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Okay, some friends introduced me to this woman. She is White, I have no problems with that, none at all. Its her friends and family that has the problem. She was hurt 5 years ago really bad. She sued, and her money came in; with monthy AND yearly payments. This all happened during our dating phase and she was the one who decided that she wanted a relationship. Since I'm single, hell why not. Then she told me about the money...more money I would have seen in TWO life times. I told her that we could stay friends, but she didn't want that. She wants me to look after her, and she would take care of me. Her family is going BONKERS over her decision. But she won't have it any other way. She said she waited her whole 43 yearsw of life for a person like me. I like her a lot. And yeah..sex is amazing. But I'm expecting after a couple of months she will toss me aside.  Right now I'm going to meet her, she wants to take a limo upstate to a nice Bread & Breakfast, spend t...

I just gave it that title cause that was the first thing that came to mind. If you noticed; and I have the foggiest idea half the time of what the fuck I'm talking about. But I speak from the heart and I say whats on my mind. So...now I have to get some shit off my chest once again. Employers..yeah you know who you fuckers are. You're the asshole who tries to show all of New York City...'yeah, I'm ballin', I got dough cause I can open up my open cafe or food shop'. Well I'm here to burst your fuckin' bubble. half...no, 3/4's of you don't know what the fuck you're doing. see you figure cause you have mon ey and you hire some expensive ass dietician who cre4ates your menu; a menu in which you TRY and stand out among the rest.. You have it all WRONG !! Or maybe I have it all wrong. I think you're in the business for all the wrong reason, but I could be wrong again. I know you want to turn a profit, who doesn't... Fuck it, why bother....

I don't know..maybe its just me. Doubt it if its just me who feels this way, but... how come all the good women are in messed up realtionships. Let me rephrase that..what are they in what they 'say' are bad relationships. Woman A, she is searching for love. I mean she shows love to the man she is in one with. She overpowers him with love. Its not love though, its great sex. See, she loves making love. Enjoys bringing pleasure to her man. Her problem is that after a while the man startsh answering her texts in one word answers, which drives her fucking crazy. She shows me the texts, and I told her that she is way too much into him and he knows this. She's off to Mexico, Mexico City to get butt implants of all things. Told her she has to start loving herself before she can start to love any one else. Woman B..young, 19 yrs old. Has big plans for herself in life. I asked if she had a man and she says... 'yes, a real pain in the ass, gets on my nerves, a big baby....

First things first. I was watching the Fox News Channel yesterday morning. You know they were talking about that 'Sick Fuck' out in the Mid~West. All I can say about that is...he did what he did for a reason. Guys, people like that do shit like that for a reason; of course. Some just do it JUSTh to be doing it, but he had a reason. Like I could care less than a fuck about whtever his reason were. Don't kill him, just put he away for life. Heavily sedated...the whole nines. A friend of mine, female was telling me about one of her female friends. In the past, my friend was, and continue to do so; tells me that she doesn't want me, I'm not her type of man. This morning my friend expanded more on that topic. See, it seems her friend; who is an American, don't like messing with American men. She only deas with men who were not born here. My opinion on that is this. American men are not putting up with her bullshit, so she takes advantage of those men not born here. ...

New hire, she's so happy. At first I didn't understand, now I do. She's from Brazil. Now guys you know how we picture Brazilian women right, well she is JUST like that. The only thing and its no biggie, she is older, say mid 30's. Sun tanned and beautiful white teeth. Has neen in NYC for 3 months going to school, but her classes are English as a 2nd language. She speaks English well...and she is so happy. I'm happy for her. Worked in bars in her country and she wanted more out of life. Don't know how she made it here nor what her story is. Too early to be questioning her now, let's see if she makes it first. But here is the thing that I know from past experinces working with women like her. Some customer is going to come in and offer her a better paying job doing something totally opisite of this. This person is going to use her good looks and charm in their establishment to further their business. That's all well understood, you have to find the right...

I've been working since 1973 at the age of 13. I sold Sunday's NY Daily news when it was 30 cents. I started out with a dollar and after I finished, I had over $35. Not bad for back then. </p> <p>In Junior High School, I got my Workibg Papers. I worked for a friend of my mother's, in his grocery store, watching the vegetables and fruit outside. On the side, I went to the store for family &amp; friends of family. They gave me whatever they wanted which was nice cause I was really doing it not expecting pay. During the Summer, I got a job working in The Summer Youth Program. I worked for The Department of Relocation. That year..'The Bronx Was Burning', many fires. The agency I worked for, inspectore went to burned out apartment building and determined if it was safe to live in. If it wasn't, city palce you in a Hotel that was located on The Grand Concourse. Money was slip into my pocket to help persude me to send your family there..corruption rapi...

I can't lie to ya. I like women. Its boadering on I LOVE women, all types, shapes and sizes. I won't turn a woman down. My thing is that everyone deserves loving. I'm not trying to 'love' all women all the time, but you know what I mean. Like guys; cause women say we don't know what we want, they don't know what they want too. So, that's where conversation comes in. I have no set 'rap' for any women cause no 2 women are the same. I don't point out what every guy sees and tells her over & over again. Wait, I do, but I move on. On move on to what really drew my attention to her. Sometiimes I could be a little bit too straight forward, but I'm being honest. To be continued....