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With 3 more days or so I think left in the year 2022, I've been really thinking about what I've done, and has happened to and around me this whole year. At first I said let me start at January. Like I can remember as far back as January. Well I do know where I was at when the New Year came it. Then I told myself no, fuck that, skip ahead some more months. So I say...How about May 15th? On that day a certain fast food restaurant drain the Fun out of me and I folded my apron and quit. The GM as always just started at me. Which brings me to a conclusion about General Managers that are you get than me, way younger than me. I've come to the conclusion that they aren't shit. Theybare like to me little children that somehow managed to sneak past one adult, then the next one..and found an open door that was suppose to be kept shut. But being.thwt they made it this far, they think that no one see them and they try and play it off that they have more wisdom that anyone 2ho is alm...

I was just now thinking about High School. I don't know why, just popped into my head. Wait, I do know why. I was in the supermarket shopping, listening to my music thru my headphones and I stopped to turn them up. It just so happened it was right at a spot where this DJ showed his skills. I was feeling it, so I was sort of dancing, noodling my head and moving my arms. Someone tapped me in the shoulder. It was a woman, as I turned around. She asked what was I listening to. So I placed my headphones in her ears. First she screwed up her lips and then she started nodding her head. Took the headphones off and asked me who was the DJ. Told her hold on... Looked in my back pack for my Fire Tablet and told her. Asked me can I write it down where I got it from. I showed her the website on my tablet. She said wait a minute and took off.  She came back with her shopping cart and a little girl. She reached into her hand bag and took out her Apple iPad and handed it to me. She said walk with ...

People base how a person is living in the condition of their bathrooms. I don't, I base it in how your refrigerator looks. No, it doesn't have to be stocked with food. It has to be clean. I'm sorry, I can not eat at your house if I get a glance and see your frig dirty. I mean think about it. If it's dirty that means the food is dirty. Another thing is why after you finished cooking you leave the food sitting out for hours. Okay, a Cook down period is warranted, but leaving it out for hours is just asking for trouble. And get mad when I ask or say you should put the food away because it's becoming unusable to eat theinger you sit it out. Along the lines of that some people just can't cook. It's just me but I like my food cooked, not half way cooked either. I know how I like my food textures to be also and if you can't get to those textures, the first meal I will eat out of a commitment. From there in our, no way am I eating your cooking every again. And n...

I remember when I first saw her. I looked her over from head to to toe. She's a full bodied woman, but she isn't slow or lazy. I wasn't staring at her, just glanced every now and then, thought nothing of it. Out of nowhere she reached out to me. At first, I couldn't...didn't know why. So I said fuck it, I'm just going to be me. If I'm wrong, so what, I'll be wrong. Funny thing is, I was t wrong. Then again I can't seem to know what she wants or why shebteached out. I invited her over and she says no. I don't know if.. I told her it's good you're saying no. Because if I have you one time, I'm going to keep in wanting you. Of course she wanted to know why, so I told her. I want to experience what uts like making Love to you, and one time will not be enough.  If course she is a single parent and works. I told her I will be patient and wait. She tells me I'll wait a long time. I don't care, but you saying that...means it will happ...

Yeah, it's dates for the 22nd and I just oublished it today. Just that...it's so much of nothing that I get caught up into. Well, since my hard drives age crashed on me and I lost allnthwt work.. Someone came to me with internal hard drives from desktops and I'm making those work. So I had to remember from memory what all I had finished and was working on and it..  And it just keep coming to memory. As it came to memory I wrote it down as much as I could remember and then I worked in it. Then something 3kse would pop into my head a nd I would write it down, then work on that. So on and so on and.. I think I have 3/4's I'd 2hwt I can remember worked on and finished. I'm taking my time for that other quarantine come to memory, I know it will. 

I don't know what it is or why it's like this. But I find it very stressful hanging out with anyone my age. I tried, and I always end up in my head screaming running away  I met this very attractive woman while shopping for food about 2 weeks ago. I was just taking my time. I made it a thing that that day I was going to walk every isle in this Walmart. 45 minutes into my littlenfeild trip I turn the corner and there she was, leaning over her shopping cart reading a label. Her shopping cart was in the middle. I came up behind her and said.."Beep beep, who got the keys to the jeep, varoooom. Who be who be, it me and Timothy." ...and she just started laughing, and sang 'I can't  stand the rain..against my window." I told her, there you go, as now you will have the song stuck in your head for the next 24 to 36 hours. We browsed the shelves talking. Talked about music from back in the day. She's single, no children, 59 years old. Exchanged numbers. 15 minu...

