....and The Shit Starts.

I use to say that all I have to offer a woman is dick and bubble gum, and I just ran out off bubble gum. I told myself that I have to stop saying that no matter how true it may be. So any and the relationship I'm in now, I explained that even though my job is important to me, its not as important as you are. She said she understand.

I have little over a month at this job, and its new location, Times Square. I make fresh Italian Paninis, not the pressed ones, those are American styled. Its a slicing machine, toaster casher register, evrything you may need. So thwe owner and manager wants to hire new people. The business is taking off here in Times Square. Peopel show up for interview. They are hired but don't show up the next day. I can understand that cause they have sent out countless resumes, the options are open. I have done the same thing many of times. So the business has to keep moving forward and those here, me included, we are back to workibg 10, 12 hour days.

My present girlfriend doeant understand this. Its text saying, well hang with you friend at work then. Its not hanging even though it may seem like it is, its not. Times Square is a tourist area, and part of my job is to be friendly. I'm not faking it either. So she thinks that I'm hanging. I told her that. Here is the deal. I work and I work hard. Being that I had rooms to go home to, I would work hard, rest up for the next day. To go and see the woman I was/am dealing with, on my 'friday' I would leave from work and go to her house. But that's not how it is with this woman.

She doesn't have a place of her own, she pays rent at a friends 3 bedroom apartment. Thing is, the husband don't want her to have her boyfriend spendibkg the night there. I'm not going to get off from work, travel uptown to where she is staying at just to hang in front of the building, that's not me. To tell you the truth, I enjoy sleeping with her, having sex with her. Being that she hasn't been in a realtionship in 7 years, she has fallen hard for me. I don't know.

MichaelChappell