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If you want to know how quiet it gets here...

You know how in the movies, you have a person out in the middle of nowhere and they hear a car or truck approaching from at least a quarter mile away... And you ask yourself, if that's true. Well, it's true alright. I can hear a truck bir car coming at least a quarter mile away. Not only that... But if the wind is blowing just right, I can also smell a person coming without seeing them too. It's that damn quiet and lonely here.

I'm not complaining but old age and it getting old is real. Last night every hour or two this elderly guy coming to the bed besides me and wakes up his son. The son says..'Daddy it's too early, go back to sleep.' This is the same man who a couple of weeks ago try to get in my bed with me. I informed staff back then and I informed them this morning before I headed out to work this morning. Something has to be done about this because I understand, but someone else here just might not.

I don't understand why women 2ho were in a relationship with a man, gets pregnant and have the child by the man. And then call him a Sperm Donor. If the same women were to really take a look at what they called that man...well what does that say about you. What do I classify you as? A Sperm Recipient? How can you blame that all on the man, how is it his fault. Not only that, how come it's always the man's fault in these situations. Can't the women also take part or even some of the blame also. But no, it's always the man's fault.

I guess since this Pandemic is picking back up again from where it left off, things are beginning to get crazy again. I told myself that if going into lock down again is going to happen, this time around I will not spend it by myself. I would prefer in being in the company if a woman, any woman I don't care. Just not by myself this time around. I have my eye on someone too, a Black woman. Though she is 35 years of age and I said that I won't date or sleep with anyone below the age of 37...her I will make an acception. She seems.. co-operative so far, though we haven't worked out or really talked about it. But so far we do see what we like of each other so far..

Well, gotta head on our to the J.O.B. 6am to 1pm. Quick shift? Who knows.