I'm Not Being Mean or Anything, Its Just...

Since they wouldn't give the new guy any extra hours, and have me come
in tomorrow at 12 noon to 10pm, I'm not prepping a damn thing for the
deli manager and store manager. The deli manager told me that the store
manager said that he will help him. We will see. They will find out that
since there is two of them, that I do that same job by myself. I'm not
being mean, its to prove a point.

Like most and all businesses, they are in business to make money. If it
we me, I would pay my workers what they are worth, but not every one
feels this way. And that shit sucks donkey dick. I just feel like just
moving on, but the market is kind of dry right now. People are being
hired in food service, with no experinec cause the employer can pay
less. But those with experience can do two things. Turn away from what
they are paying, just a little above min wage. Or 2, take the position
hoping that things will change, getting paid more money. We wll see this
year what's going on.

I have been offered a position for the summer, 2 and a half months for
7k. Nothing hard, just heat and serve for 80 to 150 people. The only
thing is what am I told when the contract is over for the summer. The
way the job market is looking, I might not find something for a while,
like 3 or 4 months. I don't ant to take that chance. So, I stay where
I'm at. I like this job, cause of the people who I serve, not who I work
for. I mean they are somewhat ok, but, not paying what a person is worth
isn't right.

So I stay.
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I'm Not Being Mean or Anything, Its Just...

Since they wouldn't give the new guy any extra hours, and have me come
in tomorrow at 12 noon to 10pm, I'm not prepping a damn thing for the
deli manager and store manager. The deli manager told me that the store
manager said that he will help him. We will see. They will find out that
since there is two of them, that I do that same job by myself. I'm not
being mean, its to prove a point.

Like most and all businesses, they are in business to make money. If it
we me, I would pay my workers what they are worth, but not every one
feels this way. And that shit sucks donkey dick. I just feel like just
moving on, but the market is kind of dry right now. People are being
hired in food service, with no experinec cause the employer can pay
less. But those with experience can do two things. Turn away from what
they are paying, just a little above min wage. Or 2, take the position
hoping that things will change, getting paid more money. We wll see this
year what's going on.

I have been offered a position for the summer, 2 and a half months for
7k. Nothing hard, just heat and serve for 80 to 150 people
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Ok, I'm Here, So Where Is Everybody

See, I hate shit like this. You tell me to be smewhere @ a certain
time, and I do everything to be there. And then, you don't show up. I
dislike being late, and dislike people being later than me.

As hard as I tried, I tried to have a good sexy dream. They don't come
to me on demand as I wish. But I did some thinking though. I know what I
want. I was told something in a conversation yesterday, and I looked at
it like this over sleep last night. So you're being open with me, and I
think that's cool, really. So am I safe to say what I feel, or do I hold
back? I'm not the one to hold my tongue, but...

I get good feelings about people, sometimes that is. Oops, gotta go,
they are here, later.

One thing before I go. I want to experience you. Got that, just you.
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...And So We Meet, Met and.....

Dating, meeting new people nowadays is scary. Its not my expections of
other, and just I'm afraid how others might view me. Its a personal
thing. I'm an open person, I hold nothing back. But, what's in my head
at that given time, when I take a look BACK at it scares the fuck out of
me. I read about, see how people who meet for the first time, what the
two say about each other to others, follow me? Maybe..., no, I am too
much worried about how people see me.

She reminds me of some one else. Now don't get me wrong, the two of them
are different. We do have twins in this world. I couldn't help but
notice that at first look. I could like her a lot, have some good times
with her. Should I say you, cause you will be reading this. This is no
longer only viewed by me now. Oh Christ what did I get myself into.

First I don't want to have to be PC about writing my thoughts here,
their mine, I do type what I feel. First thought that comes to mind...
shower, and then baby oil !!! Its a private joke that I have and say,
figure that one out. No, really, I could have some fun with her. But....
I work freakin' weekends !!! Note to self.... find another job with
weekends off.

Camping trip is put off, not going, have other plans now. Going to take
over the world.

Was told that on wednesday I have to work 10 hours, cause some one wants
the night off. If I work my days off no one gets time off. I have to do
it, cause that's the type of person I am, and besides I was told I have
to. Tried to work around it, but no, what the store manager wants, he
gets. Good thing is that I don't have to be in until 12 noon.

Let the fun times begin ?
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If You're Reading This...

