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I honestly think some women have lost their minds.

But I guess..no, I know what it is. I'm too direct and to the point about things. And I read too damn much. And.. I just say what I feel, my opinion about things and issues. If you ask me or hold a conversation with me and I have a different view of the subject, I'm going to let you know. But this time is deeper than that, and I should have 'Aborted The Mission' when I knew.. But I didn't.

When a person is so use to being treated a certain way for damn near their whole life, and someone comes along who is different.. Who doesn't go for that bullshit.. and who speaks their mind, I guess he's fucked up in that person's mind.

There is a person for everyone on this planet, all you have to do is find that person or that person funds you. I didn't want to do not start anything with her, but I listened when she approached me. I should have said thank you but no thank you. Now it's all fucked.

But underneath it all I can see that she is crying out for change. But when it comes down to actually doing the changing, she backs out and away and blames me. So I walk away...and then the calls and texts come in. I want to see you in person again. That isn't going to happen, I make excuses and tell her I don't have the time or energy.

Si5, fir a couple of hours she goes back to what she knows and do. Then it hits her, she wants what I have to offer. Which is anything at all but different from what she is use to.

Tells me I want her money, I don't. I'm trying to control her, I didn't. That I am avoiding her..that I am. She knows the reason why too, but it's her who can't break the contact. Oh, just don't return her texts. But I read them and see what she is feeling and it's hard as hell not to respond as hard as I do.