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...'that people, and even you and me, are full of shit. So what you do is wipe your ass, and flush that tissue down the toilet.' I understood what she meant, and I tried that, but being the person I am...I can't flush. For example... This woman whom I am paying rent to living in her house. Regardless of what she wants from me, I am a tenant, and I don't want to be involved with her. Though, I have thought about her being 'there' anytime I want 'some', no, I don't want to cross that line. Last night she said she wants to take me to breakfast, okay. This morning, she asked me did I feed her fish. Do I ever feed your fish? I ask myself that question, out loud I said 'nope'. She exhaled deeply and told me that isn't what I asked you. She then said, 'what I said will you PLEASE feed the fish'. One, they are your fish and your responsibility. Two, it's not like that between you and me. And three. I see how when people...White ...

I have a Breakfast Buddy, she is 42 years old, mother of 5..nice looking pleasing on the eyes. Breakfast si twice a week with her on me. I don't ask her to pay because she is on P.A. and I know times can be hard. But she just fucked my head all up. Okay, she knows the place where she wants to eat, but doesn't want to get out of the car. We been there before to sit down and eat. She wants grits, but this place doesn't serve grits..she starts yelling at me. Says it's not at me...mind you we are in her car, says it;s about the place. She REALLY loses it in the car. So, I say, forget it, breakfast is over. She says but she is really hungry. I told her, she can eat mayo sandwiches for breakfast for all I car, I get out the car and start walking...all the way home. All the while she is following me asking, begging me to get in the car. I ignore her all the way home. She goes home and calls me, saying her computer isn't working. Told her that her free days are over, it...

After a while, no matter what the color of your skin is...enough is enough. This madness that is happening in Missouri, yes because it IS really madness. It just has to stop. It has to stop before it REALLY gets out of hand. People are just now noticing how our police have been gearing up, in uniform, as if they are invading a small country. But I'm thinking outside the box... It all starts with our Armed Forces, mainly The Army & The Marines. I had served, and I tell you there is nothing else like EVER in the world. Wait, I think going to war, fighting, a fire fight...well, that is the ultimate feeling. Okay, now take that feeling, put it in a bottle. Serve your time, and then be told that you're no longer needed in The Armed Forces. You are then given a Military Honorable Discharge. If, upon being discharge you just happen to take the Police Officer test in ANY state, most likely you will enter Law Enforcement. NOW...OPEN that BOTTLE. You say, 'how, what?' You...

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...it's like my mind just opens up to the first shower of the day and all these thoughts come to me. I met this nice young woman, age 42 online. We decided to meet after 2 days over breakfast. She told me that she was starting a new job in a couple of days. She owns a car, but with money so short, or none at all, she needs $10 a day to travel to and from her job. So I gave her enough for 3 days of travel. We talked over breakfast. She was seeing this guy who owns his own business, a telephone store. He is single and taking care of his teen age children, 2 of them. She is upset because he has no time for her, but... She slept with him on the first day of meeting him. Over breakfast she told me in passing that she might be pregnant. I heard that come out of her mouth, but I didn't really pay it no mind. But I did say, ' so, you slept with him using no protection?', I KNOW I did say this to her. I took it for that she took a risk, and that..hey who hasn't had unprote...