whole year. No, it hasn't been a whole year yet. The last time I saw her
it was still cold, so it had to be around January or Febuary, I think.
That last time it cost me 100 dollars of my HARD earned money. I said
that I would turn her loose, never call her or go to see her. I
should've listen to myself.
Me and my dumb ass self, went to The Bronx to see her. I mean, I left
work, it was slow, and I took 3 buses to go see her. Should've went and
stayed home. Without going into detail, she totaly changed. Her looks,
and the way she carries herself, all different. I know she doesn't use
drugs or drink. But some people who don't do neither of the 2, still can
and will have the same motive as a person who does.
10 minutes after seeing her, I went about my business. Didn't make up
anexcuse or anything, just cold jumped on the tran. I know she will
call, and leave a message on my cell phone. I at leats owe her an
explantation, well I think I do. I was totally disappointed, and will be
for a LONG time. Prior to the last time I saw her she was looking and
soing good. But not this time. I thank God, that I'm not that way any
more, not to say that I was, but I could have been.
I will tell her about herself, some one has to, its only right.
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