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I'm up in White Plains New York, at my ex gf house, chillin' with hr. I washed her clothes for her this afternoon, along with mine, which she paid for. Then we went walking outside for a few. She hands me forty dollars, she just picked it up off the ground, I saw her bend down and pick something up too. I went to give her half, and she said no, you take all of it. Who gives away money nowadays, huh, who ? Like I said, thats if I haven't already, I work down in the Diamond Districk. If you don't know where that is in NYC, ya betta ask somebody. I have nothing to do with diamonds, nothing at all. I work at the ONLY eating establishment thats on this one block between 5th and 6th ave. I make some mean ass sandwiches, they're so good that I guarrentee that you will come back to my counter again. So, if ya in the area, stop by, I'll make you one and...you will have to pay for it.

...you better ask some one in Food Service then. But just in case you don't know... If you drop something on the floor, you have 5 seconds from the time you dropped it til the time you pick it up in order for it to still be good. Don't ask me how this rule started cause I don't know, it has been handed down and pass along. Yesterday, coworker asked me to make him a sandwich I did, and he wanted it pressed, hot. I did that, but when transferring it to the counter it fell, and he saw it fall. He said pick it up and hand it to him, he lives in The South Bronx with Rats and Roaches and the floor here are cleaner then his floors at home. That's another reason why I get on my coworkers case if they spit on the floor or even in the garbage cans. This Police Officer that rape this women the other night here in New York City. His father says that his sson would never do anything like that, but.. It was said that in 2010, Officer Michael Pena had a case against him that wa...

I can't and I don't understand some people. I mean I don't try to understand people at all. There are only a handful of people that I really do care about, the rest can kiss my ass..and family is included in this too. But for the most, I don't understand people, and I give up on trying to. Take work for an example, just think about this for a minute. For the most,you spend about 40 to 50 hours with the people you work with every week. And, work isn't the only thing you do with them. Some times you go and hang out, go to events. Sometimes you go out and get fucked up, drinking, drugging. Then there are times when you go out with the opposite sex, and now even the same sex, to get your groove on, nothing wrong with that. But ask yourself, what about that new person that just came on your team, that who is now a teammate of yours, huh, what about them? Do you bring that new person into your new circle, or do you keep them on the outside and treat them like they a...

I'm not a violent person by nature, it takes a lot..no, let me stop right there. I have a temper and its on a short ass fuse. I feel and I believe that a pesron should always respect themselves, and then others will respect you. Sometimes it doesn't work out like that, take yesterday. Eddie is co concerned that cause he is training me, that he is going to get fired, cause 6 weeks ago he did the same thing. He was trained, and they fired the person that trained him. Danny, the guy that makes the salads, whom is 22 years old, AND this is his first job, I feel that he was riding the same yellow school bus when he was a kid, but I digress. Danny is a slow thinking. He thinks that he know a lot about shit, but he doesn't know anything. He asked me to borrow my marker, while I was walking pass him, in joking I said no, I was carrying dirty dishes to the kitchen, so I didn't stop. When I came back, I asked him did he still need it, he went off on me. Like I said I have a te...

Tomorrow, will be the 18th of August and back in 1977, I gradutaed from Basic Training at Ft Sill Oklahoma. Why I remember this date so well is...it was the day after Elvis Prestly died. At the airport I had picked up a Times magazine, and his picture was on the front cover. Over the years, I mentioned to people this fact, and most say the same thing...DAMN, you're old. Having a job is a good thing, and for the last 3 to 4 months, I have been having a hard time keeping a job. I mean it takes me about 3 weeks to find a job, but I always get one. Like this one I'm presently doing. I work in the Food Service Industry, I'm a cook...well really, I can do anything that's in a restaurant, in a kitchen, or even behind the counter. Thats includes manning the cash register, but I don't like handling money and THEN working with food, that shits nasty. But not at this job, I'm strictly behind the counter making sandwiches. I enjoy doing what I do, but I have major compla...

I haven't seen her in almost 4 months, but have been in touch with her thru the phone and emails. Today she says she doesn't even want to hear any bullshit, I better be at her house when she gets off from work. Oh, it takes me 3 and a half hours to get to her house upstate, NY...worth the trip though. Been sending me texts all night long while I'm working what she wants to do to me, how can I make her want me so bad, why am I doing this to her. This is strange talk coming from her cause she doesn't talk like this. I called her at 4am this morning, her first words were are you downstairs? No, still in the city. "Please come and see me", she says. I told her I will be there. I let her go back to sleep. She sends me a text that she loves me, and can't wait til she sees me. I met her while she still lives in the city, she was moving the next day, so I went all out. I talk shit, yes its true, but I back it up. Afterwards, she gave me the address where she lives...

Just a few things beforew I forget about them, they are all worth mentioning. One... Corner of 8th Ave & 14th Street, Black woman, well to do, good looking, yelling at a driver in his car making a right hand turn while talking on his cell phone. Lady, that's an everyday occurrence in the city, you're the one who is out of place yelling at a car. I laughed and she asked me what I was laughing at and I told her. She said, 'yeah you're right, I did look stupid yelling like that.' Yesterday, last night a co worker told me something that a lady friend of mine told me a week ago. They both said they are throwing a party for the son's who are just getting out of jail. Am I missing something here? Is being released from jail something to celebrate about now? How come I didn't get the memo. My co worker got upset with me when I shared my views on what he said. I asked was his son going to be on parole, he said yes. I said fuck a party, go job hunting with him and...