Friday, May 31, 2013

Would'nt You Know It

Right off the exit of I~95 going South, is an intersection. 3 gas stations and 2 fast food resturants. One of the gas stations I go into and buy stuff early in the morning has a Help Wanted sign posted on the door. So I asked. The guy behind the counter says he has been waiting for me to come in to apply and that I should. Hours are 11pm to 7am and I can choose the days I want off, 2. Thing isI have to be at work at various hours, 7am, 8am and 9am. I can request a starting time at 9am and probably get it. Will check today at work.

Heatwave hasit New York City. It seems 3 straight days of 90 degrees, you can offically state a heatwave. So today will be the 2nd day. With the heat comes the women barely wearing any clothes. Already I have heard, 'its hot and I don't like guys staring at me like they do'. Well if you somewhat cover up theat nicely shaped butt of yours and throw some more cloth over those breast, you won't have that problem. Then there's the 15 and 16 year olds whose bodies are those of 15 and 16 year olds. My GOD!! I don't know what they are being fed at home, but its more than milk that doing the body good. You have to look VERY closely at the face to deterime the age. But the ones that are of age...all I can say is that I will try and make it to the beach this weekend and really check things out.

Thursday, May 30, 2013

Access

I went to work and I let my 12 year old nephew use my laptop...bad choice.

I don't know what he downloaded or looked at online, he's 12 years old, who knows what. But, my network adapters went...God knows where. I can't even hard wire in through the wireless router or even through the modem. My network folder in explorer is empty. Googled ALL possible fixes...nope, not happening. But I have other ways of getting online.

One way is through my smartphone. I can download, but it takes forever. I also have a Chromebook, can't download from there at all, its all cloud based. Got a tablet too which I can do everything with, download and view. But I also download music and I tweek my music, which I can't do on my tablet. I'm talking about MP3Gain.

Download on tablet, transfer to usb, and hold it there because.... Laptop is getting the Network Adapters installed. Its been 3 days now and no word of progress or. Status of repair. Its not like I'm 'connected' to my laptop, its just I do a lot with itand I like to stay connected. In other 'news'...

...women want to meet new guys, sort of. But what they aren't ready for is that new new guy they are dying to meet, to know about how they live. They have this concept that women are 'suppose' to be living this certain lifestyle. That they are suppose to 'have' all these 'things' in place. For a new guy to come along, they think and feel that they will be judge. I don't judge anyone, the way you live your life is your way. If I'm involved with you and I see that the way you live isn't what I want, I will tell you. Has nothibg to do with you, its me.

Saturday, May 25, 2013

On The Other Side of The Doors...Toto, We're Not In Kansas Anymore'

Nephew graduating from Renesslear College today, so I jumped into the car with my sister and her husband for the 3 hour drive to Albany/ Troy New York. Ipod Nano..check, Android Tablet..check. Staying awake for the whole trip..that didn't happen at all.

At hotels and restaurants, I've always been on the other side of the doors...in the kitchen. Feels strange to be sitting at the table and being waited on. I mean I have worked inthat capacity before; filling in for a waiter who called in sick, saw it as an adventure too. Well, after the trip up, we went to Angelo's 677 Prime, a Steak House for lunch. I ordered a burger. My brother in law paid for everything, but I couldn't help but noticed the prices. OMG, that much for a burger, AND the place was packed for lunch.

My brother and sister also drove up, my sister took along my 12 year old nephew too. Checked in Hotel Albany, shared a room with my brother.

We were suppose to go to a dinner ceromony held by the college, with a meal that had a decent price, but... since my brother in law loved the restaurant we ate lunch at, our party of 10, he decided that dinner would be also at this resturant too. That meant steak. I have you know that dead cows; we cooked properly, are VERY freakin' expensive!! I had. $41 steak. Hell, I felt I should've got a lap dance with it too. The salad alone could've feed a family of 3. I don't drink, so after 2 to 3 sips of some one wine, I wasn't feeling any pain. The table had 4 bottles.

Its raining and has BEEN raining for 3 days now. Was suppose to be held out doors, but onhthe news last night on tv, they said the ceromonies arevbeing held in doors. Since its limited seating, only 3 are allowed in for the live galor, all others are in a room with a video feed. Okay, I'm ready to go back home now then. So, for 3 hours I have to sit and watch it on video monitors? What fun is that. And THREE HOURS !?? OUCH!

