Feels Like The First Time

I started a new job on April 1st, this month. The last time I worked was..FOURTEEN MONTHS AGO!! Yep, that's right. It's been hard on a Brother.

And it's not like I haven't been looking either. Hitting Indeed more than three times a day.. I think I went on 4 interviews in 14 months. I also think those interviews were only so that the people giving them could collect that PPP. Anywho,I'm working..again.

A couple of things happened to me since and during this Pandemic. One,I've gained weight. From 152 to..present date,184 pounds. Also,I've stopped biting my nails and I have stoped watching as much porn as I use to..which means I also cut backed on masturbating. Go figure THAT one out.

Hey, I know with this virus and being lock down and or whacked up with someone who you claim you Love...might be stressing you the fuck out. We'll, try doing it by yourself then..it's a whole different story. For starters, there aren't that many women out there wanting to have sex. Throw in all that money the government is just giving away, why would they or even should they.

Even people who were close to you,not family..but those who were close to you before the Pandemic..during and while this shit was and is going on, they have totally changed. Like today.. Go on FB,well my timeline..people have attitudes for real. Since things are opening back up they don't want to be bothered for the simple fact you didn't check on them to see how they are or were doing. You didn't check up on me either, so there.

With everything some way or another going back to the new normal, normal...Maybe this gs will get better. But I don't think so. My opinions in my next post.