I have a lot to say...Ben thru a lot in the past weeks... So, well you'll see. About 5 months ago I was in a dating app and saw a profile picture of this one woman. I had taken a break from what I was doing, but I left the webpage as it was so I could get back to it. Long story short.. electricity, fuse blown, everything turned off. Restarted everything, laptop acting funny. Did a sys restore and somehow everything, my history got wiped. Looked for her again..and again..and again. Her profile didn't pop up. 5 months later it did. Not only hers but another woman who we were in touch with each other. I'll call her 5 months woman, well she answers me back..after I told her I was searching for her profile from the first time I saw it. Told her that I completely understand you're not on here looking for anything, but I also told her it's a dating website. What I texted her in the app was 6 huge paragraphs...I went with what I was feeling. She answers back, I was shocked....

People, friends ask me what do I do all day. I tell them whatever I feel like doing. And sometimes I do nothing at all. Today I went food shopping. I spent about $90 on just food. What I purchased can last me 3 and a half weeks. It's all frozen and it fits in my freezer nicely. With what I still had in there, I could go a month with out buying any food. But it usually doesn't last that long. Friends come over and they ask is there anything to eat. I tell them wash their hands and look in the freezer. Earlier this week one of my female friends stopped by and she had her girlfriend with her. My friend said stop looking her, she has a boyfriend. But I was talking to both of them. On Wednesday my friend's friend text me and told me that she was at my back door could she come in. I let her in and asked how she get my number. I knew how she did. She said all she wanted to do was come and hang out with me. Nothing else. She stayed for about 3 hours, fell asleep too. Woke her up an...

I've notice something... If I want to know something, anything... I ask. I'm not a pig and I do know how to ask too. I'm coming from the store and a car drives by. I look and it's a woman driving it. As I get half way down the block, same car comes, it's a one way street. I slow down, car slows down. Same woman. She says one thing.."Hi, how are you doing?" And that's all she said. Nothing else...and she is silent. It's a one way street and there are two cars behind her and they can't pass. I tell her to circle back the way she came, and when she sees me to pull over.  I get there before she does. Where she pulls iver to is right in front of where I live. I tell her my name, she tells me hers, Casey. I ask so what's going on. She's nervous as all hell, so I start talking and..just start talking. She good looking, healthy in the face and from what I could see, a nice shape, figure. Ive must have said the right things, because she said it...

She must be a Vampire.. So far as I know of her, she goes by 3 different names.Stands about 5'6" thin, but not thin thin.i texted her and asked about if she is bringing the hard drive. She texted back, yeah I'm up be there in a few minutes. Texted her again.. Listen if you can, be here before 7pm. She called. I'm almost there. I could hear the bullshit in her voice. I Told her she is still in bed. Bring the hard drive over. 3 hours later she calls and tells me to come to the door. Hip hugging skin tight black cloth pants on. She has on a hoodie and the shirt she is wearing bares all of her stomach. She stop when she got to the sofa, and I came up behind and said damn, looked down at her ass. I slide my finger around the waist of her pants  and ask was she wearing panties she told me no All I could say was FUCK. I told her to make herself comfortable. She went to the corner of my bed and sat down. Fellas if you have a studio apartment with just a sofa and your bed, that...

How you gonna get mad at me cause you live 25 minutes away and are married. I agreed to be your Side Piece fir the simple reason you said you can deal with it. I told you I will not be sticking my penis inside of you at no time during whatever you want to call it.  I told you, what I can and will do to you for your pleasure will just as good as me being inside of you with my penis. I also informed you the reason why I will not have penis sex with you was... 1. If I do, I'm am going to want you all the time, and I want what I want. Being that way defeats the purpose of being YOUR Side Piece. 2. You'll go crazy if I am inside of you after..2, 3 times. You'll lose what little left you have of your mind now. You agreed. You agreed so much that you got mad. You saw, felt and experience me and now you know what I am capable of doing with and to you. Crazy kicked in in week number 2 with only 3 encounters with me. Not my fat you live so damn far away. I told you, you have to plan ...

