November 22nd 10:32pm

I don't know what it is or why it's like this. But I find it very stressful hanging out with anyone my age. I tried, and I always end up in my head screaming running away 

I met this very attractive woman while shopping for food about 2 weeks ago. I was just taking my time. I made it a thing that that day I was going to walk every isle in this Walmart. 45 minutes into my littlenfeild trip I turn the corner and there she was, leaning over her shopping cart reading a label.

Her shopping cart was in the middle. I came up behind her and said.."Beep beep, who got the keys to the jeep, varoooom. Who be who be, it me and Timothy." ...and she just started laughing, and sang 'I can't  stand the rain..against my window." I told her, there you go, as now you will have the song stuck in your head for the next 24 to 36 hours. We browsed the shelves talking. Talked about music from back in the day. She's single, no children, 59 years old. Exchanged numbers. 15 minutes she texted me and asked was I still in the store. Told her I'm doing the whole store, walking every isle. She came back in and walked around with me.

She gave me a ride home, sat in front of my place and talked. I asked her did she want to come inside and hang out, listen to music. She said she will be back, had to take her stuff home and put away. She did come back, with baggy sweat pants in and a sweat shirt. I met her out front and walked her in.  She like the room and said, okay, there it is, the bed. I mean it's one bigd square high ceiling room and you can't mi#s the bed.

Noticed my art supplies and asked was I a good artist. No, I'm into graphics, I don't know what I'm going to draw unt it pops in my head.nShe oicked up my digital camera and I almost lost my shit.

On the camera are about 30 or so pictures of a woman completely naked in differnt positions in my apartment. The sun comes in thru the tall windows, window shades in nice patterns. And I ask this young woman could I take pictures of her in certain poses. Converting the nipples, and vaginal exposures. One thing though, I took the pictures about a month ago and I still haven't looked at them yet. I'm working on something else right now , so I didn't want to crossover ideas just yet.

Well, she took her time looking at them. I told her I haven't viewed them yet. She said they are some great shots, you let the sunlight pattern play with her body, and that I really got close up and personal with the model. I told her it was her skin, the textures and very light hair, almost blonde that made me get real close for certain pictures. I knew she was going to ask me... No I didn't sleep with her