The Hardest Part Is..

...waiting. They tell you that they want you and they say to expect a
phone call from them. But still, the hardest part is waiting. I dislike
waiting, no for real. Its either right here and now, or never. Always
been like that.

Even when hanging out with friends, I won't wait for you, but will meet
you there. But not with my old army buddies though. The know the meaning
of right here and now. My friends now, f I want to borrow their car.. I
throw in money and a half tank of gas, but its like pulling teeth for
the keys. Army buddies...see me when you return the car. I'm talking
about my army buddies from the late 70's too.

But I'm still sending my resume out like clockwork. I'm not putting all
my eggs in one basket, gotta keep searching. This place called me to
interview, got the job. I have orientation on Tuesday down in Manhattan
on West 29th Street. Had to buy a Metro Card, they are 29 dollars now
for 7 days. Man, shit is expensive to travel around NyC.
--michaelchappell