Yesterday was a great day. Most of them are, but yesterday was a special one. What happened? Not a damn thing. it just felt Special. It started off with some woman direct message me in Messenger, with a simple Hi. I said hello back. Her neck words were..'Can you hold on for a minute, I'll be back in like 10 minutes.' Hold on? This is Messenger, there is no holding time. But she came back in half an hour. What flowed next tripped me out. With her I'm back, I started questioning her. How did you get my name, why you pick me and what do you want. Her being bored at work, she decided to log in on FB under a fake name but a couple of real pictures. I checked out her page and it was 'Born' today. So right off I thought she was a guy. She read my mind, I'm not a guy if you're thinking that and I know you know how to prove I'm not. I didn't even bother because.. well, I just didn't want to. So I asked her now what? She said just chat. She told me wha...

A couple of things...  What is this 'Vibe' bullshit. What the fuck is that suppose to mean? Her: 'Yeah, we can meet up to see if we vibe.' Me: So what you're say really is. We can meet for me to see if you're handsome enough, have money and can afford me, right?'  Hold on a minute, so you got balls now? But I get where you're coming from. See the only thing you think you have going for you are looks. Your face, that can change at any moment. True, you do have a phatt azz and all, but how long is that going to last? I'm seeing more and more of that.. 'I wish men would going back to being gentlemen again.. Like opening car doors and holding doors open for women again.' I'm gonna say it because it needs to be said. For those women who state this, you are asking for too less of what you want me to do. In fact..it's bullshit. You want men to do this for one simple reason. It's that time of year again, the last quarter and...the holiday...

I have a...I think a 2TB external hard drive attached to my PS4 Do I delete some games that I have stored in there, keep the data part, use the ex drive for my laptop and then later on this month, purchase a 5TB ex drive. And.. Should I ask a friend for a hookup. Since he works or he's retired from Tech. I'm sure he has a ex drive 2 to 4 TB laying around and he could mail it to me?

That is the name of the Junior High School I attended and graduated from in 1975. It was about a 10, 16 minute walk from where I lived. I thought my 4th Grade teacher, a Black woman Mrs. Walker made a huge influence on me.. She was the first, but Mr. Flounoy, my 7th, 8th and 9th grade teacher...HE made it stick. That's him on the left side and that me, lower right hand side. Group of people pictured was the yearbook committee. This post is about my Junior High School classmates. Jose Perez, he started it all. When I came home from the Army to Parkchester in The Bronx back in December 1982, I had a friend who I grew up with, was living in Parkchester. That following Summer we were in The West playing basketball. After my side lost, I went from the courts to the benches to just sit and relax. People walking by and one of them was Jose Perez. I was shocked just as much as he was. We talked for a while, and he went about his business.  Throught the years from 19...

Anyone under the age of 37 is a youngster to me. There I've say it. Oh I have my reasons for saying so too. When those if 37 years of age and younger come to me for some advice..and it's rare, I give it to them. My advice is what I would do, but you aren't me so take your chances by following my advice. But if I really, REALLY know something, if I really know the works and the making of whatever you ask me about, I would take the advice I gave you. Run with it, go for it. But no..you have to learn by your mistakes. It's not like you've been around the block as many times I have in my 60 plus years.  So this one young lady is a certified Nut Case. Yeah, but she has a beautiful face and a body you wouldn't believe. I have had the pleasure of making Love to her once..with no happy ending. Reason being, I know me. I would want her always and all the time. So why I do/did was make it all about her pleasure. Did everything she would want me to do...other than actual s...

...nothing really. Wait, I am, sort of. I'm gonna explain it any ways so hold on  At first I wanted to do an Only Fans Page, but that didn't work out the way I wanted it to. I think it's because I didn't expand my view of 'things'. I see that now, and it's still in the back of my head...sometimes comes if front and I have to kick it in the ass. So since I now know what my days and nights might be really like, I said well, let me learn something different. That different was podcasting. I gathered up all the software I needed. I knew what materials I would also need, gathered those also. But what I didn't expect to happen was an external hard drive failure. I mean every damn thing I needed is on that external drive. Sometimes it get seen by my laptop and sometimes it don't. It's going in 6 days now if not being seen. I could have fixed the problem but.. I grabbed my tv by one hand and at the same time a jolt of pain went thru my left foot at the s...

