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My Sidekick has been acting up, screen doesn't display, trying to get a new one. Really making me VERY angry, VERY ANGRY !!! --michaelchappell

Just thought of something. Busta Rhymes, Lord Have Mercy and Tech Ni9ne should do a colabo. For real. Especially Lord Have Mercy from Busta, they should get 2gether for something wicked. Gonna email T-9 in a bit and suggest it. Probably get cursed out or some shit. I'm listening to T-9's new album, K.O.D., this shit is off the rope chained !! I downloaded ALL of Tech 9's albums, gonna listen to all of them over the next couple of days. Pull the wicked shit, and make a playlist out of it. Ok, Bush, Linkin Park, they are the only groups I know that actually do a remix of their ablum with an actually DJ injected scratchin'. Now that's a real remix. Gonna surf da web for other bands, goroups in the rock area that do the same shit. Linkin Park's Reanimation is great. Bush's Deconstructed is great also, I play the Whole album over and over and ov..... --michaelchappell

And this muthafucker is from Kansas City......Tech Ni9ne...Album...'Sickology', trk...'Ghetto Love'. This track got a Wesr Coast type bounce to it. Found out about Tech Ni9ne about 5 or 6 months ago. Some say he worships the devil. I don't think so, but his beats are RUFF, straight head bopping shit. Baseline is ultra clean. Listen closely and ya hear all types of stuff, as in music stuff. The lyrics are crazy as shit. --michaelchappell

Some people use Twitter for all the wrong reasons. I use it to get sh*t off my chest. Can't yell at some people, so I Twit them. Its strange though. Who follows me. Its mostly spam bots I think. I fioloow some people, quite a bit of people really. Some have some decent stuff to say, others.... They waste their time. Like the up and coming 'so-caled' model. You look good in print, but when you Twitter..... Models should be seen and not heard is what I say, well, not all of them. Just the young ones. I follow this cat called Sockington. This cat has some really strange, real cat-like shit to say. Drives me crazy, has me laughing. I know its not a real cat, but what this person twitters, its what a cat would say if it could. Another young lady, lives in California, I guess. Beatuiful looking, is having men issues. Who would have figured that. I mention before she goes out and drinks almost every weekend, if not every night. She regrets it all the time, this is by what she Twit...

don't you hate it when you really want to do something, but that something..... Well, that something doesn't leave you with enough time to take care of other things you REALLY have to do. I hate saying no sometimes, then there are times when I say no with no problems at all. To me it feels like I've let that person or people down. What comes first to me, as I feel like I'm turning into an old man now, is that I MUST get my rest, my sleep. Especially when I close, then turn around when I have to open in the morning. With no rest, I get cranky, bothered and in my field that can't happen. I hope family and friends understand this. Before I went to sleep last night, 10:23pm, I broke down the hours of my days. 3pm to 10pm I worked, got home went to sleep. Woke up at 5am and have to work from 7am to 3pm. Now today that leaves me with 14 hours before I have to wake up again. I've come to realize that Sunday to Monday is not a good time for me to do anything but work a...

A feamle said that males need, show learn how to show respect to a woman when a pprosching her for the firt time, in conversation. Here are my thoughts on that matter. Take a single guy, in a bar, where if not most of the women are single, are there to have a good time. A good time. What does that envoled? Converstaion, or just there to get drunk? It could be a little bit of both. Who says that women don't want the same thing we want, casual sex. I mention this because I follow this woman on Twitter, she's from LA. Every Sunday night or early Monday morning, she says she's never gonna go out and drink again. Only to end up doing the same thing the next weekend all over again. My thoughts on the matter are simple, do what you feel and have no regrets what's so ever no matter what the out come is. I know some may not understand my way of thinking. But I say this. It it hurts no one else, and it soesnt kill you, what the fuck. Again, we are not suppose to live forever, and...

