are with White women is because they are easy ...

1... She is 61 years old. Met her when she just turned 60. Nice smooth face, not saying for her age she should be all wrinkles, but her face is smooth as silk. Our first meet, when spent the night together, but nothing happened. I wanted it to, but she said she wanted too, but lets wait. I did, and I was in for a shock. As like her face, the rest of her body is smoother, softer and the color...caramel. What she wanted was a long term relationship, some one to come home to at night. I was ready, but there aren't any jobs in her area. Since I couldn't give her what she wants, she decided to move on, be by herself. She text me after a month, because I told her I was leaving NYC and moving further North. Heard the, 'men always come and go out of her life', routine. Its not that, you don't want me to be home with you after a while when I can't find a job. Said, it didn't matter. Trying to see her one last time before I leave...just to SEE her, that's all. 2...

....on BET Channel, and Also, Real Husbands of Hollywood. I don't normanlly watch the BET Channel, but some one first put me on to Real Husbands of Hollywood, so I downloaded Being Mary Jane. Okay, let me see if I have this straight...meaning, the rules to be a sucessful Black Woman. Of course I'm talking about the show, Being Mary Jane. One, you have to look good. Not too darkskinned , nor too lightskinned. Have great hair. Hair that you don't even have to wrap at night, hair that you just wake up, shower and get dress. On the body..let's say...you have to look good in boy shorts. Oh, you are sleeping with 2 guys at the same time, with one of them being married. Gabriel Union plays the part of Mary Jane. She purchased a house for her mother and father, which her brother lives there with his daughter, who has children of her own, and just gave birth to another child. For this woman to be so sucessful, her life is all messed up. Already I'm tired of writing about h...