Was having this dream that I was falling off the bed and into the floor. Tried calling out.. Tried moving my legs, but I couldn't. Some how the dream went into repeat, and this time I was able to move my right arm to wave. I guess that was the answer because I woke up and realized that the reason I couldn't move my legs was because the left leg with the cast on it was in top of my right leg. I couldn't lift my right leg because of the cast. I think something else was going on though. I slept with a lamp on covered with a dish cloth because the light was too bright to fall back asleep.

So, I installed this program on my laptop so I could give it a good cleaning out. Oh I did that alrighty.  Found out that the program didn't do what I wanted it to do, so I uninstalled it... But the program folder .exe remained in my desktop. Tried everything to deleted it, but no go. Asked Google for help and tried everything, still there. Tried this one way and... All of a sudden all of the OTHER folders started disappearing. Abort ABORT!! About 5 to 6 folders gone. Did a reboot and then laptop ran into major, and I mean MAJOR ISSUES. Had to do a system restore. Glad I set a Restore point earlier. Lost those fders though. Trying now to recover them with another program, but I think they are gone for good. FUUUUUUUCK!!

What does the number 2153 mean? Okay, what does... When you see or hear the number 2153, what does it mean to you. I'll let you thing about it for a moment and get back at it, to you. #NowPlaying... 'Summer Madness (Extended Version), Kool & The Gang It's been a while since I've last heard from this person. I do know what's going to happen though. 'At The End', they will pop right up, still stuck on the same bullshit they were in before they decided. To now out. It's just that I catch them on the tail end, which isn't fair to them. I know because the eyes don't lie. I called a friend if mines and asked him to do me a favor. But before I could ask him, I had said what's up and are you heading out anywhere some time soon. He said he was going to another town, death in the family, and he asked why. I told him could she get me a pack of smokes and I'll hit him off when he gets here. He said he was leaving in a few minutes...that was 4 hou...

I'm going to try something different today. (Yeah right). No, seriously I am. In the past year I've been telling myself that I have to be constant with...well, almost every damn thing. But this, I have to stick to. I mean I have no other plans that I know of in the morning, so... Morning, most mornings will be deticated to...to whatever and I will leave it at that. Now that feels better. Should I start now? I gotta get in the shower. I don't take showers every day now because I have this cast on my leg. I'm going with every 2 to 3 days now. But I strip down and wash up at the sink though. I'm out of cigarettes too. I could hobble to the store which is about 2 and a half blocks away... But coming back is up hill. I text a friend last night and asked her if she was coming to town, could she stop and get me some. Oh good, she read it last night. So I'll wait and see. I'll give her a text right after this and before I get in the shower. Let me get in...

This woman who I met when I first arrived in the state of Virginia.. The very first Black woman I laid eyes on.. Yeah I admit it, I fell in Love with her almost a year later. But I'm not stupid. Her life before I met her must have been Hell. Couldn't have been that much because one of the fathers of her children talks with her with respect and kindness. Yeah, he still feels the same way as I do for her now. But just like him, you have to break away because...you have to. Because you know with the Power she holds over you. There's no telling what you might do or where I will end up. Saw her last night as I hopped to empty the garbage. Her eyes lit up and I said hey, and she replied hey also. Guess she saw in my eyes too, and said I'll be back. She is t coming back. We both knew that.

Yesterday I went to see my Doctor..Doctor, can't you see I'm burning burning. About my leg, the left leg...in a cast up to my knee. Filled out paperwork, saw him for a hot 10, 15 minutes and I was out of there. I sat in the waiting area and called my Lyft Ride, it was set up for a roundtrip. But I knew as soon as I touch the app, some funky shit was going to happen. When a Car Ride app says 'Searching for Driver...' Fuck!! It didn't say 'Searching for YOUR driver.' it said it was looking for some lazy fucker who needed to make some extra cash, some him/she along withnoroba my hundreds of others all sign up and joined in. Then they thought about it...all at the same time too. What they thought is..'Hey, damn near everyone in this town and surrounding area have cars, I mean who would be calling a Lyft if everyone has cars?' True that but did ALL of you decided at the same time Not drive people around for money? No? But it sure feels like it cause I can...

I knew I should've left it alone but... I had to put 2 P's in. Damnit!!