Oh boy !!! I finally let some one know about my blog. I gave them the
address. Was it a mistake ? What good is a blog if no one reads it? Does
this mean now I have to make things exciting cause you know how things
go right? Ya gotta keep them coming back. There are some things that I
have experienced, and I want people to know about them. Things like
this......

While in The Army, how I ordered a 45 handgun piece by piece, forgot I
placed it in my baggage on my trip from Europe to the States.

Stole, 2 Army jeeps, and sold them to some British Soldiers.

Was one and part of a large drug ring while in Germany whole sold
hashish to all the major military bases in Europe.

I was a complete whore while stationed stateside, Ft Jackson, SC

Oh I could tell you some wild ass stories, some you would never believe.
After I cleaned up my act, then started working in NYC, things
continued. Believe me, some wild ass shit. A book should be in the
making, but I don't have the time.

Hey you, yeah you. I really want to get to know you on a personal level.
Find out what you're about, a breath of fresh air to say. I'm not afraid
to give it my all either, but rest does come first. Was thinking about
going camping when it gets a little cooler towards the end of summer,
beginning of fall. What to join me?
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WTF

I just don't understand this shit. I'm working, no kids or girlfriend.
I'm not really looking for a girlfriend, I want to be friends with
benefits, know what I mean.

I know what's going to happen too. I'm gonna meet some one, a female who
is excatly like me, and I'm not going to like her. I read somewhere that
females think this. Cause they sleep with you that night or any other
night, they don't mean that you and her are a couple. !!??!! Ok, so what
does it mean? That sounds okay with me, but where are they at then?
Nevermind.

I have to make a 6 foot hero this morning, and have it ready by 10am.
Besides that I have to open the deli, and wait on customers. Guess what?
I'm not going to make the hero, well I'm going to suggest that I don't
have to make it. I have to cook food for the steam table, plus make new
salads also. I'm overworked and underpaid is what I am. So I should be
lucky to have a job huh ?
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I just Learned Something

This store owner, where I get my coffee at in the morning, he just
schooled me on a little bit about his religion, Muslim. In the old days,
if I can get this right, he said this.

A woman can to Mohammed and told her that she had sex, and she wasn't
married to the man she had sex with. She was with child, and she had the
child with her. He told her to come back when the child is 2 years old,
and he would deal with her then. He told her to come back when the child
is able to eat food.

She came back when the child was 2 years old, and eating bread on his
own. He then stoned her to death, leaving the child motherless. He did
this so that she was able to clean herself of sins. That was in the old
days, days, years, centries before now.

Nowadays, Muslims say, we are in America, we do as Americans do, have
sex and not be married. Its not right, but when in Rome.......
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Friday, Friday !!!

Wow, Michael Jackson, dead !!! No one saw that coming, did they? Life is
strange. One day you're here, next day you're gone. Now we sit back and
see what happens. MJ was like Elvis Pressley, but larger in my eyes. I
guess because he was black. I was gonna say cause he was one of us, but
this dude was strange. That's what money, or the lack of having money
does to some of us.

I sent an email to a co worker whom I used to work with. To see this
young lady, you would be speechless. Looks, body and smarts. I've been
around for a while, and I know how to talk my way into almost anything.
I could have and almost talk my way into her...well, you know. But
sometimes the thrill is just the talking and the trying. I think if I
would have went all the way, I would have lost intrest in her. But she
is VERY pretty. She's Trididarian, hoped I spelled that right. Exotic
looking, porn star looking hot. All she's missing is the blonde hair. I
sent another email a while ago, hope she answers.
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Try To Do A Good Thing, And.....

She approached me with her laptop problems, and I told her that I could help her out. She told me what the problems were, not that great. Wanted screen names removed and to be able to access the Internet. She has high speed access at home, but said that it wasn't connecting. She bought in her Lappie, and I looked at it at work, no problem, I can fix her issues. Told her that I would charge her only 20 dollars. Not bad, if she went to a shop, just to look at it 60 dollars, then charges for repairs.

Removed screen names, gave her a password for her screen name, added an anti virus program too. I couldn't update it from my location, Internet connect was shaky, so I wrote instructions, easy to follow so she can update the program. When I told her this, she changed her whole attitude. That's why I dislike doing favors for co workers and friends, its like they take advantage of your just charging them something cheap.

Visit With My Mother.

