Merry Fuckin' Christmas

I did something this Christmas that I have never in my entire life had done. I GAVE money as a Christmas gift. Ain't that some shit.

Well, I gave money in total $250 to three different people/persons. One who I am sleeping with, and to her child. And the other who I want to sleep with..who I have never met in person..who I have already sent in total $300 here and there for pictures and videos. Don't EVEN ask, okay.

Like right now I am at the one whom I am sleeping with apartment. She spent the night with her child at her mother's home. I've been here alone since 11:17pm last night...hoping she could get out of spending the night at her mom's house. She couldn't and I was sort of disappointed because two days ago she got a powerful vibrator in the mail and I used it on her. Right now I have :Buddy's, it's the name I'm calling it..I have it plugged in and charging up. This thing is amazing and you women have it good when it comes to..to.. How I I call it? When it comes to Self Pleasuring Thy Self. It has three speeds and I've named them also.

One, a quicky..Intense but not so intense that you di8 want to get up and go about your daily activities. Two.. I call this speed 'Cigarette Worthy'. Yeah this speed does the job and like real time sex, smoke a cigarette afterwards. Three.. This speed is called 'Soul Snatcher Pillow Biter. This speed will snatch all the pain and hurt right out of you..will have you feeling numb as fuck afterwards too, but more.. WILL SNATCH YOUR SOUL FROM YOUR BODY!! Believe me, I have seen this third speed in action. I've welded this Beast and snatched her Soul. And afterwards...I am called 'Baby' 'Sweetheart' and 'Lover'. I was questioned..'You don't have a problem with me using it, do you?' I answered..no, not at all but it comes with me when I leave this apartment. I am NOT leaving IT alone with you in your home. I mean eventually you will have no use for me. She laughed..I didn't see what was so fucking funny. Like really? Ladies get this one, you'll enjoy it. Put it in the hands if your Lover..they will enjoy it even more using it on you. Let me see if I can add these picture. Hold on...

I know, you can barely see it. FUCK!!

The box, see it, Google it or whatever. Thank me later.

She is suppose to come home at 10am...by her lonesome. Her 19 year old cousin is visiting and she said she might bring her over for a couple of hours. I told her NOOO!!! Then I said okay, fuck it. She can join us in bed too. I was waiting for her to say something in the way of, no you're not fucking my cousin AND me at the same time..but she did say anything. Hmmm? NO!! I said I was going to be good. I actually said I was going to TRY and be better but..well, you know.

I have so much..so much shit to do. I mean it's not important, not like that but.. it's shit I want or even maybe need to do. I have some time every now and then, but I want to use that time to do nothing. But let me go and do it now. Fuck!!