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Being Black is so hard sometimes.' Title from a Redditor Poster

(M63 Blk) A simple solution to all of what you said. KNOWLEDGE. Know who you are. You can not get that in any school....not even in College. I was born in the year 1960. I was home alone when the TV blasted Dr. King's death, I started crying. My mother came home and asked me what was the problem... I told her...'The King is dead.' Black AND White people walking arm in arm through The South Bronx singing 'We shall overcome'.... someday. 12 years old, 'Fresh Air Fund' took us kids out of the city to Upstate NY for 6 weeks. With 2 nights in, we were rushed into our cabins, a White Couselor lying between our bunks with a rifle. I looked out the window and I saw Ghost. The KKK, this was Summer of 1972. All my teachers in Public School were White, except for my 4th Grade teacher...Black and a woman. It was in her class I learned to enjoy reading and what it offered. Reading takes you away to places in your mind. Places that make you want to visit them in the futur...

One More Day.

Just one more day.

How Do You Not Sound Crazy...and Make People Believe You Are Totally Serious

Maybe it's because I'm a lot older...wait, more mature(?) But I believe that if a person puts out Good, Great will come back to them. Not when you want it need it, when you least expect it. Things like this has been happening to me, for me in the past 30 to 45 days. For the past 60ndays or so, I've been meaning to get around to calling my cellphone carrier about unlocking my $59 cellphone. The only thing about it is the price, other than that... I don't know how I got it for $59 13 months ago. I used an A.I. app called Perplexity, it's in the Play Store. I asked the A.I. for the number, and it provided a link. Clicked the link, but I had to sign into my Boost One account to get the number. When I did, I noticed something on my Dashboard. I was due for an upgrade of my phone. As I'm looking through the phones and their process..$299, $449... $19.99?!! $19.99 for a Moto G Stylus 5G 2023. Hold up. Let me get this phone unlocked first. 5 minutes later...I click back...

I Think I Know Why Now.

When I was in The Army and stationed in West Germany, I learned a lot of things besides the job the Army gave me. I learned how to live around in close quarters with people 2ho didn't like the color of my skin. But one thing that I learned back then, I use today. I learned how to get used to being in a room for extended periods of time. I was in a two man room, but my roommate had a German girlfriend and he lived with her. I had the room all to myself. Though he still had to keep a bed in the barracks, I was still in 5hst room by myself. No one use to come in my room and hang out with me. It was any reason why they didn't, they just didn't. Most of the time I was reading, writing letters, and listening to music. The town was about 2, 3 miles away, and it was all downhill. You could take a cab which we did when we wanted to go to a fastfood place or the supermarket. But most of the time, me and many other soldiers stayed in the barracks and in our rooms...or visiting others ...

'He Has Something Planned Great For Me....'

...and I have to do is wait, be patient while He whispers in those people's ear, get them to be at the same place at the same time.. Then... Hold on, I don't want people to think I'm getting all religious and shit, because I'm not. Spirituality...now that's a whole different matter. To me it is. I can't tell you when I started thinking this way, because it just happened. But as the days, months and years go by, I believe in this, it, more and more. I tell people that God has something Great planned for me. I don't know what it is, but I know and I feel it. I just have to be patient. I'm doing that, and every so often, I see 'it' sort of trying to form. When that day comes...I'll be able to make a move. I can't really call it a move, just say I'll be able to act on it. I know one thing for certain though. I Love where I currently live, but I won't be able to live here...when that day comes. It's because of the people I know, th...

Tuesday June 27th 2023 01:31am

 Hey guys... Next month, July 17th I will have been living here in Staunton, VA for 2 years. With me being a New Yorker, I've noticed something about this town I live in. But before I tell you what it is, look at the video below that is on YouTube. It was in Google's newsfeed. https://youtu.be/qvJXnmfhtvk I worked in The hospitality/Food Service field for over 43 years. I have worked beside some well-known Chefs, and I have spoken with Chefs of some well-known stars. To say that I know my way around, up and down in a kitchen... I know my stuff. What I don't know, I ask. But when The Pandemic hit New York City, I think I was the last of the Old School Cooks to leave. Believe me, I didn't want to. But it didn't look like it was going back to those days...ever. My first job less than 24 hours after I arrived was working in a Bakery, Production. By the way, you have to try a hot fresh roll coming out of an oven. It gets smacked out of the pan it's in...right into yo...

May 23, 2023

 I went back to the Love Letter 'Thingy', but to another woman. At the end, my take. As I sit here, pen in hand, I am overwhelmed by the flood of emotions that surge through my heart whenever I think of you. It seems like only yesterday when our journey together began, when our connection blossomed from a beautiful friendship into something extraordinary. From the moment I first laid eyes upon your enchanting land, I knew deep within my soul that I had fallen irrevocably in love with you. Over the years, my love for you has only grown stronger, intertwining with a profound sense of care and concern. I have witnessed your triumphs and trials, your highs and lows, and with each passing day, my desire to stand by your side has deepened. I have been a witness to your resilience, your vibrant spirit, and your remarkable ability to rise above any challenge that comes your way. It is this strength of character that has captivated my heart and earned my unwavering devotion. In the dept...