I have 2 female friends that live up here, I contacted them. I told them before hand I was going to be in the area, they thought I was bullshitting them also. Now when I called them, they came up with some excuse, 'the dog is sick', my gold fish aren't feeling well' type of an excuse. But when I was back down in the city, they couldn't wait until they see me. I'm going to go into that one later though, cause right now at 5:30am, I'm trying to find a decent cup of coffee.

Friday, May 24, 2013

Dinner with my brother & sister with her son, my nephew at...

Thursday, May 23, 2013

Iron Man 3...In 3D Too.

Last night... Man, what a trip. Got off from work at 2pm, caught the train uptown to The Bronx to connect with Westchester County's number 20 bus heading to White Plains, NY. Something told me to spend that $9.25 and take Metro North to White Plains, but me and my so called be 'thrifty-self, said take the bus cause you have an unlimited Metro Card. Should've taken Metro North.

So where do I start on where this trip was so fucking miresable, huh? Was it the PACKED double long bus which had NO ac? Or, the lady sitting on my left who just felt it was her duty to kick me every 5 minutes when she suddenly awoke from either her sleeping or her dope nod off of H? Oh it gets better. The guy sitting on my right whose left leg that kept on jumping all over the place like he had ants in ONLY THAT FUCKING LEG !! I had had enough and 'barked' on him...and the woman too.

The movie, funny thing is that I downloaded it a whole week before it made it into the theaters. But my ex wanted to go and see it in 3D. Total people inn the movie 5 and us 2. My ex feel alseep cause I have to admit it also, it was boring as all hell. But Downey, being him, his acting was great and even he was also funny.

On the 6:09 local Metro North train heading into Manhattan. As soon as the conductor comes; which I hope is soon to get my ticket, I'm going to sleep. I have an hour ride. Zzzzzzzzz

Tuesday, May 21, 2013

It's All In The Planning...'I Like It When a Plan Goes Right'

Last night I don't know what happened with my laptop, but I think I know what I did though. I downloaded a movie and opened another file and installed it, which caused my network adapters to just leave the fucking building. Funny thing too is...I debated about installing the software and said fuck it, why not? Now I know why not.

I have a busy next 4 days. Tonight. After I get off from work, 2 hr and 50 minute bus ride to White Plains, NY. Ex GF wants to see Iron Man 3 in 3D in IMAX. She has free tickets. Nevermind that I download a VERY CLEAR copy of it, naw, she wants to see it in the movies. I'm spending the night, don't have to be at work until 9am on Thursday. After work, coming home, then leaving in 4 hours to go downtown Manhattan, Santos Party House. A Hip Hop gathering is going on, got my ticket already. Don't know how late I'm staying, doesn't matter cause I'm off on Friday. Friday, I'm driving upstate NY to Renesslear College with my brother doing the driving to my Nephew's graduation which is on Saturday, but the dinner is Friday night. I'm trying to hook up with a female friend that Lives in Albany. If. I do, I won't go to the dinner and have dinner with her instead in my hotel room I'm sharing with my brother. Saturday after the graduating class get their sheepskins, which I hope doesn't last all freaking day cause I never been to one of these before. Oh, I've been in the kitchen, but not actually sitting there. Well, I hope its fast, brother will drop me off in White Plains before he heads to The Bronx.

I was invited to a cookout on Sunday which is upstate NY, Middletown. It will be crazy getting there. I have or would have to take Trailways or somethibg so I am not even bothering....but she begged me. I told her if we were like taking over a bedroom, I would be there. She said its not her home and she can't promise me anything would happen being there will be a shitload of people there. She also told me that if I don't come, she might fall into the wrong hands. I said, do you then, which really upsetted her. I don't even know why she is going, she told me she doesn't like the people who invited her. If liquor and beer is involved, I expect shit will jump off. Best I stay the fuck away. MIDDLETOWN, NY...that's God's Country.

Hope everything goes as I planned. I only can control what I do. I dislike depending on people for the first time, even though they are family.

Thursday, May 16, 2013

Bet It REALLY SUCKS Being President Right About Now, Huh?

Don't ya dislike it when shit happens in your house and you know nothing about it. Its like your the next to last person to know, cause the last person to know would be your wife or girlfriend. THEN...ya gotta her the BULLSHIT from her TOO.

Right about now I bet Obama really wants to use that 'excutive privildges' and make motherfuckers completely disappear. I know I would. Then to hear that man, don't know what or who he is say..' its not about who is going to resign, its about who is going to jail'. I bet Obama was saying, 'why don't you just shut tha fuck up!!'.

