....Was a Good Day.

Yesterday morning, while walking in the store, Produce isle, found 5
dollars. The store was crowded too, but no one was in Produce Department
section. Not bad.

I heard some shit yesterday also. The cute co worker of mine, had a baby
shower, I was invited. But I didn't go because I'm working on almost a
whole month with out a day off. I wqsnt taking a chance on going, and
then over sleeping. That's just me, how I am. At work people were sayig,
asking how come I wasn't there. Well I have a rule that I go by, and
will continue to always go by.

The woman is pretty who is pregnant, she's all that, Dominican have you.
I would have loved to have 'gotten' with her so to speak. But as always,
I'm not that attractive I guest, or I don't have that look she is
looking for in a man, so she turn me down and away. But we are friends.
So when she got pregnant, I was shocked, even more so when I found out
by who. This guy, also a co worker, with whom I'm very cool with is the
father. But get this. He is married, but not with his wife with 2 kids
by her, plus he has another 2 kids by another woman.

See when they got together it was all good, until he got in a car
accident. The woman whom he was with, not the pregnant woman, the one
who he is cheating with, went to the hospital to make sure he was ok.
The hospital gave her all his personal belongings. So, she went thru his
phone and saw the pregnant womans emails, and texts. She copied the
number down, and called her. She told her who she was and what was going
on between them.

Pregnant woman says she is gonna make his life a living hell, moves in
with him, seperate bedrooms, no sex. He just pays he no attention,
brings another woman home. She gets upset and moves back in with her
mother, whom says she didn't want her to have the baby in the first
place. Kind of confusing, but its not. He comes by the baby shower,
drops off one of his kids, and leaves.

I'm like, why did you have this baby, thinking its gonna be different
for you, he won't cheat on you ? She gave up going to school, in her 3rd
year at college, to have a child by a man who has children all over the
place. I don't understand some females. I mean, open ya fuckin' eyes
sometimes. She's a beautiful woman, easy on the eyes, fun.

So I'm asking myself, with all my other co workers telling me, that she
was asking for me, why? I call her and tell her the deal. If we had
slept together just once, I would have shown up at your shower, but we
didn't. You know I have feeling for you, wanting to sleep with you, but
you turned me down, its okay. But don't expect me to be arouund you when
you turn me down. Its okay cause we work together, but outside the
workplace is a different story. See, I would have never got you pregnant
for many reasons. You're young, in school and you have your whole life
ahead of you. I wouldn't want to put that burden on you, tying you down
with a child. I would want you to be able to be free to come and go any
place in the owrold at a minutes notice. You can't do that now. Oh, you
may say you can, but you can't. You have to find a baby sitter, you have
to think about you kid. You just can't come and go as you want to.

I've notice something though. It seems that once you have a child,
things just stop, and other thinhgs start to happen. One, you can't just
hang out all night, and go staright to work any more, not saying you may
want to, but that does happen sometimes. And at your age, you should be
able to do that. Another thing is, even though you're gaing experience
as being a new mother with a child, you're also losing experince as
being a young adult. Somethings you need to experience being without a
child.

--michaelchappell