Sunday, July 31, 2022

'Wedding Day Blues', The 5th Dimensions

Today is my younger sister's Wedding Day. 4pm, and I am so damn Happy for her too 

Don't even ask me why I'm happy for her because I don't even know why. It's in Westchester County, New Rochelle. It took ME some doing to be back up here in New York City too.

I mean I HAD/HAVE to be here. My mother and father past away years ago and I'm the oldest of 5. Though extended family members may think there are only 4 Chappell's, no there are 5 and I'm the oldest. Today will be a rare occurrence, all 5 Chappell's together in one place. It's me that's not there are the time. It's me who doesn't stay in touch, visit or reach out. I don't know why I'm like that. I think it's because I think I embarrass my younger brothers and sisters. I think because of my past with...with everything. All I can say is that sure I regret some things, but not all. It made me who I am today..ALIVE and not in prison.

But this is what I came to New York City for...




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