They say; whoever the fuck 'they' are, but they say shit comes in 3's. But can it get any worse? All that needs to happen is that Michelle was caught 'creeping' out on Obama, or one of his daughters get pregnant. But I think it would take something far bigger than that, and now, its gets to begin to get scary.

So how to you push if not...how to you make all those that 'be', focus on something else. Oh, they are testing the waters as I speak, and I'm not the one to say that there are people watching my every move too. But something will cause the American Public to focus on something else...that is if this and all what's happening last through the weekend to Monday. Most are worried about what's making the headlines of the front page in newspapers, or what the story is in the news on all the news channels. What Washington; the White House got going for them is that MOST people don't watch those news chanels that really matter. CNN, MSNBC, and Foc News channel. That shit maybe too far over some heads and a little too hard to understand. Pisses me the fuck off when I hear people say, 'that shit doesn't matter to me', 'that mess doesn't involve me'. YES THE FUCK IT DOES.

I always wondered how the DOW & The NY Stock Exchange can make the news by saying the the market closed at a recors high today. So where are the jobs that if the market did great, where are the jobs at for some if not all? The rich keep getting rich. Your average worker is doing the job of 3 people...not being paid for it though and STILL has to keep up production cause if doesn't, the employer can find some one else to do it even less pay, while adding more responsibilities. Its funny, when I tell people that we don't get paid for what we know, its for what we do. They don't understand the concept when I say I would rather be paid for what I know, that's where the real money is at.

On a lighter note. 'Act like you don't give a fuck, and see what happens'. It really works.

Wednesday, May 15, 2013

Just When You Thought It Was Safe...

Just read this week's Time magazine and the article on Netflix has my head spinning.

Did you know that when you watch something on Netflix, they know who, what, when and where you are? Think about this for a moment. They already have your credit card info with your name. They know what you watch, where you watch it, what you watch it on, how long you watch it, and just about anything else you can just NOW think and thought of.

Do you think Netflix is worried about if oe customer gives out, let's say his or her email and password to..about 5 friends? Quite sure they have some type of method in place, like only watching from 2 devices at the same time or something like that. Anyways...Netflix is the TV of the future.

Whats In Your Wallet, Whats The Best Time To Call?

I got off from work an hour early. I see, saw it as not losing an hour of work, but gaining 2 extra hours of rest and sleep...so I thought.

I have a nephew whom is graduating the 25th of May from a college that is well know for creating some of the BEST engineers in the country. Was asked y his mother, my sister asked was I going to his graduation which is located 2 and a half ours outside of New York City, Troy, NY. Wasn't planning on it, but thought of it. Well yesterday evening my sister stops by WITH a suit and a deal in mind.

Her and her husband plus my brother are going. In fact, they are leaving the day before for the dinner, getting hotel rooms...and I HAVE to attend. Oh, don't bother asking CAN I attend, just go straight to I AM GOING mode. No biggie, okay. Then it just dawned on me. One worker is on vacation and another is taking that Friday off. Change of plans, check bus sched, see what bus and how long it takes to get there after 3pm for Friday. Oh but wait....

On Wednesday, I HAVE to go and see Iron Man 3 in 3D in IMAX with my ex cause she has free tickets. Never mind that I have the clearest downloaded copy of the damn movie, and I told her this too. I can handle that. Then there is Thursday, BIG Hip Hop thingy at Santos Party House in Manhattan and all the BIG named DJs will be there...Africa Bambatta for one, Zulu Nation. Already have my ticket. I want to go, but...I might not go. This one is still up in the air.

Okay, soIm suppose to drive upstate NY with my brother. If I have to work, can he... One pick me up at work? If he can't, what time are the buses leaving out of the city for upstate. Its not online, have to call a 1 800 number, too early to call now, not open. Sister text me late last night, if you need shoes and a white shirt, this Saturday, we can go and get them for you. She knows I have NO money.

So I'm looking at 2 weekends of my time being spent with what others want me to do. Or...I could just say NO. No isn't an option right about now.

Thursday, May 9, 2013

....?? !!

It's a shame how we as human beings act. I mean accross the board. From the small things in life, to far greater and meaner thinhs also.

Take this guy who kidnapped these 3 women for almost 10 years. What I don't understand is how there were 3 of these men living in the same house and only ONE is being charged. Come on, for almost 10 years and the other 2 guys didn't notice something strange that one, and its the biggest thing...THAT THEY NEVER LEFT THE FUCKING HOUSE!!. How do you NOT know something VERY WRONG is going on.