First... Okay, I have only told 2 people about what happened to my leg. Yeah, I lied. Fuck, everyone lies. I lied for a very good reason and reasonable. Foremost, I lied to family and friends. I lied to them because I don't want them worried about me. To tell them the truth would expose them to too much about me and my life and life style. Am I ashamed of it, no I am not. It's just that there are certain things, issues, bullshit..call it what you want.. Certain things they need not know about period. Do I care what they think and how they might judge me? Duh?! Fuck right I do, and I think that's one of my main concerns and only concerns when it come to family. Okay I lied to friends..sort of. Correction, I told 3 people. 2 makes and 1 female. One of them, I don't expect him to do anything because the fucker threaten me TWICE. The other male, and I will tell you more about him... He isn't from here, but lives here no and he is a Veteran. I respect him because he is ...

So I turned a round quickly and stiff armed her with two arms and she went backwards and tried to turn at the same time...which cause her to fall flat on her face. The guy with the cane started swinging at me, I run up the stairs and the guy with the bike gets off of it and he comes at me but stops because I go back down the stairs and shorten the distance from the guy with the cane. As I was doing so.. I miss stepped and my foot turned to the left and I went down hard. He is still swinging at me with the cane, I get up and I go right back down in pain. I caught a glimpse of my foot..leg is straight, but my foot is turn almost all the way to the left and the bone hasn't broken the skin, but it might any second. On my ass, I scoot to the middle of the street and he  come at me with the cane and pulls out a knife telling me I hit his wife? Tells her to come over and take a swing at me and she does. She walks away because when she hit the ground her face shattered. All the while this ...

On Sunday night... No, it was early Monday morning and 1:30am. I was sitting outside the house of the house where I have an apaetment, smoking a cigarette when a friend came walking along. No, that wasn't it. It was around 8pm Sunday night and I was sitting outside smoking a cigarette when she came walking along. I thought she was either in jail, cause she is in probation and the last time I saw her she ask me about clean urine. Also, I thought about the 2nd week of August she had to be out of the place where she lived. I asked her where is she going and she said she was trying to go and 'get some money's, which means begging for it. I hit her high one time before and she got hot and horny and I told her no and she had to leave.  She told me she will be back they here and she still had my number, but her number changed. Have it to me and then left. Now.. Now around 1:30am she shows up and she called me first told me to come outside. I went and all she had was $6, so I took ...

The tracking alert means that my bike is less than a mile away. I called the bike shop and then the bullshit started. The guy who is suppose to put 5his bike together quit. Just up and quit. I asked for the next best guy. He says other than the money he is being paid by the shop, he things I should pay him on the side...$400. I told him and I quote:' Fuck NO'.The store manager said I'd anything he will do it. Okay. The bike came in 3 large and heat long flat boxes. It's not a drop off and leave like UPS or FedEx, no. I checklist is for each box and me and the driver both have to expect each price before signing off on it. 45 fucking minutes. So each box is open and the boxes are numbered. I asked for duxt tape some I can tape up the 2 other boxes and..in walks the guy who is supposed to put it together in the first place. Tells me 5hatbhe thought it over and he was wrong. He's here to dona job, let's do it. It took 3 and a half weeks to put this bike together. T...

Some things came up, I'll get to that later. Well, they both told me that they don't care what it is they have to do, as long as its self promoting involved, both are with it. I talked with him for an additional 4 hours, and I took notes. I rewrote everything. And placed all in order. I even wrote out what each of them would be untitled to. I also thru in, you don't put in the work, you don't get paid. One thing I made very clear about too. I am a man. I don't represent all men, but know this... You are a woman, women, ladies...girls. You have no idea what a man likes, you think you do, but you don't. Just like woke , men take in every inch of you with in and under 20 seconds. We, me as a man, I know what I like in woman.i told them you have to prepared to work your ass off and stay focused. To be honest, I don't know in my 'Present Condition' now if I want the problems.

Last year around right when it started getting chilly, I went online and searched within a 50 miles radis for a decent Mountain Bike. Most Bike Shops didn't have websites so I knew what I wanted, and when I called I asked to speak to the most experienced person in the shop. After 4 calls, I found my Bike Shop. I spoke with a guy who he said he was the most experienced all around. Knows his bikes and parts. He said he doesn't follow the circuit, meaning he does keep knowledge of races and riders, he likes what he likes and said he can just about ride just anything and get a good workout. I told him he is going to be my go to man and I will email him what I wanted. He said sure.and gave me his personal email. I had already typed up the email and saved it as a draft. I went to the exit door, he looked at me, I had already was in my email app... I hit send and walked out the door. I waited in the parking lot. He comes running out the door. He tells me...'The Mountain Bike you w...

