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I woke up this morning, first last night. I was watching regular tv last night. Something I do much of, I download movies and tv shows, upload them to a flashdrive, pluf flashdrive into dvd player and watch thru my tv. But last night I watch 2 good shows, NCIS and Flinge. I was feeling okay during NCIS, but then my eyes starting itching me during Flinge. Woke up this morning. Stood up and sneezed, sharp pain in my chest. Its like I bruised a muscle or something. Hurts something crazy too. I was suppose to call Lanette last night too. Forgot all about it. I'm not use to receiving or making phone calls, not a phone person. I see the phone as a tool, something to use for work, not something to just talk on. But I really like Lanette, but of course, she doesn't feel the same way. I will make it a point to email her, and then text her, tell her I forgot. This is a test... Michael John Chappell Sent from my T-Mobile Sidekick®

ts been a while since my last entry. I don't know, just been very tired lately. I think its because of the long hours I've been working. Plus at work, very busy, don't get much of a break during my work day. So I struggle today, made a commitment , said I was going to post today and make it consistent too. My birthday came and went. No biggie though. Spent much of it just sleeping, told ya I was tired, right ? Next thing. Ok , there are 3 young ladies, make that 4, who are on my list. I'm not a dog, but they interest me, interest me a lot too. Its just that I can't find the time, so should I give up ? I'm not even thinking about what's on their menu. Meaning, do they feel the same way also. I can say that I don't care, but I do. A friend, co worker of mine is going through a little something. They told me that they are detaching themselves from people that they work with. They are young, and to me they seem to be making a big mistake. Me, I wouldn...

Woke up early this morning, my usual, 4:30am. I went up to Harlem, 125 th Street & Lexington Ave to see a friend. The last time I saw her, she had came to my house and stayed a couple of hours. She's sweet, kind and I like her a lot. We have a past together, but not like a past you may think. She's was involved with some one else at the time, but she isn't now. We are trying to work something out, but its hard, like a long distance relationship thing. Plus with other things going on in her life. Like I'm willing to wait them out with her, for her, but is she willing to do the same also. Mostly its the distance between us, me in Queens, and her in Harlem. But when we are together, its sweet and nice. I mentioned that I would come and see her once a week, that's me coming to her. When her schedule changes with what's she doing, and she is settled in, then her coming to me would be left up to her. I like how she said today, don't start nothing that you ca...

After 2 days, when the Tech said that it would be one, I have my laptop back. I wouldn't be so upset about this whole situation if it wasn't for being that I have had this NEW Notebook for only less than 2 months. I still say and will continue to say, that it wasn't nothing that I did. Because I didn't. The whole idea of being promised that it would be ready in one day and it wasn't pissed me off. I think he did it to just to get my business. I found out from the Tech the reason why it took so long, and plus I did some reading on it too, in a sense. XP home is the OS, but its a smaller version of the operating system. Since most companies that produce laptop and desktops, don't ship the OS with their systems, they only ship recovery disk. And mine came with neither. The Tech had to find the smaller OS to install, because the larger one, the one that's installed in desktops, for some strange reason wouldn't take on my netbook . Its okay now, and I have a...

I could just curse throughout this whole posting....but I'm not. I sould just be in a bad mood throughout the whole day...but I won't. I want to, but I can't. Here's what happened. First, I'm not running a spellcheck on this posting, its gonna be a raw dog posting. It might be that way for a while, but I hope not. Saturday afternoon is shut my Aspire One Netbook down, cause, I wasn't gonna be home that night, well for two nights. No problems, just shut it down. Came home Monday afternoon after work, and fired it up. A corrupt file wouldn't load the OS. Tried it 3 times, nothing happening. Since this Netbook doesn't have a cd drive, and I don't have a windows xp cd, I knew I was in trouble. Called the computer shop, and they were open til 8pm. They said 150 dollars to just wipe the hard drive clean, this is with not saving anything, no programs or files. I know what a wipe does, but for that amount of money, he could at leats try. It just easy to wipe...

I consider her a friend, though I can't mention her name, or place her picture here. She says she doesn't want to be on the Internet . Is it OK then for you to be in my heart. Have you ever met a person that you just want to look in their eyes all day long? Better yet, see those same eyes reflecting the fireplace fire in them. Oh yeah, they sparkle. Everything about her is all woman. I may come on too strong to her, but I'm not about BS, I tell it like it is, and she does too. Told me that we could never be a couple, get together because of three things. I smoke, I'm skinny and I have bad teeth. But that makes me me. She is entitled to her own opinion , and can say whatever she wants. I accept her as she is, no flaws. But if there were any, its only superficial to me. Its her heart that I want. She came to my counter yesterday, this was after she instant message me on yahoo. I had to wait until she got off from work to come. This was after I been at work for 3 hours ...

Right now, I mean at this present moment, I just got the SHIT scared out of me. I'm waiting for the 6:05am Westchester County Bus, 41, from White Plains, NY. Heading back home to Jamaica Queens. Standing in front of this building with my music playing on my headphones, and this guy comes barreling out of the building, scared me to death. Like I said, I'm heading back home. Just spent from Wednesday after now, til now with my ex girlfriend Lisa. We have know each other going on now for almost 12 years. Even though we broke up, we are still close friends, friends with benefits. She says she doesn't want to be my girlfriend, she wants to be my WIFE !! Whoa, that's a mouth full right ? I have no problem with that to tell you the truth. Its just, I don't have any money. I mean I do have money, enough for me to take care of me. But I don't have enough for two. She works and everything, and just last night she was talking about buying a condo. So she must have money fo...