Okay, 4 elderly woman did call the poice and it took them almot 2 hours to show up. And when they did show up, they knocked on the door, since no one answered, they left. So what if these 4 women were know in the neighborhood as being extremely nosey, so what as policemen, you took it as them, the 4 were just seeing things. As police offiecers, any OTHER time they would have bust down the door, but not this time.

Now, what about that guy that DID broke down the door and freed them all? From what I seen at first on the news, like CNN mostly, it was as if they were making fun of him. This guy did a GOOD THING, and not much of many news channels has mentioned him. But what was mentioned, and this I don't understand, a Police Conference news cast, the spokesman THANKED all other Police Angencies and DID NOT mention this one guy who broke down the door. But what one Latino Officer did say? That what this guy who kidnapped these women is in no way and should be taken as no way that that's how the Latin community is in general as a whole. Why did he mention that? The FBI and the local Police had nothing to do with findinlg these woman. That ONE man did.

Moving on to that trail of that one woman who killed her boyfriend, she was found guilty. Good I say, but I'm not jumping up and down, clapping and hollaring all over the place like those fools did outside the courthouse. So that what we as humans have stepped down too, cheering idiots when some one is found gulity. Hey, while we are at it, let's hang her in the town square. Better yet, tie her to a stake and burn her. Some people, you actually see their true colors. And speaking of...

We had a meeting at work yesterday. The FChef went over a couple of things with us. Its 5 of us, and The Chef. He mentioned that since I am The Chef Tourant, a position that covers all stations in the kitchen, he felt that some of the team were putting all their duties on me. Like when they spilled something in one of the friges, they would tell me to go and clean it up. Spill something on the floor, Mike would clean it up. Oh, I did and then I would say something to the Chef about it.

One thing he covered, the extra food that is lefted over after lunch. The 2 women in the kitchen would be so concerned with packing it up for themselves, that doing their job, cleaning up, the paid no attention to detail about doing it. These women would leave with at least 2 shopping bags of food a piece. We would never throw it away, cauwe they would take it. But what the issue was...Security had a problem with it. Being in the kitchen, we don't have to pay for our meals, all other employees do, $5. When leaving Security ahs to inspect your bag. Nothing like. Security staff STILL being hungry after lunch, and see 2 kitchen staff members leaving with SHOPPING BAGS of leftover lunch. So Chef mentiones something about it. He says take enough for one or two meals for ONE person.

That with all the things mentioned before created a shit storm in one of the woman. What they, and I mean all of them would do, is milk the clock. Sign in when intering the building, then go change into the cook's uniform. Same thing when leaving, change into street clothes, and then clock out. Doesn't sound like a big thing, right. Well it is. Theor hours as full timers are 7am to 2:30 pm, but they end up clocking out at much later a time. I don't know what time it is or was, but for the Chef to mention it its a biggie to HR. So one of the women who I thought was a sweet person, her whole being changed. I walked by her duribg lunch and she elbowed me in my chest. I said something to the Chef, he spoke to her and she said she felt, she thought I was going to bump into her should with my shoulder. Chef wants to keep this under the table and he is out on vacation starting today. I'm going in as if nothing has happened and I know she will be cold as ice to me today. Just gonna do my job...and start looking for another one.

Sunday, May 5, 2013

Conversations...

Over the years I have had some remarkable conversations with people, male & females.I find that speaking, holding conversations with females are WAY better.

Years ago a guy would have to know how to hold a rap, a convo with a female. It can be tricky at times. Its either the male isn't well informed or he can be too much informed. Take me for example, I read a lot. What I mean by a lot? If its in print or digital, at one time or another I have read it. You say, that's a lot of reading, right? Well most of the time I'm just skimming articles. There has to be key words in the headlines to grab my attention.

Had a crazy as convo with my ex today, while sitting on her couch, with 'my' blow up bed propping both out feets up while watching Sunday Morning on Channel 2. She asked me have I seen her wehite t shirt cause she doesn't know where its at, I had it on at one time. I gave it to her and she said keep itcause I might want to smoke another cigarette while standing in her bath tub with the window open. Its kind of chilly outside. I told her no take it cause I can stand there and smoke, its not like I have breast to hide like yours. She said, watch, one morning you're gonna wake up with some. I said, then I won't need you and how would you like to have a penis, its great having one. What she said blew my mind. She said, hell no. With a penis you only can cum once and men don't have G Spots. This is coming from a woman who has had only ONE lover in her life me.

