to date, then we were only sleeping buddies if ya know what I mean.
Then, its almost a whole year now, I haven't seen her face to face, no
contact at all. Then I receive an email stating the following.
She is/was/is seeing aguy now for almost a whole year now, but put off
sleeping with bim cause she doesn't know where her and I stand at. She
actually asked permission to sleep with this guy. What am I suppose to
say? If I say, go ahead, it might show that I don't care about her. If I
say no, wait on me, that's being selfish as hell, right ?
She lives almost 2 hours from me by train and bus, and I don't get up
her way that much. I could make a trip to her house before I go and see
my mother, but she expects me to spend the night. Or, I can go see my
mother, then spend the night at her house. Either way, its putting
stress on me and what I do at my job.
After working 6 days straight, I just want to layup at home, quiet
without talking to anyone. When I go visit her, she's so happy to see
me, she can stop talking, and that means I have to pay attention, and
not fall asleep after sex. See what I mean.
So her asking me can she see this other guy has put me in a
predicturement.
--michaelchappell
--michaelchappell
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