Being the type of environment I'm presently in you hear quite a bit of people talking low. It's not considered whispering, but it's on the boarder line. I couldn't help but hear a Convo from a motherfucker I can't stand to even look at. Though our disagreements are long in the past, anytime he talks to me, my response is 'Fuck you'. It's not with anger, it's a calm and to the point response to let him know where I stand and will always continue to stand with or about him. But this time today, he said some shit to an employee here that... That I had to say something.
The employee asked him how his job interview went. I was listening and hoping he got hired for some strange reason. Even though I can't stand his ass,I want him to be working. Well, his response to this employee made me want to just pick him in his fucking throat. 'I don't have a car for nothing...I mean you have to have money to have a car but.. But I'm going through a depression and as soon as I am over it, I will start working again.' It took everything inside of me to not scream out bullshit. This is the same guy gets up early every morning..not to wash, but to act like he's going to work. Same guy who 5hinks he knows it all..same guy who.. I could go on and on, but I won't. He isn't the only one who here has a fucked up way of thinking.
I had ask The Director here can I give a Life Skills Class, he told me no. No, not because I won't know what I'm saying or doing...but no, don't teach these people anything. It's sad as fuck..to be so damn young and not know anything. And don't hand me that bullshit excuse that it's about how you were raised. You're in a different environment, everything, the tools are here for you to use. But you won't use them, you want someone to feel sorry for you. To take pity on you. They won't listen, refuse to listen.
I told them 5 years from now, if and when I see you again..you will 04oba KY be on disability because not only have you given up on yourself, society as well.
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