I ask myself over and over again, why do I stay some what attached to her, my ex. She tells me when she doesn't see me every weekend, she wished I were there. And when I'm there, she spends most of her time, her weekends, in her bed. Oh, I don't and have never slept in the same bed with her, even when we were a couple and living together. She has this thing of always having to sleep alone as I have a thing about hugging, cuddling when trying to sleep. In her place, she has a Queen sized, double hight Coleman's inflateable bed for me to sleep on. Mind you, she has a studio apartment so its cramped when my bed is inflated. But we make due.

The conversations I have with her, with me starting them, range from music to religion. I try and stay away from religion with her, but she waks the line and is on the fence of becoming or once was a Jehovah Witness. Not sure though, but I did ask her about it and the look that came over her face was that of one reliving a bad nightmare while awake. Her views on God and serving God are way different from mines. She gets so angry with me some times. Like I said, what if there isnta God. What if we were placed her on this planet as an experiment and there are forces, aliens for more advance than we are,h looking at us as humans like some science project. Shouldn't have said that to her cause it set off a great big Shit Storm. She refuses to think outside the box on many issues. Issues like, the Bible was written by man, men who didn't actually lived during those times, but wrote down was was passed down to them from other men. Just like now, many years from now, people will write, recors what is happening now, in THEIR present time, what they THINK, not KNOW what happened. They will assume cause there will be no one alive to stae the actual fact. History is only what is written, it doesn't make it fact. That's what my conversations are like.

I refuse to think how the 'masses' think on certain things & issues. Its not that I'm being rebellious, its not the way I am thinking at the time. True, it may change, my way of thinking.  Like Gay Marriage. I believe everyone should be with the one they choose to be with, even marry. But some people are making a big thing out of it. Like what, you want to be able tomarry for what reasons? So you can have that rent stable apartment, to collect on the insurance when one passes on? For what? Its shit like that where my way of thinking flip flops. I mean love is love, but for waht reason on a grander level?

Cynthia..she told me she wants some one, a man, who can be completely honest with her.I asked her to ask me what ever questions she wanted answers to, she told me there are a lot. First one was on marriage...I don't believe in it for the simple fact that sex stops after a while and woman hold it as a Whole Card in their hand. She countered, it sint aout sex. Well what the fuck is it about? I was attracted to you by the way you looked without you even opening up your mouth and the first thing you ask is about marriage? Fuck outta here. So I'm suppose to put a ring on your finger, support the hosuehold and its not about sex? So you don't mind me stepping out else where? Sex equals love and love equals sex. You stop having sex with me, I can easily stop loving you. Guess she didn't and don't want to hear that. Meeting her in person later today, she probably cancel too.

Friday, May 3, 2013

Why I Love New York City Soooo Damn Much !!

...it NEVER SLEEPS !! Maybe you mightnot understand what I mean by this, so let me explain.

You know how stores close for the business day? Well, take any type of business...and some you never knew there were a business for, they're open 24 hours a freakin' day. Say you dropped your phone in the toliet and you NEED it dried out like 'yesterday'. There are stores open around the clock for that. It will cost you, but they are open. Can't sleep and feel like doing something...anything. jump on the internet, google '24 hours NYC' and see your results. You can go swimming at 2am, mail a tter that needs that day's postmark, clothes and food shopping...ANYTHING!! If you wake up early in the Summer time and like paddling around in a kayak, the Hudson River, opens at 6am on Saturdays and its FREE. Besides having a Gazillion people who's taste are far and wide, you MIGHT be able to meet your soulmate...still trying to figure out what a soulmate is too.

Yesterday I got into a heated agruement with a female friend over the phone at work in our break room, and that shit is bothering me today. Not what I said and told her, but I allowed her to take control of my feelings. I dnt dislike her, nor will I be distant from her, but she will soon know what feelings she created in me during our conversation that day. What started it was she threw up in MY face HER bills she HAS. Told her those are her problems and not mine. She came back with if I care about her, I would help her out. I said those men you're fucking, ask them. *Phone Silence. It was hard to tell either, neclecting her bills, her kids and her appearance for jumping in and out of guy's cars cause SHE thinks THEY think she is hot shit. Tried to explain to her that all they are doing is trying to get in her pants and she has lowered herself to do it for only a fucking car ride. She will never learn. I guess be homeless and placed in a Single Mom With Kids Shelter will wake her the fuck up.

Thursday, May 2, 2013

That Was Just So Fucked Up

This woman I know who is so way out of my league, that I allow her to use me as if and when she decides to 'slum'. She is so high maintenance, her taxes are more than I make. But we met on the street and I made her laugh. She has a live in boyfriend and a couple on the side. Neither of them know how to repair computers though. She called me with a computer issue.

