Tuesday...

...starts off just great. I am awaken by some woman screaming my name, my housemate.

She stuck her head into my room and notice I was sleeping with an erection. Apparently, she is turned on by this. I wake up like the house is on fire, reading to throw on some pants and dash. She says she was waking me up to tell me she is leaving for work. Since when, after 3 months of me being in your house, that you have to need to tell me while I am sleep, that you are leaving for work. I told her, sleepily, that we have to have a talk tomorrow morning, cause that will be the next time I will see her.

So, I have a breakfast date this coming Sunday at Denny's. I am so amazed at this place. The amount of food they give you for such a low price. But what really amazes me is that no Black people go there to eat. Some work in the kitchen and do the cooking, but none actually, as far as I have seen, have sat down and eat there since I've been in there to eat while I was there. Well, she is 25 years old and had to get permission from her parents, ( I should back out now, right?). I met her parents. Father looked me up and down and gave me that 'father look'. Her mother LOVES me, after I told her who I was and what I am about. I let both of them know that I won't do anything to harm or shame her family name. That sex isn't really on my mind with her, because, what does she really know. Which, she really knows nothing.

I met her walking to the store. We both turned around to see if we were looking back at each other. We started talking ans she walked back to the store with me. After I did my thing, she told me she wanted to hang out with me, so I said breakfast. Neither one of us are driving, so we are busing it. I told her father this, and he offered me his car. I told him no, cause I want to see how on time his daughter will be for breakfast and he laughed. Next Tuesday I am invited to the house for dinner.

See... the perfect, or close to perfect woman for me is... 36 years old, single, no children...PERIOD!! But in today day and age, where will I find a woman like that. I know they are out there, but some have been burned by men that whenever you step to one to JUST talk to, I can tell what her past relationships have been like. They don't know how to let that hurt go from their previous relationship. I know it's hard, but you DO have to move on. Not only that, if you're looking or just want another relationship, they have to make themselves emotionally and mentally available. So far, like I said..nix, nien, nada have come before me, nor have I met.

Not only that, but I have been working some crazy hours and I'm sorry, my rest & sleep comes way before you're bored and want some company. Okay, if you want to go out and doing something, or have something planned at home... Don't tell me to come over and I have to plan the evening or the day, when I am on just 4 hours of sleep. Because, when I do get a chance to sit down, my eyes will close and it's a wrap. I notice that a lot of men here DON"T WON"T work, so they keep those 'hustling' hours. Sleep almost all day, wake up at 3pm, get ready to leave at 6pm and are up all night to about 5am...for WHAT??!! It's crazy.

I have no problem meeting women, it's just in me. I will go up and just talk...about anything. But it's from the heart. I talk about what is on my mind, curiously wanting to know more about her. Most will give me their number, but I dont talk in the phone, rather be face to face with you. Most have a car, so I say we can plan something, an outing to some where. I tell them, gas and food, everything is on me. And most can't get away because, no babysitter or 'other' commitments at home. So what they really want to do is hang out where I live, in my room. But I tell them, I rent a room and that's all I am accountable for in this woman's home. What goes on behind my door is my business. We can watch movies, get some take out and you can even spend the night with NO sex involved, but.. If you want something to happen you will let me know. Like I said, they have children and they can't just lay up with me and ignore their kids, their responsibilities at home.

Oh well.