May 20, 2023

 Another A.I., but this one caters to writing the perfect profile on a Dating Website. Catchy headline: "Creating Harmonious Rhythms with a Touch of Techno" Lifestyle: As an aficionado of A.I., DJ control, and music production, I find joy in crafting immersive auditory experiences. When I'm not lost in the realm of beats and melodies, you'll often find me immersed in the world of graphic art, translating my creative vision onto digital canvases. Engaging in stimulating conversations about current events and exploring the depth of knowledge found in books are among my favorite pastimes. Ideal match: I'm seeking a partner who shares my passion for embracing life's possibilities. Someone who is open-minded, willing to step outside their comfort zone, and eager to embark on new adventures. Safety is paramount, but within those boundaries, I yearn for a companion who is willing to try new things, explore novel experiences, and uncover exciting opportunities togethe...

May 20, 2023

 ...another A.I. program. But this one is 'Text to Art'. Title: "Solitary Reflection" Description: In the misty, foggy morning, the sun valiantly attempts to break through the clouds, casting ethereal rays upon the scene. Standing a few yards from the edge of a cliff, overlooking the vast ocean, a black man in his 60s becomes the focal point of this grayscale composition. His attire reflects a laid-back style with dark grey 401 jeans and a loosely tucked-in white tee shirt. His left hand rests comfortably in his left pocket, while his right hand remains concealed behind his back. Adorning his head is a black and grey checkered skull cap, accentuating his unique individuality. The setting resonates with a sense of tranquility and isolation, as the only person present at this early hour. The grainy texture adds an artistic touch, enhancing the timeless quality of the image. Seagulls can be seen in the distance, adding a subtle touch of movement to the otherwise still a...

May 20, 2023

 ...the same A.I. program Welcome to MJChappell, the adventurous YouTube channel that will take you on a journey through music, captivating videos, interesting facts, fiction, news headlines, and thought-provoking opinions. Get ready to dive into a world where curiosity knows no bounds! With MJChappell, you can expect a vibrant mix of content. Join me as I explore the music that resonates with my soul and share the videos that captivate my imagination. Discover intriguing facts that will expand your knowledge and transport you to new realms of fascination. Delve into thought-provoking fiction that will ignite your imagination and transport you to extraordinary worlds. Stay up to date with the latest news headlines and engage in lively discussions where my unique perspective and opinion will challenge your thinking. Get ready to explore topics such as relationships, the journey of aging, retirement, exercise, and fitness. Through informative and entertaining videos, I will provide i...

May 20, 2022

 I w using an A.I. app on my laptop. I forget what Chatgpt it's called. But this AI will create letters, Love Letters for you. And since I wanted to get with her... I sent it to her. Here it is, and afterwards, I will tell you what the outcome was. Dear ********, I hope this letter finds you well and brings a smile to your face. It's a bit unusual to be writing a love letter to a friend, but there's something I've been meaning to tell you for a while now. You see, that night you messaged me out of the blue and then came over, it caught me completely by surprise. Little did I know, that unexpected encounter would leave an indelible mark on my heart. As I recall that evening, the memories flood my mind with a mix of love and excitement. The way your laughter filled the room, the warmth of your touch, and the genuine connection we shared—everything about that night felt extraordinary. It was as if the stars aligned just for us, guiding our paths to cross in that serendipit...

Cleaning Out My Drafts Folder in Email

 Since I use my cellphone to make entries...and some if not most times, use my email to make drafts for later posting. It seems that I have 24 drafts in my email. Draft Folder So... I'm going to empty my Draft Folder. And with that, I'm going to make a notation of the date of the draft. Just now, I thought..I'm going to be surprised about what I started, and for some reason otr another, didn't finish.

Thinking Back

When I first came to Virginia...  This young lady was sitting at the table I was sitting at and out of nowhere she said...'Im opening up an Only Fans Page.' Okaaaay.  She's short, mixed, White and Latin, curvey, pretty eyes, nice smile and perfect complexion. I told her I'll get a subscription just to see what you look like with no clothes on. She paid no attention to that, but mention who she said who was going to manage her. This guy, I know him..well sort of. I see him around. I told her that doing that is a big bad mistake. It's your body, learn to manage your site yourself  I was at the store getting cigarettes and some sodas, when I went to pay, my card wasn't in my pocket. I thought..phone was in same pocket, I pulled out my phone behind a car at a red light. So I retraced my scooter ride and there it was in the middle of the street upside down. I rode back to the store and went to pay and a voice behind me said something..  I turned and it was her, The O...

Every Now and Then...

