Some Shit..I Just Have No Control Over, and....

I can admit when I'm wrong. There isn't no harm in telling the truth, so
why lie. Most people lie because they are afraid to admit that they're
wrong in any given situation. I would tell the truth no matter what in
any situation.

I say this cause, I think I'm about to lose my job. Right now, I'm on
suspension, not pending termination though, but shit doesn't feel right.
Too many people got together and told a big lie to cover their asses.
The lie they told it to, is the owner, and I sat down and spoke with him
about this. But he is going with what his store, and assistant managers
tell him.

I'm upset about the whole thing cause its one big lie. You can do
whatever you want to me, but don't lie on me cause all I have is my
word. The owner told me that he isn't trying to fire me..yeah right.
I've been doing this for far too long to believe anything anyone tells
me. But this shit has got me down in more than one way.

To craigslist I went, looking at postings. Since Friday, sent out about
100 resumes. Today, went to mother's house, she could tell straight off
something was bothering me, so I told her. Her being her, she said '
fuck 'em', they're gonna lose a great worker. She asked me what I needed
from her. She gave me what I asked for too. While there, I sent out more
resumes, and got a email back from a place that's opening up tomorrow,
and then a call. The woman who called said she needs what I have and
fast. Tomorrow at 4pm I am to meet with her, 38th Street & Madison Ave.

Funny thing is...for the last 2 to 3 months I've been sending out
feelers and have got some responses too. But the interviews were during
the time I was suppose to be at work, so I couldn't make it. One place
wanted me so bad that they were willing to come to my place to see how I
operated without me knowing they wanted the address, but I wouldn't give
it to them. Another place wanted me there by 5pm, but my relief didn't
show up til 5:15pm. They didn't get wrote up for being late either, but
I told them in kind words that people do have a life to do other things
too.

I'm hoping this interview works out. I don't want to be part of the
unemployed, its not a good feeling.
--michaelchappell