Friday, July 16, 2021

Why...or Better Yet, How Come

 I don't have to explain myself to anyone. Both my mother % Father have passed on, they were the ONLY ones I had to account for my actions.

If I'm in a relationship with you and I all of a sudden break it off... It's not because of another woman, no NEVER that. It's because something you did over a period of time, MANY times just don't sit right with me. It depends on what you did over that period of time warrants a call from me ending our relationship. But if it's something I know you won't stop or change from doing, I'm not wasting my what little time I have on this planet telling you why. You're suppose to be a grown woman, and YOU KNOW what Fuckery you're doing.

I booked my bus ticket, leaving tomorrow night at 7pm to a State I gassed the rental car I was driving up. It's not a big city but it has big city values. No place lined up yet but.. I food a shelter where I can stay at, clear my head and start on a new adventure again. I spoke with the intake person on the phone..a Sex Offender Check had to be done. She must not have been very busy or if she was, her staying on the phone with me for 45 minutes... She asked me to email my resume to her and within an hour 3 people called me. One is as a Assistant Manger, which I'm going to go to first. I'm tired of work FOR someone when I SHOULD be having them work for or WITH me.

I figured something out too. Ladies... Though you may think some of ya'll are happy in your own bodies...you're not and it shows.How does it show you may asked. When a man is interested in you, you find some excuse to turn him down and or away. The ONLY thing some of ya'll are interested in is MONEY!! Every year I hear the same old story...'I'm going to the gym to get my body in shape for the beach.'... And ta NEVER even step nowhere NEAR a beach. What you ought to take care of is that mind of yours...like I do. But ya'll can't... Too busy 'Living your best life yet'...taken selfies with that 'red cup' or a blunt with your middle finger up... Not ready to explore other things, things you never did before. But quick to post pictures of the food you're eating and the bottle(s) of Alcohol  you're drinking at home BY YOURSELF. Oh, and another reason... Ya think men are only interested in your hands and feet, which ya'll seem to spend a shitload of money on. What about your 'Sweet Spot'? Have you let it grow wild like the Amazon Rain Forrest...because honestly you have given up on keeping it nice a trimmed just in case. NO, you  have NOT, so why even bother. But... Here comes a man you're totally interested in... But you haven't mowed the lawn in like what, 4, 5 years? You you think about cleaning things up...but all within the 50 seconds in your head, out of nowhere you turn this may down and away.

I met this woman online the other day. She's afraid to give me her number, so we chat thru the app which is bullshit. Four days go by since I've sent the message and she answers back. With me, a lot of shit can change within FOUR HOURS, but four days, come on man (Joe Biden's Voice) 

To make women I meet and like, I give them my FB page. It's me. Someone told me that women do background checks when you do that. 'BITCH, I know what I've down in the past. YOU are the one who has a problem with it, not me. But what REALLY fucks me up is when they don't want you to see their page. It's like with their cell phone number. 'BITCH, you're giving someone over in China your face and likeness to open up a Whore spot..and you're worry about little old me.' That video you did giving your..who ever a BJ...or that video you did going down on your best girlfriend who the BOTH of ya'll just clicked delete.. Well, it's STILL out there on someone's server. Thought you should know this.

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