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Yeah.. yeah I admitted it and I told a couple of people about it too. I was on a dating website and a young woman caught my eye. So,I reached out to her and she responded. We chatted in app and then she gave me her FB page. Then she gave me her Amazon Wish List.. And I purchased some things for her. Then she told me that she has pictures and videos for sale also. I purchased those too. I began to ask for poses that I wanted and certain things I wanted her to wear..bought those too. All together around $250 worth..and I purchased her..well, I have her the money to buy a winter coat. All along I NEVER met her face to face.  Crazy? No I'm not crazy. Do I want to have sex with her? You better fucking believe it. But she tells me she doesn't PTP, Pay to Play. Okay, I understand all of that. I just had a dream about her and I told her. She told me that it sound hot as fuck. Yeah okay, no what. Nothing. Do I care? No should I care..no not really. All I know is that one day I will meet...

I forget how that saying goes, but I'll make it to the point... Fuck you and anyone who associates with you. Understand me now? Good! Being the type of environment I'm presently in you hear quite a bit of people talking low. It's not considered whispering, but it's on the boarder line. I couldn't help but hear a Convo from a motherfucker I can't stand to even look at. Though our disagreements are long in the past, anytime he talks to me, my response is 'Fuck you'. It's not with anger, it's a calm and to the point response to let him know where I stand and will always continue to stand with or about him. But this time today, he said some shit to an employee here that... That I had to say something. The employee asked him how his job interview went. I was listening and hoping he got hired for some strange reason. Even though I can't stand his ass,I want him to be working. Well, his response to this employee made me want to just pick him in his ...

It's official. I am now a Virginian. Is that how it's spelled. Anyway, I got my ID in the mail yesterday. I Feel a lot better about it too. Because if I were to be stopped, the only ID I had was an expired one from upstate NY, which is an Ehanced one for crossing into Canada...which is still good because if tha Pandemic and shit. My next goal is my drivers license. I told myself I would never get one again, but 2ho knew 8 would be living in a place where one is needed. Also accomplished another goal, which was a Long Term Goal. I'm Officially Semi-Retired. That's right, applied and approved for Social Security. Besides having money in my pocket, that's why I worked as hard as I do all these years. When I first heard about collecting it at 62 years old and you don't have to wait until 65, then 67... I added it, that as a long term goal. But I put applying and collecting it out of my mind and just worked..and STAY alive. To some it's not much, but to me it...

I don't go around acting like I know every damn thing. Butghere are some things I DO know about. I know that people will use the fuck out of you until you're all used up. Today of all days. I was 8n a good ass mood at work. Then the  bullshit happened... Four hours later, it hit me. I then knew what it was all about. MOTHERFUCKERS!! Like I said, people will use and use and use..until 6iu are all used up.

I have seen quite a few in my days, but this one is perfect. I guess it's because of certain factors that come into play. All of them together makes her the perfect package. I tell her this all the time and she tells me that no one ever made her feel or even said anything about the way she looks.  I told her please, whatever you do, don't change. But she will. She has already. I tried in the past to reach to this other one, and I failed in doing so. She just texted me asking my number. She called... Says she misses me. I don't know