Oh Well, Guess It's For The Better

Every morning, I jump on my mountainbike and I take a 5 mile ride. I feel a lot better through out the rest of the day too.

Yesterday after I took a shower, found out I didn't have anything to throw on under my arms. No deorderant in the freaking house. None whatssoever. So I went without and you know something...I don't stink. Other than smellinglike the kitchen I work in, no problem. I dohave acess to showers at work, but... I have a wash cloth that I use, and the next day I come in in the morning, it smells like a rusty pipe. Being that my locker is made of metal, guess that why. But I saw inside one co workers locker and he has a deorderizer hanging up. Good idea.

If I had children, daughters...I would allow them to make their mistakes up to a certain point and THEN I would draw the line. I think my daughter(s) of child bearing age and dating would be terrors. I would have THAT talk with them. Being a man, I would tell them the real deal. I'm sure fathers of the world do have this talk with their own daughters too. But my talk would be on the level, a level that would really have them understanding where I'm coming from and how the world is. I believe that education, going to college isn't for everyone. But some one has to do it. I didn't, well I did and still do, but I'm not worried about conpleteing it though. I don't define a person by or because they hold a degree a college diploma. There is book sense, street sense and common sense. The last 2 they don't teach in college, never have and never will.

Ihwas going to go to Church this coming Sunday, I was invited. But the woman who invited me, who is interested in me, can't make up her mind. I mean, its like she is hiding something. Hey I can understand the ubeasy feeling of meeting some one for the first time. All we have to do is be our selfs. Don't front and be something that you really aren't. So, if you like to just let it all hang out, so be it. Me as a man, I want the woman to feel comfortable. What the issue is today is... people try to live up to what they see in print, tv and all other places. They seem to think that if they don't have this or that, that they aren't living up to what society says is living the dream. Hell if your bank account has pennies in it, like mine does some of the time... Well at least you DO have a checking account that at least 4 if not 2 times a month money IS deposited into it. Even if you don't have a working income, say your on a dissability, hell you're still receiving some type of income, right. And, so what your home, house, apartment is messy. Its YOUR apartment and you enjoy living the way you like living. Has nothing to be to do with you as a person in general. Or, you have that crazy ex...who is hounding you night and day. You may not want to have anything to do with him, but then again, maybe you are. Maybe you're just sleeping with him every so often cause you have that itch, its understandable. You do what you have to do. But when you meet some one you're interested in, don't go 90% of the way and then that last 10%, you come up with excuses for this and for that. Fight your fears back and go with the flow I say.