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People base how a person is living in the condition of their bathrooms. I don't, I base it in how your refrigerator looks. No, it doesn't have to be stocked with food. It has to be clean. I'm sorry, I can not eat at your house if I get a glance and see your frig dirty. I mean think about it. If it's dirty that means the food is dirty. Another thing is why after you finished cooking you leave the food sitting out for hours. Okay, a Cook down period is warranted, but leaving it out for hours is just asking for trouble. And get mad when I ask or say you should put the food away because it's becoming unusable to eat theinger you sit it out. Along the lines of that some people just can't cook. It's just me but I like my food cooked, not half way cooked either. I know how I like my food textures to be also and if you can't get to those textures, the first meal I will eat out of a commitment. From there in our, no way am I eating your cooking every again. And n...

I remember when I first saw her. I looked her over from head to to toe. She's a full bodied woman, but she isn't slow or lazy. I wasn't staring at her, just glanced every now and then, thought nothing of it. Out of nowhere she reached out to me. At first, I couldn't...didn't know why. So I said fuck it, I'm just going to be me. If I'm wrong, so what, I'll be wrong. Funny thing is, I was t wrong. Then again I can't seem to know what she wants or why shebteached out. I invited her over and she says no. I don't know if.. I told her it's good you're saying no. Because if I have you one time, I'm going to keep in wanting you. Of course she wanted to know why, so I told her. I want to experience what uts like making Love to you, and one time will not be enough.  If course she is a single parent and works. I told her I will be patient and wait. She tells me I'll wait a long time. I don't care, but you saying that...means it will happ...

Yeah, it's dates for the 22nd and I just oublished it today. Just that...it's so much of nothing that I get caught up into. Well, since my hard drives age crashed on me and I lost allnthwt work.. Someone came to me with internal hard drives from desktops and I'm making those work. So I had to remember from memory what all I had finished and was working on and it..  And it just keep coming to memory. As it came to memory I wrote it down as much as I could remember and then I worked in it. Then something 3kse would pop into my head a nd I would write it down, then work on that. So on and so on and.. I think I have 3/4's I'd 2hwt I can remember worked on and finished. I'm taking my time for that other quarantine come to memory, I know it will. 

I don't know what it is or why it's like this. But I find it very stressful hanging out with anyone my age. I tried, and I always end up in my head screaming running away  I met this very attractive woman while shopping for food about 2 weeks ago. I was just taking my time. I made it a thing that that day I was going to walk every isle in this Walmart. 45 minutes into my littlenfeild trip I turn the corner and there she was, leaning over her shopping cart reading a label. Her shopping cart was in the middle. I came up behind her and said.."Beep beep, who got the keys to the jeep, varoooom. Who be who be, it me and Timothy." ...and she just started laughing, and sang 'I can't  stand the rain..against my window." I told her, there you go, as now you will have the song stuck in your head for the next 24 to 36 hours. We browsed the shelves talking. Talked about music from back in the day. She's single, no children, 59 years old. Exchanged numbers. 15 minu...

I have a lot to say...Ben thru a lot in the past weeks... So, well you'll see. About 5 months ago I was in a dating app and saw a profile picture of this one woman. I had taken a break from what I was doing, but I left the webpage as it was so I could get back to it. Long story short.. electricity, fuse blown, everything turned off. Restarted everything, laptop acting funny. Did a sys restore and somehow everything, my history got wiped. Looked for her again..and again..and again. Her profile didn't pop up. 5 months later it did. Not only hers but another woman who we were in touch with each other. I'll call her 5 months woman, well she answers me back..after I told her I was searching for her profile from the first time I saw it. Told her that I completely understand you're not on here looking for anything, but I also told her it's a dating website. What I texted her in the app was 6 huge paragraphs...I went with what I was feeling. She answers back, I was shocked....

People, friends ask me what do I do all day. I tell them whatever I feel like doing. And sometimes I do nothing at all. Today I went food shopping. I spent about $90 on just food. What I purchased can last me 3 and a half weeks. It's all frozen and it fits in my freezer nicely. With what I still had in there, I could go a month with out buying any food. But it usually doesn't last that long. Friends come over and they ask is there anything to eat. I tell them wash their hands and look in the freezer. Earlier this week one of my female friends stopped by and she had her girlfriend with her. My friend said stop looking her, she has a boyfriend. But I was talking to both of them. On Wednesday my friend's friend text me and told me that she was at my back door could she come in. I let her in and asked how she get my number. I knew how she did. She said all she wanted to do was come and hang out with me. Nothing else. She stayed for about 3 hours, fell asleep too. Woke her up an...

I've notice something... If I want to know something, anything... I ask. I'm not a pig and I do know how to ask too. I'm coming from the store and a car drives by. I look and it's a woman driving it. As I get half way down the block, same car comes, it's a one way street. I slow down, car slows down. Same woman. She says one thing.."Hi, how are you doing?" And that's all she said. Nothing else...and she is silent. It's a one way street and there are two cars behind her and they can't pass. I tell her to circle back the way she came, and when she sees me to pull over.  I get there before she does. Where she pulls iver to is right in front of where I live. I tell her my name, she tells me hers, Casey. I ask so what's going on. She's nervous as all hell, so I start talking and..just start talking. She good looking, healthy in the face and from what I could see, a nice shape, figure. Ive must have said the right things, because she said it...