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Listen I know that God didn't grace us all with a bodacious body. Some of us if not all had to work to get them that way. It takes time, lots of time really. Then you have to maintain that shape and some of you are getting stressed out over maintaining. Say all of this to say this this.... I accept you for who you are, it you who can't accept and realize that what you do to your body you have to be able to live it for the rest of your life. I'm involved with this woman who si so ashamed of the way her stomach is, that making love to her is either with the lights off or in one position. I told her that I accept all of her, she has the problem with not accepting herself. Her not accepting herself messed up a what would have been a nice night/day spent. But wha she do? She blames me, then herself of a mis communication...BULLSHIT !! So, I told her the next time I see her, she is gonna strip down to her birthday suit with me stayibg in my clothes. And everytime I come over, s...

I've notice lately that I have been talking and admiring women more in my age bracket. It has nothing to do with their body type but I do like large women. Its conversations that I have been having with some. This one women, 54 years old, is like a female me in a way. This women told me just what she likes in bed and all. I didn't have to ask her, she just came out and told me. All along I'm sayibg to myself, I want her. She has a boyfriend, told me that he doesn't satisfy her in bed, not use to getting what she normally has had duribg her 17 year relationship which ended cause he was cheating on her. She offered him her WHOLE body, if you kow what I mean. She asked me about me, and I told her. What she wants is what I can't offer her. She wants me all to herself. I told her I'm not ready or will ever be ready to settle down with just one woman. How can a women, peole have and be around that same person day in and day out? Sex would not exsist any more between...

2011...ah, it was a great year. Well, every year is great as long as you gewt to see it to the end. Beibg that its very close to the end, allow me to express some concerns. First off, I still think that all employers, reguardless who they are, stiff, no fuck tha shit out of their employees. I understand you're in business to make money, but us workers, who are on the front lines making you that money, we do know what we are talkibg about when we do our jobs for you. Relax, you can't take all the credit. As for 'some' of my Afro American sisters...easy up on us Brothers sometimes. We aren't out here to hurt you, well at least I'm not. You havge to come clean with what's in your heart and what's on your mind. If ya just seeing us cause you want to supplement your income with ours, you have to bring more to the table than just sex. Can't figure that one out huh ? Later I will explain. To all you hood ass, no manners carrying, pants hangibg off ya ass...

She rquested to be myh friend and it started off at just that. Told me thru emails that hse doesn't have a mna and isn't married or anything. I commented on her pictures that she has, I admit, they are nice. I didn't say anything wrong or nasty...she did though. It started with that she would be in my area after Christmas and before New Years. She wanted to see me, I told her that if I had the time I would. Said she staying at a certain hotel and wanted to go to Times Square to see the ball drop. I'm not into that. She thwn asked for my number so that she can send me some pictures, gave it to her. Asked for my email, gave her that too. Today she texted me, I answered back and then, I could tell it was a guy, talkibg about he is her man and stuff, that he was gonna slpit her head open. This was all in a text message. She sent a text and said that that was her cousin, but I knew better. Then I received a call. Some cocuntry ass...some guy talkibg about he gonna get me....

This is an electric bike that the place I work at uses for deliveries, this thing is fast. Every morning I ride it around the block to get use to riding it. Its been 2 months now, and I'm still not use to it.

You know how sometimes you just get so freakin frustrated with people, that you just wanna say fuck it? Well I'm having not a moment, but a whole week like that. Don't ask me my opinon on somethibg if you're just doing it cause its politcally correct. Ask me cause you really want to know. People are placed as managers to manage other people, employees. But what happens if the manager can't even manage himself? I know of ways to get people to do whatever I want them to do, its no trick, believe me. All I say is why do I need you to do this task, when I'm doing it myself? Then they get to poppin. Like I said, what if its your manager. Here this person is controlling the way I'm suppose to work..well at least what he thinks that works. And he spends less time trying to listen to some input, me, cause I'm out there on the front lines. What it boils down to is that some people come into money, and or have saved their money and open a business within the food s...

Most people early on in their life's, start off not knowing what they want. I didn't have that problem. I told myself at the age of 17 that I was going to do whatever I wanted to do, reguardless of what some people may say. This was including family. I admit, some of the choices, decisions I made were some bad mistakes. They were MY mistakes, no one else's. I lived with them and moved on. If you suggest I do something I willh take a look at what it is, and if its not to my liking I will say something. Please don't try and run my life, tell me how to do things cause your way may not suit me. As for an relationship, with the oppisite sex.... I'm not living my life thru you and you shouldn't do the same thru me. If you do, you'll find that I will tell you...  Well let just say I will be totally honest with you. You can't change me, what I do, my way of getting things done has worked well for me most of the time. At the times when it doesn't, I guess...