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I saw this going to a restaurant to place an order to go.  I like the locaion and you should see the insides. If it was mines, I would name it "Associates". I have the business model in my head.

First it was with me that I don't like living alone... Then I told myself that I don't need a full apartment, a studio would suit me fine. Now... May 15th 2022 I officially early retired. April 2022 I received a Housing Voucher and moved into a Studio apartment. I like it...the colors..the bathroom, I have a claw footed bathtub and it's a nice sized bathroom too. Though the landlord went up $25 in the rent, and the allocated amount of my Voucher did too... Somehow I'm paying a dollar less per month out of my pocket. There's math, new math and then Federal Government math. I questioned how am I paying less? Anywho... Since I've embarked on doing whatever I want to now since I no longer have to work... I've been working on multiple projects. What I really need is a 2 bedroom house with a basement. I won't call it a Man Cave because that's just being Basic. It will be my studio. But I want to keep this place I'm in now also.  I want to keep this pla...

I can tell you the last time I heard or saw written that someone, mostly a woman who saya something or the other about loyalty. How the scream it, how they want it.  This woman who I was once talking to, always would have that word every time I met with her...coming out of her mouth. She told me that I look like a cheater. She said that I looked like I have about 3 or 4 women that I lie to every single day. It isn't true, but she believes so, so I let her  It got so bad one day that I was mad on the inside because really all I wanted to do was have sex with her. She knew it too. She say men aren't loy..., And I stopped her right there  'How many kids do you have, 4 right? Are they all by the same man, no. 4 different men, 4 didn't children' I paused..and then she said..'..and none of them weren't  about shit either.' I stopped her again. So who left, you or them? You did. When the going got ruff, meaning when you couldn't get what you wanted, you lef...

From out of nowhere about two days ago... I want to have a kid, a baby. I want to be a father. Presently I don't have any children. Two days ago, I really thought hard about how to make this happen. First thing she has to be... knowledgeable, yeah that's the word. She also has to be no you ger than 30 and downt have any children of her own  I'm a broke ass. But hey, I'm 63 and right now I'm doing pretty alright. I struggle at least once maybe twice a month. But other than that I haven't gone hungry not once. So if she is looking for some big payday or a Will with large sums it money left to the child, that isn't going to happen  She also wants to have a child and be a parent. She has to somewhat like me, have sex with me...continue to have sex with me. But the ice breaker is... She has to know that she is not a Man and she can not do what men do. She has to be a woman, a Lady, a female, a mother. I even set a time when I'm going to start this 'Quest...