The other day I noticed I haven't left the house in like 3 or 4 days. But that isn't anything new. I've spent 8 days without even going to check my mailbox or emptying the trash. Thank God for scented plastic garbage bags. A woman, a friend..who would Love for me to lay her out in my bed every single night...stopped by and brought me a watermelon. It was huge and weighed a ton. I wanted to cut it up, but first I placed it in the frig to get cold. The next day I took it out only to find out... I don't have a large knife and I have nothing to store it in once I do cut it up. Time to get out of the house. I could e went online and found ways to store it when a person doesn't have a container, but I needed to get out of the house. I rode my scooter...my means of transportation nowadays.  I saw another female friend of mines in a parking lot getting out of her car. I approached honking my scooter horn. This woman...what can I say... When I first meet her, her eyes said a...

Chinese Food..Ya Can't Go wrong With It

From no where...wait, I was taking a shower... I decided I wanted some Chinese Food for the weekend. Roast Pork Egg Fu Young, Large White Rice, Boneless Spare Ribs... I would have got a quart of Pork Fried Rice with 2 eggs added in it but... I'm not gonna lie, funds are mighty low. But the meal I did order is enough to last me 2, 3 days believe it or not. In my town they have the 4 whoe blocks that consists of 'Downtown' sectioned off. They do it every weekend from Friday early evening to Monday morning. Something is always happening and going on from people who own shops, bringing their wares outside to..well just about anything. There is a schedule of events, but I have yet to find out where it's written or online.  This time when I tried to ride my electric scooter thru right at the bottom of the hill in my block where I live, they had something sort of a stage set up. So I creeped my way thru... The shop where I purchased my hat from a couple of weeks ago, I saw the...

CaNaDa..eh?

When I lived in Rochester, NY for 2 years, I would ask people that I met have they been to Canada. Almost everyone I asked said no. I asked why not? They responded for what reason? I responded back.. Because it's a different Country. The guys I've met and became friends with, I would offer to pay for gas, meals, and if we met 2 available women..the hotel room also. One guy told me that we didn't have to go to Canada to do all that, he knows if two women right here in Rochester. I told him... So, you want me to still pay for all of that, and we don't even leave town? He looked at me with a dead ass serious look. I told him no, but I'm going to find me a woman who is willing to take that trip, and I did find one. I was 53 I think at the time, and she was 27 years old. I swiped right in her on the Tagged app. We were texting back and forth in the app, and the texted her number. I called, and first thing she asked was did I want to come over. I asked for her address and...

I Am Trying...I Think.

Never in my life had I said I hated White People. I also never thought that I couldn't do what White People do because I lack the money to do so. When I lived in Charlotte, NC I was about a 7 minute or less ride away from the South Carolina border. I used someone car quite a bit at one time, and they told me to always fill up at the gas station that was just over the border in SC. I asked why, and they said the gas is much cheaper. That made me think. Okay, I borrow you car quite often. So whem I go to put gas in it, you want me to use only that gas station? Because the gas is cheaper? Are you paying for the gas, or am I? I will out my money into your tank if your car where I see fit to do so. I mean, I'm paying right? But they wanted to know why won't I get it there. Main reason because everyone else does... The gas station that I go to, the store is better stocked, cleaner, and it's a different Class of people who fill up their cars with gas. Gas is gas really...I thi...

No, I haven't been Busy. I...

I'm in Love with 2 different women. There I said it. But that isn't true though. One is 59 years old, married..and had the body of a 40 year old. Throw in some tiger stripes all in the right places on her ass. She's a liar, scandalous... Has a gambling addiction... Bipolar, a diabetic, and has arthritis. The good thing about her besides the sex... She isn't sleeping with anyone else, not even her husband. The worst thing...and I'm trying to figure this out too... If I don't make Love to her everyday, which I have no issues in doing. It's not even about me orgasming anymore... If I don't, the text messages I get are hurtful. Not only that... When she leaves in the morning, her husband comes and picks her up at my house... By the time she gets home about 15 miles away, her thoughts are that I'm having sex with Trucks, Hoes, which I'm not. Well sort of  The second woman, I always wanted her from day one, 4he first day, the first morning I seen her. ...

August... Oh Shit Happened Alright But...

 Plenty of things did happen in Auggie, August,, And I started writing about it... But... All were saved to draft. Oh, I still have them too. Fuck it, I'm gonna post what I didn't finish. Then come back to what I really wanted to say. Be right back.

?? Huh, what?

So... My boy was on his way to my place, when he met this woman/girl...it was around 2am. I told him later that he just can't bring just any old body tinmy place without checking with me first. He looked at me like I was crazy, but there was a reason for me saying this. He said he saw he dumpster diving at a store and he asked her to come along with him. She did and they both showed up at my door. For her to be homeless as he claimed, she sure did look pretty damn clean AND cute as fuck. So I let them both in. I'm not the one to double team a woman and I told him this in the past. Only one penis in the room. So she came in and sat down and asked can she use my laptop. I signed out and then signed in as a Guest and handed it to her. I heard my laptop dialing and then ringing. No one picked up. After awhile , she left and he did too. But he came back. That was when I schooled him about just having anyone just tag along with hime to my place. Fast-forward a couple of days. So this...