Business Opportunities

I saw this going to a restaurant to place an order to go. 

I like the locaion and you should see the insides. If it was mines, I would name it "Associates". I have the business model in my head.

I Need Some MORE Space

First it was with me that I don't like living alone... Then I told myself that I don't need a full apartment, a studio would suit me fine. Now...

May 15th 2022 I officially early retired. April 2022 I received a Housing Voucher and moved into a Studio apartment. I like it...the colors..the bathroom, I have a claw footed bathtub and it's a nice sized bathroom too. Though the landlord went up $25 in the rent, and the allocated amount of my Voucher did too... Somehow I'm paying a dollar less per month out of my pocket. There's math, new math and then Federal Government math. I questioned how am I paying less? Anywho...

Since I've embarked on doing whatever I want to now since I no longer have to work... I've been working on multiple projects. What I really need is a 2 bedroom house with a basement. I won't call it a Man Cave because that's just being Basic. It will be my studio. But I want to keep this place I'm in now also. 

I want to keep this place and make it a studio, and move into a 2 bedroom house and actually do no art works, music...or any of my hobbies in it. I would actually LIVE and entertain guest. Leave all my DJ equipment and art supplies here, and live there. But this town though. I mean it's a trip. I'm not talking about "normal" people. I'm talking about MY people... The ones who lifestyle is a little out there.

You would think it's the men that I'm talking about. No, it's the women. These Bitches are cut throat, don't give a fuck, will stab you, throw acid in you, break into you house/home and fuck you up...and see nothing wrong with it. Had many just jump all up in my face..and they don't even know me and I tell them one thing. You out your hands on me, and I will out my hands right back on you. Already has happened, about 2 months ago.

This woman doesn't even know me. Punched me in the back of the head. Her friend told her a lie, I know this woman, her friend. Seems that the woman who hit me, she was told that I hit her friend, the woman. I know..and from no where she sucker punched me. I turned around and she got into a fighters stance. I took out my phone and dialed 911 and told them... "It's not an emergency yet, but this woman who I don't know punched me in the back of the head and is ready to do harm to me." I have them my location. I also told them if this woman put her hands in me again, I'm going to kill her. Less than 3 minutes Police showed up. Of course they thought it was me who was doing the attacking. And asked her questions of what I did. She said nothing, I punched him because her female friend said I attacked her. Police were confused, and asked me what happened. Told them I made the call, she hit me. Turns out her friend lied because she owes her some money and also told her I smacked her and took the money she was going to give her. All untrue.

Police asked me was I willing to press charges, I asked can I speak to her privately for 2 minutes. I told her she is lucky they came because if you would have placed one more finger or advanced on me, I was going to go ape shit on you. And I asked her were we good or what, and she said yeah. Police left and we talked it all out. She spent the night that night with me. But..

That's what I'm saying... I would be worried about my things walking out the front door if I'm living at another location. But I think I worked something out..in my head. New lease goes into effect on July 9th. I want to talk to my landlord before then though 

Honesty

I can tell you the last time I heard or saw written that someone, mostly a woman who saya something or the other about loyalty. How the scream it, how they want it. 

This woman who I was once talking to, always would have that word every time I met with her...coming out of her mouth. She told me that I look like a cheater. She said that I looked like I have about 3 or 4 women that I lie to every single day. It isn't true, but she believes so, so I let her 

It got so bad one day that I was mad on the inside because really all I wanted to do was have sex with her. She knew it too. She say men aren't loy..., And I stopped her right there 

'How many kids do you have, 4 right? Are they all by the same man, no. 4 different men, 4 didn't children' I paused..and then she said..'..and none of them weren't  about shit either.' I stopped her again. So who left, you or them? You did. When the going got ruff, meaning when you couldn't get what you wanted, you left., And did it 3 more times. You want loyal, but you abandon ship as soon as you see a drop of water in the deck. Get real 

Then she said something that was so fucking stupid. Asked me what do I bring to the table. I told her not a God Damn Thing. What about you? The 2 basic....'I cook and clean'. I do that also and better than you on the cooking part. She said that I can not cook better than her. So I asked her how much does she get paid to cook, she said nothing. I told her I get paid 32.80 an hour to cook, and could have had a salary of $67,000 a year to Supervise a kitchen, but I did t want the stress or the headaches.  Then I told her...

I saw you in passing by one day, and I said wow. Saw you again and I said to myself I want to sleep with you. Got the courage up to approach you, and now... I don't want anything from you.  Nothing. No dating, no you coming over to chill, nada. She said we can still be friends though. I asked do you fuck you male friends. She said no, and I told her we can't even be that then.

I knew it was coming... 'It isn't all the time about sex, with all these dieseases out here, it's dangerous.' I said...'...coming from a woman with 4 young children. You were worried about it then, right?'

WTF!!

From out of nowhere about two days ago... I want to have a kid, a baby. I want to be a father. Presently I don't have any children.

Two days ago, I really thought hard about how to make this happen. First thing she has to be... knowledgeable, yeah that's the word. She also has to be no you ger than 30 and downt have any children of her own 

I'm a broke ass. But hey, I'm 63 and right now I'm doing pretty alright. I struggle at least once maybe twice a month. But other than that I haven't gone hungry not once. So if she is looking for some big payday or a Will with large sums it money left to the child, that isn't going to happen 

She also wants to have a child and be a parent. She has to somewhat like me, have sex with me...continue to have sex with me. But the ice breaker is... She has to know that she is not a Man and she can not do what men do. She has to be a woman, a Lady, a female, a mother.

I even set a time when I'm going to start this 'Quest'... September.