Stuff Comes To Me In The Shower...

...it's like my mind just opens up to the first shower of the day and all these thoughts come to me.

I met this nice young woman, age 42 online. We decided to meet after 2 days over breakfast. She told me that she was starting a new job in a couple of days. She owns a car, but with money so short, or none at all, she needs $10 a day to travel to and from her job. So I gave her enough for 3 days of travel. We talked over breakfast. She was seeing this guy who owns his own business, a telephone store. He is single and taking care of his teen age children, 2 of them. She is upset because he has no time for her, but... She slept with him on the first day of meeting him. Over breakfast she told me in passing that she might be pregnant. I heard that come out of her mouth, but I didn't really pay it no mind. But I did say, ' so, you slept with him using no protection?', I KNOW I did say this to her. I took it for that she took a risk, and that..hey who hasn't had unprotected sex and just got lucky by not getting any diseases, or pregnant? I know I have, so it was no biggie. I went to her house on Sunday and she told me she was pregnant. I told her that I couldn't see her anymore and she wanted to know why.

It seems that she has no problem with being with me while she is carrying another man's child. In fact when I asked her was she going to tell him, she said no. I took it for that she was going to terminate the pregnancy, which she isn't. She also told me that there are 2 guys who 'want to be' the daddy. WTFF!!???? This woman is VERY good looking, but has the intelligence of a door knob. Told her she should tell him, but she said no. She already has 4 children, one in jail and the youngest is 14 a girl. One, a 17 year old girl I've met... Let's just say she is already FUCKING. How I know? Her ass was propped on her mother's bed, turned to one side in skin tight yoga pants just showing me all of her ass and smiling at me in a way that...well you know. Mother paid it no mind. But that is how she is raising her child, it isn't mine's. Which brings me to...

Not all women are like this. I don't search out for women like this, but I have met them online and in passing in the street, just hello. But once I get them into conversation, it seems like they are all the same. I have no problem with a woman who has multiple sex partners, it's how she manages her business. Being reckless leaves to a lot of children with different fathers and one day catching something there isn't a cure for. Then there are the women that are waiting on God to send them the right man, or that they are waiting on the right man, or..not having sex again until they are married but already have 3 or more children. Who the fuck are they fooling?

So when I...'Hello, my name is Michael, wanna fuck?', when I say that to them, it's because you earned that. Look how your life is. I mean, my life isn't that much better, but I do shower, I do care how I look when I leave the house. I do know how to talk to people when I want something in the store. I know how to talk to a waiter or waitress when I am ordering. It embarasses me when women don't know how to speak when ordering their food. It's like they have no manners at all. The next time that happens, I'm just getting up and walk out and take them to a fast food place because that is just what they type of manners they have calls for.

I don't expect every woman's home to be that of The Lifestyles of The Rich & Famous either. But you could at least clean that pig sty up before I come...well a little bit. I should have known what to expect when there were a swarm of flies...so dark around her house...that I thought that there was dead BODIES, more than one, buried in the back yard. Oh, it;s not, you're not a pretty picture..when you just get out of bed and you KNOW you invited me over and when you answer the door, your breath is kickin like Bruce Lee. Young adult son, 24 years old, giving me Murder One looks..I ask him 'what?', he say nothing. Surprised him that I question what the fuck was he looking at me like that for.

I mentioned all of this because it's not only happens once but MANY of times. Like I said, I meet these women in passing, they sometimes stop me and say hello, or I say hello in passing and it goes on from there.  But like I said, the ones who are waiting on the right man, they have been burned by male bums. No jobs, but on 'their grind'. They want love, but will settle with a man who has too many 'baby momas', like its a stroke of achievement. I honestly think these women think that since these guys have all these kids, there MUST be something GOOD about him. But when he gets caught, the woman wants to be up on the 'side piece'. Hell all of you are Side Pieces. The women, that do have their acts together are so use to being by themselves and are so picky in the man they want, which tells me that they want a man with money cause they just want an extra wallet. They have no problem in being your woman so to speak...so as long you keep them in the style and maintain their ways of looking. Oh yeah, I know the game, see it all the time.

But I'm not hating. I'm observing and stating facts. But one thing for sure about me... I work, I am clean, I have manners...and I CARE about ME!!