...Don't Push M Cause I'm Close To The Edge, I'm About To Lose My Edge...

I'm not a violent person by nature, it takes a lot..no, let me stop right there. I have a temper and its on a short ass fuse. I feel and I believe that a pesron should always respect themselves, and then others will respect you. Sometimes it doesn't work out like that, take yesterday.

Eddie is co concerned that cause he is training me, that he is going to get fired, cause 6 weeks ago he did the same thing. He was trained, and they fired the person that trained him. Danny, the guy that makes the salads, whom is 22 years old, AND this is his first job, I feel that he was riding the same yellow school bus when he was a kid, but I digress. Danny is a slow thinking. He thinks that he know a lot about shit, but he doesn't know anything. He asked me to borrow my marker, while I was walking pass him, in joking I said no, I was carrying dirty dishes to the kitchen, so I didn't stop. When I came back, I asked him did he still need it, he went off on me. Like I said I have a temper, so I have to admit, I said some things to him, and I didn't hold back either. Eddie was standing right there too when Danny called me a snitch. Yep, he called me a snitch.

This is coming at me when I've only been at the job for 4 days now. I started to smack the shit out of him just out of just being on the street. See, he knows nothing about what it means when you call some one a snitch. But I found out what the problem is, and now I'm looking at the two of them in a completely different way.

One, Eddie is worried about being fired. If you're doing your job, why worry about being fired? Eddie, is just a dumb punk stupid ass kid. Both of them are punks really. They talk shit about the owner and the managers, but when management approaches them, they know that they are placing fear in their hearts, they have no respect for them. So I look at the 2 of them as spinless fucking worms, no backbone at all.

I'm off the weekends so when I come back on Monday, I won;t say shit to neither of them, but I will work with 'em thugh.