Rainy Days at The Beach

I've learned in my SIXTY YEARS..that people hide.. They hide from others and they hide from themselves. They only do what's comfortable... They don't want drama.. They want a peace of mind.  REALLY!! I..

I don't want any of those things, but I don't ask for them either. I just live my LIFE! I do some things because I never did them and I have the chance to do them right then and now so.. Never know when I will get that chance again.

What I've learned... Men and women are in relationships and marriage out of convience. Sure it WAS Love until they got married..now it's like a job, clock in and clock out.

A woman on here said, after I told her.."I got married because the sex was fucking amazing for her age, she was 7 years older than me..and it was. Things..

Things went wrong after we moved to another state and I said.."Listen, for the next 90 days, we are only shopping at The Dollar Tree Store. If Dollar Tree doesn't have it, we don't need it." I don't know..something in her snapped,and we went out separate ways.

It was suppose to be only for 90 days..and if she would have stuck it out, we would have been sitting pretty damn good. Those stores are there for a reason ya know.

So now I see people in Relationships out of convience.. He pays the bills, I let him..but we don't get down as much as we like to..or should to. He flirts and might even be cheating...she doesn't care to a point. As long as he isn't spending his money on her. She..

She lives her life as... I don't know really, but.. She's quick to point out that she has a man/husband and that I can't do anything for her or with her. This is true but..

But if I see her every now and then, she'll get use to me...and if she gets use to me, then maybe I can.. But who has the time to play those type of games, I don't.