Just Some Thoughts of...

So, you left him, moved out to your own place. Your son spent 3 to 4
days a week with you, then... Your husband moved in WITH you. WTF ?!!
See, I know what the deal is/was, and you confirmed it. Even though you
say that you don't love him anymore, its a money thing. After you moved
out, he started giving you more money and you thought that once he moved
in, that say rate of flow of money will continue. Well, did it ? NO !!
Now you talk with me and ask me what you should do, and I told you to
tell him to move out. But that's hard to do this second time around, huh
?

Kim, I love holding you and all that comes with us getting together when
we DO get..when I get a chance to get with you. We have known each other
for 5 whole years or more. But what bothers me is the traveling to see
you. Once I'm with you I don't want to leave, so that means traveling
back to my place and to work. Today, after work, I'm coming to you and
will explain this so just listen, ok.

Armita, sweetheart you're a beautiful young lady. I know you get tired
of mesaying that to you. When we work together we keep it professional,
all the way. What drives me crazy is when you cuddle up to me, and wrap
your leggs around mine. See, I know what's that's all about. Your
bioyfriend who is in another country, which you haven't seen in 3 years,
is a lucky man. But from what youare showing me, you're missing that
closeness of being held, being made love to. You told me this yourself.
So that's why I set the date of May 11th, and you agreed to it. If he
has come to see you by then, I will come to see you, or you will come to
me. You agreed on that.

To all of my female friends from that social network site, I'm not
mentioning the site's name thou. Listen up, I told you what I'm about,
so you can't change my mind about what you want me to do. Its either you
get with it or I move on, like I have done. I'm not the one to play
games or make promises. I work, you work, I support myself, you support
yourself. I pay my bills, I be damned if I pay any of your bills, feed
you kids or any shit like that. When we meet for that first face to
face, don't be put off by what I say with what I want. I don't want a
relationship. We are both beyond that point in our life's. Its now about
compainionship for those few hours when I, we both have the time. Sure,
some going out, but I don't do movies, I go to sleep in them, a waste of
money. Going to resturants, I'm a cook, Sous Chef, I know what a plate
of food actually cost, again waste of money. Quiet nights ate home
either I cook or you. You have kids? It should be established that
you're no longer with the babies father, right? But I do understand when
you do the do with him every once in a while, its like you have to. I
know you have a whole other life other than when we are suppose to be
together seiing or doing each other. So don't say that you're not with
the baby's father cause its a lie. Don't like liars.

In whole, I'm not perfect either. I sometimes just become a 'lazy ass
fuck' hell, I'm on my feet 9 to 10 hours a day, dealing with people who
don't know what da fuck they want to eat. So, if I act like I'm cranky
after a days work, become quiet after a days work, or just lay there
like I'm dead, its because..I'M DRAINED, tired, exhausted. But it has
nothing to do with you. But when I say, I could make love to you all the
time, its true. There is a number of things that turn me on about you.
So what you gained a lot of weight, you may be fat in fact. That's just
more of you to make love to. Its your body, be pround of it.
--michaelchappell

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