WTF!!

From out of nowhere about two days ago... I want to have a kid, a baby. I want to be a father. Presently I don't have any children.

Two days ago, I really thought hard about how to make this happen. First thing she has to be... knowledgeable, yeah that's the word. She also has to be no you ger than 30 and downt have any children of her own 

I'm a broke ass. But hey, I'm 63 and right now I'm doing pretty alright. I struggle at least once maybe twice a month. But other than that I haven't gone hungry not once. So if she is looking for some big payday or a Will with large sums it money left to the child, that isn't going to happen 

She also wants to have a child and be a parent. She has to somewhat like me, have sex with me...continue to have sex with me. But the ice breaker is... She has to know that she is not a Man and she can not do what men do. She has to be a woman, a Lady, a female, a mother.

I even set a time when I'm going to start this 'Quest'... September.