Haven't seen her in about almost a year, so when I stepped through her door to her apartment, my mouth just started saying shit.I had no control over it. I said stuff like, when she takes a shit the Angels and birds start singing. That I bet there are men hanging around your trash just hoping to snag a pair of the panties she throws away after she wears them just one time. That all I want to do is just lick, bite, nibble, suck and tongue ever inch of her body. I said all this THINKING she was home alone...she wasn't.

Her boyfriend steps out from...the fuck, I don't know where. Gives me this look, and then says..that her doesn't eat pussy. All I can say is, well you BETTER start learning or you will have some serious issues starting with me. He then shakes my hand. WTFF?!!! (What The Flying FUCK). Dude I just told her, with you listening what I would do to her which is illegal in some states. Oh, I also told her that I just want to watch and beat off while she takes a shit, she laughed. He put his jacked on and LEFT! ????????

Okaaaay, first I told her to strip down to her panties ONLY, or she is gonna have to pay for this computer to repaired, she did. I told her all types of things to and say for about an hour while I was fixingher computer. She drew the line with masterbating in front of me, but sis tell me she was extremely wet. I asked how wet..she smeared her fingers under my nose. The blood rushed from my brain to 'other' parts of my body so fast, that I almost past out. Computer was fixed and she paid me too, I left.

This morning I get a text from her, she has a girlfriend who is single and wants a man who isn't going to be there 'all' the time, who will make her laugh and HAS a job, she gave her my number. I can't wait until she calls or text.

Its getting nicer and nicer here in NYC and I can't believe that other states are still getting snow. Oh well, extending skiing season I guess.

One of the guys from that Rap group Criss Cross has died. Years ago I tooka bunch of kids to the circus and Criss Cross performed, it was at Madison Square Garden. EVERYONE was on their feet, kids. Adults and clowns were dancing to 'Jump' Ya had to see it.

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

It's The Little Things In...

...and that are, sometimes a real pain in the ass.

Okay, so I no longer carry my small notebook/laptop around with me because I purchase a Tablet. Its ran by Android, but it won't access the Play Store, I have to use Amazon's app store. I'm not stupid but, it seems it complicated to get any apps from them on to my Tablet. So, I just download the 'apk' file from 4Shared, transfer to usb drive, then install it on my Tablet. Why am I saying all of this? Well... how come Android couldn't make a Tablet that does what my Tablet, made by Impecca does, do. For the matter, why doesn't Apple do the same thing too? My Tablet cuts, copy, paste, download, has HDMI, USB and a mini SD slot. Okay, so I can't access Google's Play Store, no biggie. That's the only thing I see so far and it won't start WW 3.

Its seems that 3rd party companies always have the ideas that the above average user wants. Price & functionability. All I do mostly is download games, install them, test them out, the un install if they are crappola, which, there are gazillions of them. Haven't found a game that causes me to stay up all night like I'm addicted to Horse yet...well I'm not really trying to.

2 things I want to purchase and still looking for in my price range and has all the functions I want. A digital camera with a wireless SD card transfer. A wireless external hard drive. I will wait, saw some contenders, but the price was too damn high.

Us, as men, we could sometimes care less how how we look. I'm one of those guys. This morning I weighed myself...167 pounds. WTF ? Its all in my stomach and I only eat one meal a day at 5pm. I think its too big a meal. Last night I had Chinese food, spare rib times with fried rice and 8 grilled shrimps with a ceasar salad. I was still hungry, but I didn't eat anything else. I work with food all day, so I don't even want to eat anythibg until I get home from work. I can always tell people who are fairly new to cooking, less than 10 years in the field by seeing them eat their lunch at work and or picking and eating food on the line. One that shit, picking from the food on the line is nasty, and two, if you eat lunch before lunch time rush, you become lazy and not paying attention to your customers needs.

She owes me $500, and asked me when am I coming TO pick it up. Wait, you came to me to borrow it, right? Bring your tight ass to me to pay me back. Not unless you want me to come to your house, and if so, are we fucking AND, you're STILL paying me? I don't play that shit, give me ass in payment for cash. Told her I could meet her at her job, she said she will let me know by 11am. I know what's going to happen. The checks won't be there until Thursday and being that this is the first of the month, rent so, excuse to say she can't pay me until next week. Funny thing is, I lend money out to people who I know don't intend to pay me back. Sounds strange, but its true.