I try and at least see my mother once a week. If I can't, its no longer
than a month when I pay her a visit. I call, and she calls me. But she
likes to see me face to face. The other day she called, left 3 messages
on my cell phone. The last message she was upset. When I did call her
she said that she was worried because she hasn't heard from me...in
what... a week. LOL

She lives in The Bronx, CoOp City. Its easy to get there. Q17bus to Main
Street, Flushing, then the QBX-1 to CoOp City, 2 blocks from her
building. She buzzed me in, and when I got there she was on the phone
with her back or credit card company trying to get her intrest rates
lowered. She told them, after they disapproved her, that she was 90
years old. She's 74, the nerve !! But you hear and see on tv, the news
about calling you bank, credit card issuer about lowering their fees.
Thought they would do it to. Who are the people that they approve? A
certain demographics I bet.

We went first to Bartow Plaza Mall, to return 2 l3ather coats. A sale, 3
for 100 dollars. She was actually getting bigger sizes for the 2. One
she couldn't, so she aske dme did I want a leather coat. GOOD OL' MOMS
!!! So now I have a leather coat.

Then we went to the post office to mail a package. I thought it would be
crowded, just another person standing in line. The drug store was next,
I stayed in the car. Oh yeah she drives, spend much of the time cursing
out people, and other drivers though. Next went food shopping at Stop n
Shop. I used to work for the company in New Rochelle, NY. S & S changed
their colors, their style, don't like it. Its seems drab.

After that it was back to her house. I helped put her food away, plus
cleaned out her refrigerator. That means me taking food home, frozen, in
a bag with my leather coat. All good though.

So far, enjoying this day off. On the Q17 bus, almost home. Going to
make a couple of stops first, something to drink, amybe some bread, the
home. Relax, eat and watch movies.
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My Day Off

Its Thursday, and its my day off. A good thing. See, I don't have to be back to work until Friday...at 3pm. Its almost like having 2 days off, but on Saturday, I have to open at 7am. I also have 1 6 foot hero to put together, plus open the deli and cook for the steam table. My employer is getting more than his monies worth from me.

What ??!!!, its not raining? But then again, its just the beginning of the day. New York has a new name, Seattle, NY. Curtis Silwa said that on his radio show last night, not Seattle, NY though. But I had thought of that before he said it.

........ !!!!........... ????

Tomorrow, Thursday, my day off, I'm working for about 3 hours. The
strange thing about it is that I'm not even gonna be on the clock.
Here's the deal. Monday a woman came in and place an order for 2 3foot
heroes. I didn't tell her that I was going to do it, but I told my
manager that I would.

Here's where the issue, not a problem... well yeah, a problem comes in.
I'm off that day. The manager comes in at 7am. The next guy comes in at
10am, the heroes are to be picked up at 9:30am. See the problem? You
don't? Let me briefly explain. The manager can't open the deli, and take
care of customers and have the heroes done all by himself. Not tapping
myself on the back, but I can do it. Its all about managing your time if
you ask me.

My manager asked the store manager could I be on the clock for 3 hours
and he said no. So I said I would do it for free. But something just
right now came to me. Let them call the next guy in early to help out.
I'm going to run that by him this morning when he comes in. Personally,
I think I spend too much time at work anyway. They don't pay me enough
for what I do. Oh sure, they give me the hours, but its the pay
increase, that's what I want.

My text buddy, can't call ay names, it seems we are hitting it off. That
is as far as texting goes. Have yet seen her face to face, but I want
to. But me knowing me, I know where I stand at. I don't want to come on
too strong either. This dating thing is a pain in the ass really.

Situation... A guy opens the store along with the store manager. While
the manager isn't looking, he grabs about 14 to 20 cans of Infamil at
4.97 a can, off the shelves. Don't know where he places them, nor what
he's doing with them, but I have a feeling. I let the powers that be
know, the owner. He twlls me to tell the assistant store manager. He
approaches me, and questions me. But before that, the owner..... Wait, I
called the owner and asked him did he have the store cameras on isle 2,
and could he look at the tapes. He tells me that he doesn't have the
time, but tell the assistant store manager about it. Me, I don't know
who, or if this asstistant manager isn't in on it to. He approaches me a
questions me. I tell him a customer tells me. He tells me to ask the
customer what they saw. I don't feel right about it, so later on in the
day, I tell store security. He tells me to see what he does with the
stuff.

