Honesty

I can tell you the last time I heard or saw written that someone, mostly a woman who saya something or the other about loyalty. How the scream it, how they want it. 

This woman who I was once talking to, always would have that word every time I met with her...coming out of her mouth. She told me that I look like a cheater. She said that I looked like I have about 3 or 4 women that I lie to every single day. It isn't true, but she believes so, so I let her 

It got so bad one day that I was mad on the inside because really all I wanted to do was have sex with her. She knew it too. She say men aren't loy..., And I stopped her right there 

'How many kids do you have, 4 right? Are they all by the same man, no. 4 different men, 4 didn't children' I paused..and then she said..'..and none of them weren't  about shit either.' I stopped her again. So who left, you or them? You did. When the going got ruff, meaning when you couldn't get what you wanted, you left., And did it 3 more times. You want loyal, but you abandon ship as soon as you see a drop of water in the deck. Get real 

Then she said something that was so fucking stupid. Asked me what do I bring to the table. I told her not a God Damn Thing. What about you? The 2 basic....'I cook and clean'. I do that also and better than you on the cooking part. She said that I can not cook better than her. So I asked her how much does she get paid to cook, she said nothing. I told her I get paid 32.80 an hour to cook, and could have had a salary of $67,000 a year to Supervise a kitchen, but I did t want the stress or the headaches.  Then I told her...

I saw you in passing by one day, and I said wow. Saw you again and I said to myself I want to sleep with you. Got the courage up to approach you, and now... I don't want anything from you.  Nothing. No dating, no you coming over to chill, nada. She said we can still be friends though. I asked do you fuck you male friends. She said no, and I told her we can't even be that then.

I knew it was coming... 'It isn't all the time about sex, with all these dieseases out here, it's dangerous.' I said...'...coming from a woman with 4 young children. You were worried about it then, right?'