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Some People Are Just...

There is always that one person, that one employee in every workplace that's just a complete asshole. I mean, assholes, they come in all kinds of style and flavors. But the one I'm talking about is the one who tries to shine when the suits are around. In my case, the embrodied chef coats. It doesn't help when the Supervisor tells you straight off that that one person is crazy. That's only tellibg me, that you as the Sup, is very afriad of him. He even went on to say that me and this guy can't work together. That I will work t.he assembly area AND the kitchen when this guy is off. See. He thinks that I have a problem with him, which I do. Its how he works. Out of an 8 hour work day, he works about 3 hrs. That's not good. Other coworkers on the team have a problem with him also, he work ethics. They question me like what's goibg on with him. Instead of asking me I tell them, ask him. They too are somewhat afraid of him. Well the Excutive Chef put a nail in i...

Something Else That Boggles The Mind.

Lesboisum...is that a word? Its sounds...well anyway. At my work place, it seems that they hire a lot of females like that, not that there is anything wrong with it. This girls/women are more in the sense of that they really think they are guys. A discussion was bought up about how they treat their girls friends better than any male can. I told them this... It seems that as a female who is trying to forfill a role as a male, that you have something to prove. I don't know what it is, but you could still be into women as a female, but could you at dress like a female. I mean look at you, as a male does, your pants hanging off your ass. That doesn't look pretty. Another thing, your relationships are with females who have kids, and you're trying to play daddy. I be damned if I, as a male will support another man's kid, but that's your choice. I asked has they ever been in a relationship without kids involved, nope. So its reason to believe that they is a lot going on ...

Decisions.....& Choices

One is 39 years old and I have know her for almost 20 years. We have been in a relationship for almost 3/4's of that time. Been through hell with her and she has been there for me when I was in my times of need. She's a quiet person, doesn't hang out at night except with me on those rare occasions when she wants to go out. She isn't excalty a Jehovah Witness, but she walks in their steps. She drew the line when she was part of the Church when the Elders stated that she had to date within her Religion. Every New Years Eve for the last 6 years I have brought in The New Year with her. I've grown to her style and way of cooking which is healthy. Even though she sleeps in her own bed when I spend the night or weekends with her, our sex life is great. She has told me 'no' a total of 2 times in the whole time that I've known her. She is perfect in my eyes. The other one is 47 years old. I've knew her when I was in 8th grade in Jr HS. She lived in my buildi...

A New Place

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This is the view from her new place, her apartment. Was there for about 3 hours, went shoppibg with her for curtains for all the rooms. Tried talkibg her into 'breaking' the apartment in, but she said that there was no bed. I told her that's why us older men love younger women, cause they know how to get down even if there isn't a bed avaiable. Now she's a littlw bit worried cause that's what I want and she doesn't feel comfortable doing that. Oh well. Soh I went into the livibg room and sat down, took out my Kindle and started to read. She comes in and says that's what she likes most about me, that I'm always reading something. I told her to turn around, she did. I told her that from what I read on her ass, its says that its all mine.

Just a Rant, Less a Rave

Yesterday, I went to a childhood sweethearts apartment in which she is living with a friend. The friend and her husband were out of state, but the daughter, boyhfrind and their child were there. My friend was babysitting. First off, her reaction to haven't seen me in 3 weeks was cold. Hey, some things came up and I had to take time to even them out. My business is none of her business. I went to kiss her, but she turn her cheek, told me that I was under punishment or something like that. She wanted to know where I've been at, told her nowhere just somethings I had to straighten out with family. So for 2 hours I sat there makibg small talk and she was really cold towards me...no problem. The kid parents came back home. Intorductions were made and they started having they're own conversations with out me. Me, I went online with her laptop. I think inlformation is a key to everythibg that I do, I want to know about everything. I logged in to a news feed and they said that Wh...

Why Do You....

Listen I know that God didn't grace us all with a bodacious body. Some of us if not all had to work to get them that way. It takes time, lots of time really. Then you have to maintain that shape and some of you are getting stressed out over maintaining. Say all of this to say this this.... I accept you for who you are, it you who can't accept and realize that what you do to your body you have to be able to live it for the rest of your life. I'm involved with this woman who si so ashamed of the way her stomach is, that making love to her is either with the lights off or in one position. I told her that I accept all of her, she has the problem with not accepting herself. Her not accepting herself messed up a what would have been a nice night/day spent. But wha she do? She blames me, then herself of a mis communication...BULLSHIT !! So, I told her the next time I see her, she is gonna strip down to her birthday suit with me stayibg in my clothes. And everytime I come over, s...

Age..Nothing But a Number...Right?

I've notice lately that I have been talking and admiring women more in my age bracket. It has nothing to do with their body type but I do like large women. Its conversations that I have been having with some. This one women, 54 years old, is like a female me in a way. This women told me just what she likes in bed and all. I didn't have to ask her, she just came out and told me. All along I'm sayibg to myself, I want her. She has a boyfriend, told me that he doesn't satisfy her in bed, not use to getting what she normally has had duribg her 17 year relationship which ended cause he was cheating on her. She offered him her WHOLE body, if you kow what I mean. She asked me about me, and I told her. What she wants is what I can't offer her. She wants me all to herself. I told her I'm not ready or will ever be ready to settle down with just one woman. How can a women, peole have and be around that same person day in and day out? Sex would not exsist any more between...