P.S 99 Walter J. Damrosch JHS 136 HS of Art & Design Dutchess Community College Techinacl Career Institutes Monroe College Westchester Business School Skidmore College Just 65 credits away from my BS. Shhhhh !! Don't tell anybody though, its a secret --michaelchappell

On April 23rd, 2010, I will be 50 FUCKIN' YEARS OLD !! Oh shit, 50 years old. That shit doesn't even sound right, sounds stupid. I don't feel like it, I don't think like it, and I don't smell like it. Let me take a look at what has changed with me. One, when tha fuck or what the fuck is a mid life crisises? Am I to have one....when?? Please tell me, cause I can't really afford to go out and but some exotic car I don't need just because I want or need to feel younger. Ok enough of that, don't want to even think about it. Moving on to women. My taste of women have change drastically. I men now when I see a young woman, and young I mean below the age of say 30, I say to myself, does she think on the same level as me. Don't get me wrong, my level can fall between being up, and being lower. I'm saying I like to have fun, so a 30 year old might be too mature for me, but a 40, late 40 year old may be thinking on my level. But you take a risk, risk is ev...

I don't get depress during the holidays, well I don't think its depr3ession. I just don't like being around family during the holidays. I say an article, ad in the newspaper with symtons for this type of shit. It says that I should be on some type of medication or something. What tha fuck does that mean. Who doesn't like being around a bunch of people acting crazy drinking, fighting getting into arguemnets over bullshit for nothing. Traveling there and back when its cold. Not really wasting my time, but I could be r3esting myself for the up coming week and stuff. Not to say that I'm off on holidays too. Like Thanksgiving. The store is open from 7am to 4pm, my regular hours are from 7am to 3pm. I could take the day off, and get paid 4 hours for the day, or, work ang get time and a half PLUS 4 more hours. I have to work the next day anyway frm 7am to 2pm. I don't plan on eating any turkey either on that day. The beginning of Thanksgiving week, Monday, I'm cook...

In a perfect world...we are all born as adults, no childhood, straight to adulthood. Being that its not so, we have to endure childhood with all the problems and shit, its part of 'growing up'. Why I say this, its because of this, bear with me here. Because we are born as infants and advance to the stages of adulthood, there are a lot of things we grow to know, main things are employment, then marraige and a family. In a perfect world, we are born as adults, then straight to employment and then maybe marriage. Employment. See, if we are employed and don't have to worry about raising children, there would be less stress. That's the way I see it. As an adult, the only person you would have to take care of is yourself, no stress. If you only have to take care of just yourself, as an adult you would only need the basics, food clothing and shelter, nothing else. Being that its just you, do you really need a whole apartment or just one room? To me, just one room that you shar...

I was just thinking, I do that a lot lately...just think. Not use to doing it as much though, don't want to confuse myself, but anyway. Was just thinking..... Why is it that I set myself up to do something, and I never completely finish or do it. I have a reason why. I work with the public, so my alone time is my time. My time to do what ever I want to do. It seems that most of the time its I want to do nothing. I mean I bust my ass at work like all the people do who work, and when I'm finished, I just want to relax and unwind. That's why even the littlw things like going to wash my clothes went from every week to every 2 weeks, then to every 3 weeks. I'm not lazy, its just that sometimes I need to purge all the days work from my head. Its been taking longer and longer to do. Like right now I'm on this watching all these war time movies, color and black and white too. Been downloading them really. Get up in the morning, set 2 or 3 movies for download, when I come ho...

Walking home from work, it came to me. I was thinking again about my time in Germany in The Army, shit stays with me. I wanted to see what the Army Post I was stationed at looked like now, enter Google Earth. Downloaded and installed it, and did a search. GE changed quite a bit from when I first used it. Now it gives quite a bit more info and links. My search took me to Military.com. I had registered there a while ago too, so I logged in and found my unit. People were looking for people. I found one guy D, Crammer, we were in the same section together, he was the brainac back then in FDC, Fire Direction Center. I use to use his urine for Piss Test when my name came up. So I dropped a tag to him with my email address. Hope he gets in touch. Where would we be as humans without computers and the internet. They kinda go hand in hand...computers and internet..ok and humans too. --michaelchappell

Shorts, the movie stars, James Spader of Boston Legal, John Cryer of Two and a Half Men, and William Macy of countless great films and movies he starred in. Its really a kids movie, but with an adult type them, bad is bad, good is good. I downloaded it the other day, and just decided to watch it because Clockwork Orange is WAY too strange for me to watch. Stanley Kurbic is a strange man...really starnge. But Shorts was a good movie. Watch it..er..download it. --michaelchappell