Is it me? Are people asking me to do their job for them? It sure seems
that way. Came to the conclusion that I'm not saying any more about it.
If they don't want to act on it, I'm not stressing the issue. I should
have said NOTHING in the first place.
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Zzzzzzzz, Zzzzzzzzz........

I got off from work yesterday at 4pm. I asked to leave early, at 3:30,
and was told I could. Then the manager said I only had a half an hour to
go. No biggie, got a ruxh of customers in, so time flew by fast. But
when I got home, that was a different story.

Prior to leaving, I told myself that I was going on to take a nap, I
said this while walking home too. Got home, checked my email, checked my
downloads, and turned on the radio for my nap. I woke up at 8:30pm,
groggie, and still sleepy. Notice I had one voicemail. Went to bathroom,
washed my face. Smoked a cigarrette...went back to sleep. End of story.

I was suppose to make a couple of phone calls yesterday, never got
around to it, sorry sweetheart(s).
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Monday, Monday...Sunday Was Decent Too

I'm freakin' tired this morning. 10 minutes after I got home, I went
straight to sleep.had to open this morning. Its hard closing at night,
and then opening in the morning. Its good that I live 8 minutes walking
distance from the job though.

There is this young lady that I've met through the job. This was when I
was working at the other store, before my transfer to this present one.
She's cute, got her head together and curves in all the right places.
One problem though, a slight one. She WAS married, now divorce, but
relationships left a nasty taste in her mouth. This guy did a number on
her. She gave, and he took never giving nothing back. Maybe she was
asking for more than he could give. If that's the case, he should have
stopped taking from her. Anyway, now things are different for, towards
and about her. I felt that she wanted to take things a little futher
with me, but then again I could be wrong.

I tried to explain to her because of her past, just go for the 'right
now' moment. But she ants back what she could've had right now. That's
never gonna happen. I'm straight forward, told her I want to sleep with
her, and then we could see what happens from there. Saw that look again,
but she back downed. Its ok. I contact her every now and then, letting
her know that I still think of her.she says that us getting together
will NEVER happen. I heard that all before, its never holds together
either. Told her to come over to the darkside, she said, and I
quote...'nooooooooo'. I will not give up.

So last night I was speaking with her on the phone. Like I said before,
I think in another psoting, she left a strange voicemail on my phone.
She said that her phone was in her pocket, and it dailed my number. I
say, and told her it was karma. With out talk, I tried to set up a date
for this Wednesday, but I had a lot of customers, and never did call her
back. I will today, either call her, text or send an email. I really
want to hold this woman even if its only for just a couple of hours or
even minutes, she's that fine.
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I Have This Strange Feeling

Ok, I'm a single guy who loves to meet new women and stuff. What's the
stuff you may ask ? The stuff is that I don't know what to do after the
introductions are made. I know what I really want to do, that is is to
have sex. Hey I'm no dog here, but if you're attractive, and I think you
are, hey why not. I know not every woman is going to feel that way, but
as they say, ya have to thin out the herd.

Like, I met a nice young lady thru some friends at work. We communicated
twice over the phone. I don't know what to say over the phone, I'm not a
phone person. But then again, I'm on my feet all day, 6 days a week, and
my free time at home consists of of resting up. Being lazy, yeah, that's
what I call it. To me, this dating thingy is way too much time
consumming. There are only so many hours in a day, and both of our times
clocks are kind of off so to speak. I'm interested in her in a sexual
way, cause I haven't met her in person yet. Is that wrong. I don't
expect to feel the same way about me, but that would be nice if she did
and does.

I don't know. Maybe its because I'm getting old, and I know what I want.
I don't want any bullshit. Its like this. This is what I'm about, and
what I do, and the time I have free...what's up ? Too straight forward?
No. Cause women do the same thing too. I don't want to fall into
something that not good for me and to me. I have female friends who
accept me for the way I am, and the job that I hold. They understand
that time is not what I have a lot of. New friends that I meet, females,
always say that you spend too much time at work, you need to take time
for yourself. Their jobs mostly consists of them sitting on their butts
all day. They have a lot of energy after work because they have been
sitting down all day. Not with my job though.
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Staten Island, NY

A friend of mine is leaving NY for good. She can't find affordable
housing, so she is leave for Philly. Not such a smart move if you ask
me, but that's her. She wanted me to move there with her, but I don't
think so. I don't know what the market is for finding jobs or anything.
She gave me the address where she is moving to, so I will search and see
what the market is like, not saying I'm moving there, just looking. I
will go and visit, never been there, so a trip would be nice.

