I Know What I Want...Out of Life That Is.

Most people early on in their life's, start off not knowing what they want. I didn't have that problem. I told myself at the age of 17 that I was going to do whatever I wanted to do, reguardless of what some people may say. This was including family.

I admit, some of the choices, decisions I made were some bad mistakes. They were MY mistakes, no one else's. I lived with them and moved on. If you suggest I do something I willh take a look at what it is, and if its not to my liking I will say something. Please don't try and run my life, tell me how to do things cause your way may not suit me.

As for an relationship, with the oppisite sex.... I'm not living my life thru you and you shouldn't do the same thru me. If you do, you'll find that I will tell you...  Well let just say I will be totally honest with you. You can't change me, what I do, my way of getting things done has worked well for me most of the time. At the times when it doesn't, I guess I have to learn. If you style is laid back, taking your time, I will get there when I get there, the chances of us having any type of relationship is voided.

People, not all of them, but some depend on me. Like those I work FOR. They trust me with their keys to their business and access to their money. So, what comes first in my life is my job. If they depend on me to be where I'm suppose to be at at a certain time, I will be there. Cause you want me to call in or wonder why I have to leave so early, its because I have a job that PAYS me to be there. Cause you're off on weekends and I work weekends have nothing to do with I don't want to be with you. Cause I make it my business to be at work at least and hour before I start...its what I do. Shit happens along the way, trains just stop running, people get sick on them.

Some people dolnt have their priorities straight, well I do. You're not wanting to be with a man who can't. Support himself..are you? Cause if you do, I'm not that man. Stop tryibg to live your life thru me. Stop trying to change me.

MichaelChappell