I love listening to musuic, but I don't get enough time to lsiten to it. I could try at night, to go to sleep to, but what I lsiten to gets me way too hyped. That's why I listen to WABC, 770am, talk radio to go to sleep. I also have XM Radio too, 165 or so statons I can listen to too. Less not forget, since I have hi speed, there's internet radio. One of the cashiers at work asked me to make her a mp3 cd, so I did. She came back and ask me, what type of music do I listen to. It vast wide and different is all I can say. I can tell you what I don't listen to, R&B, well old school R&> I do, but not that much., that and this new type of hip hop. Give me old skool stuff. Now the Bookkeeper heard that I did one for her, no she wants one. Problem is that I can't get enough time to lsiten to any music, mostly on my day off if I'm not sleeping. But I will make her a cd, and have it ready for Sunday when I go back in. I have a couple of 2 hour sets by a couple ...

I'm sorry to hear that you are going thru some troubles and are in pain. I don't know what I can do or say to make you feel better. I know...wanna have some sex? Just joking, but for real, try that. See, sex, good sex, tha kind thatmake ya holla at the moon type sex, well it releases chemicals. Ya know about that right? Some one told me about it when I was having a bad tooth ache. I mean this shit would only bother me at night. During the daytime, I would overdose on Advil. This friend told me to try masterbating at night right before I go to sleep. So, I tried it...a couple of nights in a row too. Toothache went away all by itself. Ummmm you may ask. But if your pain is so intense, NOTHING will help it go away. All I can say is that I will continue to say my prayers at night for you. The prayers I say at night are for you to go to sleep without any pain, and to wake up in the morning with less pain so that you can at leats start your day. It all I can do, other thn saying to y...

This woman, Tequlia, I'm following her on Twitter and what not. I have to say, she is a beautiful young woman, but... She can't make up her mind about which sex, and who she wants to be with. Just recently, now she wants a lesbian, she can't be bisexual. She tells about how things will be with her thrru Twitter. Her Twits make me mad as hell too. Don't know why, but they do I'm thinking she gonna grab some young woman, and mess her head all up. Dump her, and then move on. Kind of like a guy would do. So this Officer at Ft. Hood Texas didn't die, huh? Well he is gonna wish that he did when they get finished with him. My job, you know I have to go there, right? Well my job, field, I wouldn't want to work in any other field, well it gettin' to be a pain in the ass for real. People quit, they hire new people and all of a sudden they can't work certain days or certain hours. Fuck that shit. Ya lucky you are getting, having a job. Of course, I could be cut...

What Your Deli Clerk Would Want You To Know. We are on our feet from 6 to 12 hours a day, 6 days a week. If we look tired, most likely we are tired. We do NOT get a lunch break, even though we would probably fall asleep during any break we get. A Deli Clerk is the hardest job in the Supermarket. We are all departments rolled into one. If you treat us like The Help, we are gonna treat you like The Customer. You don't want that? Be friendly towards us and we will return the feeling. Don't know what to eat, ask us, we HAVE TO taste evrything in the deli EVERYDAY !! Out side the store..we are NOT paid to be social with you, but we will and do say hello. Yes, we wash our hands more times a day than you think. We wonder what happened to the days of standing and conversating with us while we sliced your order for you. If you approached the counter talking on your cell phone, we will wait until your conversating is finished, then talk your order. A ham and cheese sandwich is more compl...

Being that I'm off on Saturdays....for now that is, I'm just getting use to the flow of things. Its a pretty good deal. Off on friday at 2pm, and don't have to be back to work until Sunday at 3pm. Then on Monday its 7am to 2pm. Sounds good to me. Sundays is a busy day in the deli, people getting their cold cuts for the school day, stocking up for the next 2 to 3 days. Last minute people coming into the deli, not know what they want. Its a good thing that I'm refreshed and ready to go. If I was working on Saturdays, Sundays would be a killer. I would be ready to kill some people. People don't know what they want when they come to the counter, its amazing, you should see the look on their faces. For these prices, I would know what I want when I leave the house. What's worse than that is, people coming early in the morning. Maybe its just me, but I can't see myself wanting...needing cold cuts that early in the morning, like at 7am !!! These people come to the d...