Like I said she is ONLY just a friend, but last night, she said and did
something that suprised me. Well you know. Oh, by the way she is Asian.
She told me that she would love to be my wife, and that over the last 3
years she has come to know me as a good person. But I'm still not moving
there with her.

I wish her the best with her new change.
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The Date Scene ?

There are 2 female customers that come to my counter, sometimes on a
daily basis. Both are cute. One is married, and the other is about to be
married. The one that is about to be married, well both of them are
nice, fine, doable. Sorry, I had to throw that in. The married one, who
is spanish is watching her weight. The black woman, who is about to be
married, says that guys like woman with big butts. She's right ya know,
and she asked me to confirm it. Yes, its true. The engaged one told me
that she has a friend she wants me to meet, she emailed me her photo.

Now, I'm single, no children, and so is this woman, I'm not going to
mention names. The photo she emailed me is a nice picture, and I want to
meet her. I spoke with her on the phone while in the store. Couldn't get
into a normal converstion cause I was at work and there were about 2
customers waiting. So when I got home, the picture was emailed to me.
About 12am, she also sent me a text to my phone with her telephone
number.

I'm not a phone person, don't ask me why, just not. So I will text her
today and set something up, a meeting. She said that she works in the
area where I work at, that's good. But with my job, they keep changing
my hours which they did again yesterday.

Since my hours keep changing, it makes it hard to really get into a
groove. Oh yeah, now I'm working 51 hours in 6 days. People at work are
saying, well at least your getting more hours. What would be nice would
be more hours and an increase in pay too. But that's not going to
happen.

My housemates, apartmentmates, are driving me crazy !!! One of them is
soooo sexy it hurts, and she knows it. Enough of her for now.

Today I have to go out to Staten Island and see a friend who is moving
to Philly on the 28th of June. She says NY is too expensive for her to
live, she can't find affordable housing. What the deal is she wants her
own apartment, but she doesn't work and is on diability, so she moving.
Its stupid, she should learn to adjust. So its off to S I, to help her
carry a table back to her house. I was told that I was spending the
night. Me knowing me, this will be the last time I see her in NY. I will
go and visit her in Philly if she gives me her address. She's upset
cause I won't, 1, move there with her, and 2, can't help her with the
move. HELLO, I have a job, and I can't take off just like that. She
doesn't undserstand this, she wants what she wants, when she wants it.
Well doesn't everybody.
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Business Is Business

Yesterday, Monday, one of my co workers was rude to a customer. So what
the owners of the business did was cut his hours, only 3 hours. Cutting
those 3 hours leaves me to open the deli by myself in the morning.
Instead of him coming in at 9am, he now comes in at 12 noon. That means
that I totally open the deli by myself. The salad case, and cooking food
for the steam table, and plus waiting on customers. I mean I can do it,
I have no other choice but to, but its jst crazy.

We as customers service employees, do get angry, upset and pissed off at
customers. I understand that the owner, its his business, is in business
to make money. But this, the customer is always right is stupid, I
always thought that saying was crazy anyway. Weall are customers at one
time or another. If I owned a business I would do away with that shit. I
know at times I can be, how can I put this, I could and can be an
asshole too. We all don't have great days, mornings, afternoon and
nights. It can't be carry over to bow we deal with our customers. I feel
that when you are rude to a customer its because a customer was being an
asshole in the first place. Some customers just get off attrying to make
you day as fucked up as theirs are. They will do anything and everything
to transfer that negative energy towards you. You feel itm, and you know
you're suppose to have no feelings toward it, but you can't help but to
react towards it, it called being human.

It sucks when you get called into the office and are told that you're
being rude to a customer results in your hours being cut. It sucks when
all you want to do is lash out. It also sucks when you try to explain
your side of the incident, and it falls on deaf ears. If you were to
poll all the waiters and waitresses, customer servics reps or anyone who
deals with a customer on any given level, you will find that we all feel
this way.
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...and Then The Battery Went dead

On Sunday, I was on my way headed back to Queens from White Plains, NY.
On the Metro North tarin, broke out my Sidekick, and started making an
entry. Just happened to look at my battery meter, and it was down to one
bar. Thought I would be okay for at least an hour, but no. In the
battery window, an exclamation point started flashing. That's not good.
Within 2 minutes, my Sidekick stated, saving all data, and then it
completely shutted down, bummer. Got home, plugged it in, and nothing
was saved. Why lie to me, huh ? Didn't bother to re enter what I lost
because, I completely forgot what I was typing.