I'll get back to that after this. Sometimes things work out for themselves if you don't panick and you keep a level head. I told myself I'm not going to worry about it, if it happens it happens... If it doesn't, oh well, next time. There isn't going to be a next time so... While I was in the shelter, I met this 27 year old White dude. DUDE!! This guy could freestyle rap his ass off and I would sit there and listen like I was t listening. One more he asked me to listen to some of his stuff because word was going around I'm from The Bronx. He took out his cell phone and... His flow was 'Stooopid' and his lyrics were... I stopped him twice and told him to rewind and go over that again. I listen to 4 if his... I call them 'Spits'. But what had me all fucked up was his beats. Asked where did he download them from and how much he paid for them. He said he installed an app and made them all up himself. WTF! I knew that was his best shit, no one shows yo...

I'm up this late/early in the morning cancelling subscription that I don't even need or watch anymore. Being on a fixed income you have to do what you have to do. I went food shopping the other day, but not at a supermarket though. People talked shit about me shopping in Dollar Tree, Family Dollar and Diary General. Like I care or even give a fuck. Those stores have what I need and they are close..except for Dollar Tree. Gotta take a bus to that one. As I'm walking to one of the two stores, I pass another small clothing store and the woman inside saw me as I passed and called out 'Hey Michael, can you help me with something?' I stopped because she called me by name and I don't know her from anywhere. About 2 inches shorter than me, bright shiny eyes, beautiful smile and...a nice, very nice figure. As she walked in front of me leading me to the back of the store, she said she couldn't reach  something. I asked her where she knows me from and she said where yo...

Okay, now where was I? Oh yeah, Battlefield 2042. Yeah I purchased the game and to me at first it seems complicated as fuck.  I'm use to sort of kind of playing Campaigns, just me up against the game. Oh they shoot back at me, and they..meaning the game are pretty good at it too. But I started getting better and better because at first I was just dying all the fucking time. I played Battlefiemd 3 and I finished it. Okay, what I call finish. The credits roll and to me that means I completed the Campaign YEAH!! So I started on Battlefield 4. I'm still on Battlefield 4 haven't played it in a when because... I'm at the part where I have to plant a mine on a tank that is driving around and always ses to find me. The machine guns in the torrent, well they find me. Shoot and kill me while I'm in bushes, hiding behind cars, walls AND inside a fucking building in the 2nd floor...MOTHERFUCKER!! I'm about to get back into it again, soon. But Battlefield 2042 is a whole dif...

If you don't know what Battlefield 2042, ask anyone who plays video games and are really good at playing video games. They will tell you that Battlefield 2042 sucks. But what they won't tell you is that they have NEVER played the game, not know anyone who has played the game. Reason why they will tell you it sucks is because hardcore Gamers played all the previous Battlefields and this one, this new one that came out  months ago.. Gamers say it sucks. I beg to differ and I'm gonna tell you why. But first... I purchased an Xbox 360 when I was living in Chat, NC. I got it second hand at GameStop. My very first game was Watch Dogs, paid $60 for it. Go ahead and ask me how much I liked the game. I didn't. I wanted a gaming console and I wanted the latest game that was out and all the TALK was about the game Watch Dogs. I didn't know anything about playing video games and I went all in Balls Deep too.i think I popped it in the 360 maybe twice. I had no clue of what the f...

At 3:50am this morning my 'friend' CALLS me and asked me what I am doing. You know how I answered right? I told her I WAS sleeping, but what's up? I already know what's up.10 minutes later, she text, 'open the door'. I let her in. She is in the same clothes I seen her in yesterday morning. First thing I offer her is a shower. She says okay. Not okay and start stripping down..okay she sits on the sofa, take her shoe off and starts picking at her sock. I jump back in bed for about 3 minutes then I get up and turn on my electric pot to boil some water for coffee. She asked me how come I don't get back in bed, I tell her because you are company, so I'm up. ...then she starts stripping right in front of me. I wash her back, her hair. Dry her off as she gets out of the shower. She walks back to the sofa..looks at it and then gets in my bed. I'm making my cup of coffee and she is laid out in the bed, but I pay her no attention. She tells me she came by beca...