"So..Where, What, Why, When"

After returning back to NYC after being away...Rochester, NY, Charlotte, NC and Pittsburgh, PA, I've decided to return home. Met some great people along the way. Did some interesting things also, but I got to see some of this country I live in.

My Toes are Cold, Summer Over!

To me there is nothing to talk about with a woman that I meet for the first time and if any chatting/rapping/conversations with her is small talk because she knows like I know what I'm after. She is just observing how I go about getting what she knows I want, she already made up her mind..sort of and in a way.

I'm fascinated about "Fatima"..and I'm watching this movie about it. I also have been doing research and reading up on the subject. 

It's been said that 2 of the 3 secrets have already been told. The third is written and locked away in The Vatican somewhere and will never be revealed. Hmmm?

Check out the movie.."The Assistant"...pretty good.

30 Million people are said to be unemployed.. This isn't counting the ones who didn't have enough time on the job to collect unemployment benefits...working less than 6 months.

Rainy Days at The Beach

I've learned in my SIXTY YEARS..that people hide.. They hide from others and they hide from themselves. They only do what's comfortable... They don't want drama.. They want a peace of mind.  REALLY!! I..

I don't want any of those things, but I don't ask for them either. I just live my LIFE! I do some things because I never did them and I have the chance to do them right then and now so.. Never know when I will get that chance again.

What I've learned... Men and women are in relationships and marriage out of convience. Sure it WAS Love until they got married..now it's like a job, clock in and clock out.

A woman on here said, after I told her.."I got married because the sex was fucking amazing for her age, she was 7 years older than me..and it was. Things..

Things went wrong after we moved to another state and I said.."Listen, for the next 90 days, we are only shopping at The Dollar Tree Store. If Dollar Tree doesn't have it, we don't need it." I don't know..something in her snapped,and we went out separate ways.

It was suppose to be only for 90 days..and if she would have stuck it out, we would have been sitting pretty damn good. Those stores are there for a reason ya know.

So now I see people in Relationships out of convience.. He pays the bills, I let him..but we don't get down as much as we like to..or should to. He flirts and might even be cheating...she doesn't care to a point. As long as he isn't spending his money on her. She..

She lives her life as... I don't know really, but.. She's quick to point out that she has a man/husband and that I can't do anything for her or with her. This is true but..

But if I see her every now and then, she'll get use to me...and if she gets use to me, then maybe I can.. But who has the time to play those type of games, I don't.

Wait..So I Have to Have a Title, Right?

 Don't know what my title will be, I'll just make something up.

All you die hard football fanatics.. What if there isn't any football this season?

I use to get upset when some would leave remarks to me that I thought were...harmful. Then I thought about it...it's the internet so fucking what, so what you feel.

If some of y'all think I say some crazy shit on here..then you won't want to meet me in person.. I'm the same way.

This 76 year woman..because I asked her her age.. She told me this morning during my Morning Walk.."...your dick hasn't fallen off yet?" I told her no, wanna see. She said to be honest, she hasn't seen one since she turn 60. WOW!!

...and she looks great for her age now too. I see her every now and then during my 5am walks.

My Morning Walk Buddy told me she is like a squirrel...I'm gather nutz for the Winter

One thing for sure about me that I do know.. I Love hard and long. It's not even Love really.. I can Like you a whole lot though..like REALLY Like you.

To me..the relationship is over if or when she said no when it comes to sex. I don't care..the first time you tell me no, I'm bouncing. So..

So, you better break it off with me first before I do it. And you can tell your friends why we broke up too. Because you told me no.

I've noticed a lot of single women at Orchid Beach this morning. So..that's where they have been hiding out at huh?

My friend told me that I bet you're kicking yourself now because you could've been coming here all Summer long. No, too much beach time isn't good for the skin.

For the longest...women AND men have stopped asking questions, stopped wanting answers to questions they have for each other.

What they do is.. They let their social media presence define who they are and sometimes the lack of a social.media presence also. In..

In that case..I'm fucked! On here people seem to know whether they want to or not what I'm about. But do you think I care? I care not because it's no biggie to me. I'm saying what's on my mind.

One woman told me.."Don't let me embarrass you." My response.."Only I can do that..that better than anyone else. I smoked Crack for 4 or 5 years.." She blocked me, oh well.

Okay,This Time...

 Since wea and have been locked down for months now... It just came to me.. Instead of posting on a social media sites, I DO have a spot where I can post my feelings about shit, so....