Note to self, buy an extra charger to keep with me when I travel.
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Friday, Work and Then ??

I woke up this morning early, even though I don't have to be to work
until 3pm. I went to the 24 hour store's ATM, to withdraw money for my
weekly rent. Feel a lot better when I pay before the day ends and
besides, I don't get home until 10pm.

Now there's this young lady that lives in Harlem. I've known her for
about 3 years and just recently we have been trying to get our groove on
if ya know what I mean. This week she sends me an email stating that she
just came out of the hospital for 3 days, nothing serious. NOT serious
!!?? And for 3 days? She says it wasn't and I told her what I want to do
with her. After getting our times straight, she them says that she wants
to rest up some, to be really ready for me, but I can still come over,
just to spend time with her. You know what I say ? If you know we both
want each other, why torture ourselves by being with each other if
nothings going to happen. That's what I emailed back to her. Haven't
heard anything back as of yet.

I told a co worker this. Its not the quantity of sex that you get, its
the quaility of it. He didn't understand. Better put, whay have
hamburger, when you can have steak instead. Then he understood.

I hate having to talk my way into sleeping with a female. Its like this.
You and I both know what I want from you, right? And you know what you
want, but you don't want to seem like you're doing it just for that
cause you don't want to be seen as doing it for money. Also, you might
think that I might go and say something to my male friends about you
doing me for money. What I say is, why worry about that shit. If I do
say something to a friend about what you did, don't you think he will
approach you also and want the same thing. If I was a female, I would
charge the 'referral' more. But then again that's me, if I was a
female.

I know some females that are friends, cute, nice bodies, but they cry
that they don't have any money. Use what God gave you stupid. So what if
some one says something, you're getting paid. And don't be stupid and
charge an outrageous price too. One, you're not in it cause you like
fucking, you're doing it to get paid. So make the price reasonable for
an reaonanble amount of time. 50 to 60 dollars for an hour is just
right. Now if you like having sex, that's something different. Charge
like 100 to 125 for an hour an a half, cause you're getting off too. But
no, these females when I ask them what would they charge, they say 500
dollars. I look at them like they're fucking stupid.

There's one young lady that I'm going to approach very soon. She's worh
100 dollars for a half an hour for sure. Will keep you informed.
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Early Bird Catches The Worm, So To Speak

Ok, I have been putting off getting with this woman for so long. I mean
we get together for sex, before like every week or so. But with my
strange hours at work, its been almost a month now. The plan was I was
suppose to meet her at her house at 1am Thursday morning, she gets off
at 12am. I said I would meet her, but after I got off from work on
Wednesday, I really didn't feel like traveling on the subway at that
time of night. Trains runs funny at that time. Good thing she called me
at about 9pm.

I told her that I would leave my house at 5am, she said okay. I left at
4:30am, got there at 6am, and was back home at 9am. Sex with her, ok,
making love to her is great, but I have a lot of things, well one thing
to do today at 4pm. I have to setup a wireless router, network at a co
workers house. I need 'me' time, if ya know what I mean.

Meanwhile back where I live, one of the girls was in the kitchen.
Looking cute, sexy, all rolled into one. I wish just for once she would
come into my bedroom for about an hour. Maybe it will happen.
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Enough Is Enough...I Think

I keep putting off, no, I keep saving what I type to drafts and never
completely send them. For now on I'm just gonna send staright to my
blog, like right what I'm doing.

With that said, where do I start. Well, you know how you think things
will be okay from the beginning, and then later on things change. Not
for the good or bad mind you, just change. Change is suppose to be good,
but not all changes are bad. My living arrangements are something like
that. Pretty, young good looking womaen I live with and around. Their
habits are something else to talk about though. Their realtionships,
from an outsiders point of view are silly and stupid. I mean, did I act
like that as a yound adult male, I don't think so.

But being an oustsider looking in, I can see where they are going wrong.
I don't have all the answers, but I know what I want out of life. Am I
wrong? I don't think so. The way the world is today, I would think that
our young adults would try and get their shit togetjer on their own,
instaed of trying to always want to have a boyfriend or girlfriend in
their lives to make their lives complete. Sure, we all want some one,
but don't force the issue.

They are having way too much problems. To be continued....
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