When I joined The Army, I needed no HS diploma or parents consent, I just turned 17 years old 2 months prior. I learn a lot of shit in the militray, some don't or won't understand the Life Lessons I leraned. Its like this.... You are the protection that all you need. You know the difference between right and wrong. You can get away with wrong for only so long, then it catches up to you. You learn to size up people, you learn how to approach people in certain situations. You learn how to use key words and adhere to body language. You learn to speak your mind, have your say and stand by your convictions. You learn to face up to the truth. Mostly, you learn how to deal with people and life terms. Not all can do that it seems, but those of military train and conditioning do. When shit gets knee deep, we learn to reach out for help. I learned to reach out for help. I also learned that for every action, there is a reaction. You may soumd like its a cliche, it is, but its true. Like t...

See what happens when a person works in customer service/food industry? I asked for Saturday the 12th of December off, it was approved. Its rare that you get a Saturday off in my line and field of work, Saturdays are the busiest day of the week. Well my brothers and sisters changed the date to the next wekend, the 19th. Like, I went to the powers that ne and told them of the weekend date switch, and they told me that no way I can have that Saturday off. I not mad or anything, just a little dissappointed. I haven't seen certain family memebers since I was 17 years old, and was looking forward to seeing them this time. Another reason I'm not mad, cause I know what is, is what it is. Lucky and glad to have a job with the way things are going. My brothers, sisters and my sister inlaw are emailing back and forth with the details about what's going on. Moms knows nothing about it. Its turning out to be a real nice affair so far. I want to be there, and I can, but this is what...

I noticed something again. Since I don't got to the movies, I downlaod them, I've been seeing a lot of movies that I've downlaod months ago, just now coming out. There's one starting this Friday, Pirate Radio. It was good. Another one that got raved reviews, was The Hurt Locker. Now this was a GREAT movie. What are they, leaked to the internet? Smuggled out by an intern, or better yet, its all done on purpose? Makes me wonder. --michaelchappell

I've noticed something over the past 3 to 4 weeks. Its nothing big, but then again....my weight. Since I work with food 6 days a week, I don't each much when I do. Its my time off. I get off from work at 2pm on Friday, off on Saturdays, don't have to be back to work until 3pm on Sunday. From 5pm on Friday, I'm constantly eating, except for Sunday, I don't eat anything at all. I weighed myself on Friday, I weigh 152 pounds. Sunday morning, I weigh between 157 to 162 pounds !! Wow. During this time, I'm not eating any junk food except for maybe 2 bags of potato chips, everything else is a balance meal. But like I said, I don't eat anything Sunday thru Friday. Well I do, its junk food then. Stuff with a lot of sugar, mostly coffee cakes, a honey buns. I think the reason why for the junk food is because I need the energy cause I'm on my feet for 7 to 9 hours a day. Even when I get home, I have a honey bun, then I hit the sack. You would figure that with all ...

Ok, I knew that it was happening in the first couple of days in Nov., but I didn't know it was the 1st of Nov., Sunday, TODAY !!! Got off the Metro North train at Grand Central and ATTEMPTED to walk to the F train station at Bryant Park. I thought my worst fears would be that the train station would be close, this was after coming to 5th ave and ALL the buses...and RUNNERS !! I was wondering why all the buses. Since I NEVER ran in the marathon, it never crossed my mind how the runners got to the starting point. Now I know, they get bused there. At 6am in the morning, there are a lot of people out here who WANT to do the following. Put their bodies thrugh the most pain ever imagin in all the world...no less, in the rain. All the runners, plus all the left over partiers from the Holloween Parade in The Village, makes a strange combination of people walking the streets this early in the am. Last night where I was staying for the night, I saw a Gumby, a Knight in REAL Shiney Armor and ...

I've been hunting 2 times in my whole entire life. First time, West Germany, while in the Army. My unitwent to the field for 3 days. On the 2nd night I was told that ibwas needed for a detail a special one. I had to collect about 20 bayonets. The Mess Sargent called over the radio for our supporting engineer company to come a dig a hole in the ground for him. Right after the dinner mess was serverd, I had to take the slop to the whole that was dug. I went down in the hole and placed all the bayonets points up in the ground. I mad a trail from the woodline to the hole in the ground, and waited. I fell asleep, was woke up and told to report to the messhall, they caught a wild boar. I was lowered into the ground, the thing was still alive, barely, I had to cut its throat. Besides that I had to cut up the pieces and had them up. I was covered from head to toe in blood. Never got the chance to taste it though. Today, I received a package from the meat manager. The owner of the store wen...