......????

So, when shews working with me, in the same store, she knew I had a
thing for her. It was just a sex thing that never really got off to
nowhere. She quit,and moved on with her life, but still came to the
store every once in a while.

Next thing, she was pregnant, met the guy of her dreams she says. I
spoke with her, told her, asked her, was she sure about this big move
she is making in her life. She said, he loves me and I love him.

She gave birth a couple of weeks ago, about 6 weeks or so. Last night
she came by the apartment, her and my housemate are friends. My
housemate ask me was I gonna eat the food that she cooked for me. If not
her friend is here and she is hungry, she had the baby with her. I went
to her bedroom to see her and the baby. This woman has got huge,and I
don't think its because of thee baby. My housemate took the baby and she
told me to come to the kitchen with her.

She opened her heart to me, let loose all that she was holding. The
baby's father left her, she had to move back in with her mother. She is
lonely, tired all the time. Most of all she told me, she wants sex. She
said that will make her feel good again. I asked was she asking me? She
said I know I turned you down in the past, before I was pregnant, but
she doesn't know anyone like me, a person who just speaks what's on his
mind.

I started to go thru with it, but I didn't and I know why. I told her
this... see, everything is okay when you're with your boyfriend,
spending the night bat his house, playing husband and wife, then... you
get pregnant, and give birth. That body isn't as tight and slim as it
was before the baby. You feel fat, but he still wants you. Its you he
don't want to be seen without any clothes on. He got tired of you
turning him down, so he found someone else who doesn't turn him away. At
first he was hiding it, now he doesn't care if you found out, which you
did, and now he wants you out. You don't care, you can always go back to
your mother's house,which you did. All you did there was lose more sleep
and pack on the pounds. You have no job, no source of income other than
Public Assistance. Now you're horny as hell.

So you come to me, thinking that I would just about fuck anything, hell
why not you. True as that may be, but I'm not like that for real. But I
also told her this. If she really wants to have sex, come by Thursday
night at 11pm, spend the night with me. She started crying.

Some guys are really dickheads.
--michaelchappell